I’ve always had an inner moral compass. One that’s told me t..
Added 2024-03-21 13:45:42 +0000 UTCI’ve always had an inner moral compass. One that’s told me things that are right and okay for me to do and what is wrong and unhealthy/damaging to myself and others. It was shaped by my childhood, and reshaped again and again throughout my life, but it has always been what has guided me. I’ve questioned it and broken it when I wasn’t quite sure why I was doing or not doing certain things. Always open to the possibility that maybe I’m wrong in breaking it, in reshaping it, but not wanting to let not being sure in either direction stop me from doing something I want to. So here I stand again after reshaping it just a little bit more. Wondering if I’ve made a mistake. Feeling excitement, shame, fear, and a deep desire for freedom from my own mind and its constant judgment. And for that reason I will continue to push these boundaries and to do my best to accept my imperfection, my mistakes, and hope that I’m not making mistakes that will hurt my light and my dreams. 🙏🏼
