Very well where do I begin...I knew I wasn't a normal "boy" ..
Added 2024-10-25 01:08:01 +0000 UTCVery well where do I begin...I knew I wasn't a normal "boy" when DS9 premiered and I wanted to kiss Jadzia and BE Jadzia. After a lifetime of putting other people's needs ahead of my own I started my transition at 40 (yes I'll be 41 in 4 months 😱). I lost a marriage, an apartment with a view better than Frasier Crane's, contact with my family, and old friends.
What I gained was everything I was ever missing. My old friends who accepted me as a trans fem are absolutely amazing. I actually have queer friends now that I don't have to mask around. I have an amazing job at a progressive company. I can hook up with people and not feel like they immediately want me to go back to boy mode. I'm growing tits!
At 40 I also did my first hardcore pro scene. I know it's too late for me to have a career in porn and I really just wanted to cross this off of my bucket list but I had so much fun that I'm going to do it as long as I can.
Why am I saying this? Because I know there are others like me out there who think it's too late. I always put off transitioning for one reason or another. My ex loved girl me in the bedroom but couldn't stomach the idea of me transitioning. I always put off doing real porn thinking that just posting pics on Fetlife once in a while was good enough. It's fun but it isn't enough. You have to be yourself, and the more you allow yourself to be YOU the better things will get. At least they have in my experience. And if someone doesn't like the real you, tell them to suck your entire cock. All the way down to the balls.
