Im too sexy for my shirt so I get a hospital gown instead 🙃🙂..

Im too sexy for my shirt so I get a hospital gown instead 🙃🙂🙃🙂🙃🙂
Trigger warning: no tits or ass are involved in this post. Sorry!
A little interesting fact about me: Last year I was diagnosed with paraganglioma. Its a very rare condition... only 2 in a million people get it. So im one of roughly 600 people in the US who have it. Paraganglioma causes tumors around certain vessels and/or on nerves outside of the adrenal glands. The tumors are usually benign (non cancerous) but can sometimes be malignant. My doctors don't think mine is cancerous but they can't do a biopsy/officially test it because of the location of the tumor. The main tumor I have that is causing me problems is in my neck, wrapped around my carotid artery and pressing on my jugular vein, growing and pressing on the nerve on my vocal chord as well. The doctors are afraid to do the biopsy because they don't want to go poking around my major veins.. understandably. This is also the reason why surgically removing the mass is ill-advised. I'd have to stay in the hospital for weeks, be on a feeding tube, a breathing tube, and there's always the chance they could knick a major vessel. So... the options they gave me with my diagnosis last year were 1) surgery (bad idea) 2) radiation (not ideal) or 3) wait and see if the mass grows any bigger. If it didn't grow and wasn't causing me any problems, I could leave it there and just get scans done every 6 months or so to check on it. I chose option 3. In the last 6 months, the tumor has definitely grown, I can see it and feel it, I've developed high b. pressure and migraines. I got a CT scan the first week of January. My doctor told me what I didn't want to hear- it is significantly larger than it was 6 months ago. So, back to my bad options. Its time to undergo radiation treatment. This will stop the tumor from growing and maybe even shrink it a little. If I keep letting it grow it will cause irreversible damage to my body. I don't want to commit to 5 weeks of radiation treatment, every day from Monday through Friday. But its really the only viable option I have at this point. 🤕 so, today I got my last scan done before I start radiation therapy. It was an MRI. My doctor is going to use the scans to measure the tumor and create the proper treatment plan for me. I am not looking forward to this.. but what else can I do? Its the best option out of a bunch of terrible ones. The radiation will make me tired, make it hard to eat, make it hard to speak. It will likely burn my skin and cause me to blister and peel on my neck.. There will be awful side effects, but they should all go away when the treatment is over with. I'm just ready to get it over with! Im scared and nervous. But I know it needs to be done.

I will still be posting on here regularly! I'm going to try to post daily, even if I have to create a lot of content on days I'm feeling good and schedule the posts. Ill still be answering DMs and doing the things I do now. Im not going to let this get the best of me. I really enjoy OF and appreciate all of you, I love interacting with my fans and there are a few of you I talk to daily and it brightens my day! ❤ thats not going to change.

I'm a little hesitant about posting this, but im going to try to make it a point to tell a little more of my story on my page. I think its important here to be genuine and show the real me, and that goes beyond just showing my body or a sexualized version of me. There will still be a lot of that too though 🥰😁

I'm not sure how many of you care about this stuff, or want to actually hear about other parts of my life, so if you're one of the ones who don't care, just scroll on by this post and get to the nudes, lol. Im still glad you're here.

If you made it this far, read this whole thing, and do care to hear it or are interested in the other facets of my personality, that's fucking awesome and makes me really happy. Thank you for being here! 👏👏👏

Maybe we can play doctor & patient? 😉