Sometimes I think about disappearing and reappearing. It's h..
Added 2024-01-03 20:41:24 +0000 UTCSometimes I think about disappearing and reappearing. It's hard to explain these feelings. It's like you want to start your life from scratch. I just don't know how to do it. I'm honest, I'm very afraid of the future, but there are a lot of nightmares in the present. This wig and mask show how I feel. Not real. In a wig and a mask. I have to stand on the stage and perform. And all I do is dream about it. Sometimes I hate myself. I'm sorry for so many depressive posts, there's just no reason to be happy
