

I was hype to try and shoot something, but I see my scars and I'm just ugh :( I haven't tried to cover them up with makeup yet, but I know it never fully does. I wish it didn't upset me so much and make me feel less. It's just frustrating for something you don't regret doing (reduction) but yeah. I don't feel like battle scars.
James is constantly telling me I worry and hyperfixate on them way too much but I just can't help but feel like everyone else does too.