Unraveling
Part Two
Sent out a PPV of an early peek of these photos, with the exception of one photo. That one stays PPV ;)
As a thank you, if you did buy the PPV. I plan on sending you something special this week as well!
I really hope you enjoyed this set. It was by far my favorite of all time. I cannot wait to take more in a different setting. Photography is a passion of mine. This is such a fun way to explore it.
I have officially caught up on messages!
Little sad that I lost a few folks I was having great conversations with, but I will try to be more vigilant about responding sooner. ❤
Unraveling
Part One
This series has allowed me to explore a more sensual approach to submission. As I am alone, I submit to myself, while controlling the sensations in almost a hedonistic fashion. Before any increase of intensity there was a prelude of softer sensations. I studied my body just as I do the keys of a piano. Intensity echoes in time. I had to lead in and lead out with the same tune.
Check back tomorrow for part two. <3
Sent out a PPV of an early peek at what is to come. I might have thrown in a little something extra there too ;)
I'm so lazy. I haven't taken any photos since Thursday. I need to get up, but the relaxation meter is too high right now.
I will eventually find the motivation. Once I finish SAO I will get up...
😅
Hope your weekend is as relaxing as mine!
Time for some unedited honesty.
This past year I hit 200 pounds. I have never been this heavy before. It has taken a toll on my physical and mental health.
Despite the weight gain, I have managed to fall in love with my body in a way I never have before. Look at these curves! I really do believe I am beautiful. Yes, I would love to be thinner, but I am done beating myself up for being thicker than I once was.
I currently weigh 179 pounds. I have lost 11 pounds since the new year! ^.^
I am determined to keep it off and I will keep pushing until I reach my goal weight. I have a very long way to go, but I am excited to see the results so far. This is my moment to share them with you. I hope you are proud of me! 🥺
Once my stitches heal near the end of February, I will start hitting up the gym. My main goal is definition. If you have any tips, please help!
To note, I purchased whey protien and creatine. I am also officially in ketosis!
Lastly, tomorrow I plan on streaming all morning prior to my work day, and then I am going out to see Sonic with my gal pals. When I return, I will see what I can do for all of my beautiful boyfriends and girlfriends on here. I have some new toys I would like to try!
Happy early valentine's day my loves 😘
Pretty sure everyone got their video! Let me know if you did not get something you tipped for.
I am off to the doctor's today. I had stitches, so I am in a bit of pain. Bare with me this week while I recover. <3
I will be streaming tomorrow though if you want to stop in and say hello.
Lights, camera, nip slip!
Live on Twitch :o
(I will not actually have a nip slip, but I will be playing Call of Duty and DayZ for a few hours! >.<)
Guess who has a 40 second clip of them topless, smoking a J
Tip $50 if you would like to see ;)
Sent out an older PPV for $5 from last year. It was slightly more lewd than usual so I was not actually ready to share it until now. Hope you like it :3
I am switching up my work schedule to evenings. Which should free up some time in the mornings for streams and shoots. New shoots coming this week!
What did Daddy get his birthday girl? 😘
Starting tomorrow, I will be vacant from OF while I celebrate my birthday with all of my favorite people. I planned a super extra murder mystery party with my besties. I will be uploading insta stories throughout the day if you want to stay updated! Instagram.com/ZoeCatfu
I will be back this weekend though! Stay tuned for some super fun breath play posts. I am in the mood for it 😈
Also, massive thank you for the Honey Birdette giftcards and amazon wishlist gifts! I cannot wait to play with all my new toys and clothes 🥰
OF keeps crashing for me tonight. The bathtime video is not working for everyone. I am going to try again tomorrow. I honestly think the servers are just a bit wonky tonight. Messages are not loading now either.
Have an extra bath time picture as a consolation prize.
Thank you for all of the immense support tonight! I have a few photos I plan on posting tomorrow too, so check back!
It is my birthday on Friday, so I will not be around that night. 🥰
Cleaning myself for tonight 🥰
If you are interested in seeing more clips from bathtime, tip $20 or more. Top tips will recieve something extra special ;)
TITLE: Gagged and Bound
My power is given and received with respect.
There is a balance to submitting yourself and controlling the limits of the exchange. You do not accept an exchange of power without considerable respect and strict boundaries. Both the top and bottom are responsible for communicating their limitations.
As we explore kink culture and the bdsm lifestyle, we will be diving more into topics such as safety, negotiation, proper play demonstrations and various books which we can really sink our teeth into. You are always welcome to read along with me, and we can discuss the books together in the comments below.
Today I have written the basics for simple negotiation which you can practice with a friend or partner.
Your basic negotiations for a scene includes the following:
1. The people involved: Will it be you and your partner? Will club goers be invited to participate? In what way?
2. Roles: Who is top? Are you switching roles at some point? If you are looking for more of a submissive/dominant relationship, the negotiations will be much more complex, and will require extensive research. Dominance and submission are more lifestyle, and top/bottom power exchange is in the moment for the scene.
3. Place: Most important aspect of choosing your place is to ensure no one sees the scene unless they have consented as well. If there is a possibility of someone witnessing the scene who did not consent, you are putting yourself at legal risk. If you enjoy being watched, research local clubs on Fetlife.com.
4. Time: How long will this scene be? What signal can the bottom deliver to the top in order to signify their limit is being reached?
5. How miscommunication or accidents are handled: Often times, there is accidental punctures, excrement or pain which was not negotiated. This does not happen every time, and should most definitely be a rare occurrence. Your reputation in the community is clearly communicated to every club and every person within those walls. Every time you violate consent, you risk being blacklisted in the community at large. Discuss what will happen if something goes awry.
6. Limitations: This should be self explanatory, but some folx enjoy pressuring their partner into doing things they are not comfortable with. Have your partner write down what they do not want to do. Be flexible with their evolving interests. Sometimes they might think they enjoy it and do not. Read your partner's body language, their facial expressions and their overall demeanor. Also, read your own. If you are not enjoying something, stop. They can always find another partner to play with who enjoys something you do not.
7. Sex. This is where you discuss test results, what forms of sexual contact are acceptable, and safer sex practices. Lastly, sex is not necessary in play. Kink, bdsm and sex are not all mutually exclusive. I personally have never had sex during any of my scenes. You do not have to either.
8. Intoxicants need to be discussed at this stage. Typically, it is unacceptable to be intoxicated in most club environments. Understand that there is a legal risk to being intoxicated during any type of play.
9. Bondage. What type of bondage will you be using and to what extent? Blindfolds, gags, hoods? Is your partner claustrophobic?
10. Pain. To what scale of pain is tolerated? Measure first and increase the intensity in a progressive state. Does your partner want to be whipped, spanked or clamped? Ask yourself these questions as well. What are you comfortable with? What is your fantasy?
11. Marks. Not everyone wants a rope burn around their neck when they have a family dinner that evening. How easy does your partner mark? Do they care if punctures happen? If they do not want to be marked, avoid types of play which result in so.
12. Humiliation. Never surprise your partner with name calling or an act which can cause intense shame or extreme panic without receiving permission during negotiation.
13. Safewords. Two safewords are recommended during intense scene play. You need to have a "yellow" and a "red" word. Most folks have different ways of enacting these. It could be a ribbon, when untied means stop. It could be actual words. The important thing to remember, respect the meaning and limitations which those words are used for. Do not sulk when your partner wants to stop. Be respectful and considerate.
14. Opportunities: Is there something you have always wanted to try? Discuss it with your partner. If they do not want to try it, find another partner. Never push your partner into doing something they will not enjoy as well. You are short changing yourself too.
15. Aftercare: Ensure that your partner has aftercare set up, or time set aside with you directly after the play or the day following. Panic is a normal response after your body experiences a form of trauma. Side effects of intense play can hit days after. Make sure you exchange contact information for this very reason.
For more detailed information: I recommend "SM 101" by Jay Wiseman.
https://www.amazon.com/101-Realistic-Introduction-Jay-Wiseman/dp/0963976389/
Next up, Erotic Breath Play! I will most likely post tomorrow night ;) Look out for it.
Kind of a PSA, I do not check DMs during the day, and I will only be active in the evenings my time. So expect responses around 10pm PST. If I have not replied to you yet, just do a bump in the message so it is put above others in the unread section. Unfortunately, the layout of messages is not optimal when you send out mass PPV. Finding folks who send me messages is actually kind of difficult.
As far as posts go, let's shoot for Monday, Wednesday, Friday evening. I think I can manage that. I am struggling to get the hang of this platform. I want to get my nice equipment out, but also confidence versus time editing when I work full time and stream. Ya know? I will figure something out :3
I really enjoy the feeling of hot wax running cold as it glides gently across my skin.
I want to make a longer version of this in the coming weeks. Honestly, maybe this weekend? I would love to even do some streams on here to demonstrate it.
One day at a time, I suppose.
So, I will be honest. I spent some of the money you sent me at Disney, and I bought one of my friends a bed, bedding and a bed frame. She was sleeping on her couch and the floor on rotation, I had to!
In fact, she is so excited about it. She would like to offer herself up to you all in a post next week!
I look forward to sharing my lovely friends with you on occasion. It is a great way to add some variety for you and help my friends explore their wild side. It brings me joy to see my friends feel free to express their sexuality!
All tips on my friend's specific posts will go to them in their entirety.
As for my posts, any tips sent or PPV purchased from here out will be going towards a full latex catsuit with a sensory deprivation hood. I am going to be filming lots of videos in that! If you are interested in seeing previous PPV that you might have missed in December, message me :)
Little present for supporting my ppv last night 🥰
I am very appreciative of all of the support. It goes a long way!
I will be traveling to Orlando this week for work. I cannot wait to return and dedicate a solid amount of time to this. I have a canon 60D that is dying to make this side project a beautiful reality. Regardless of numbers, this is going to be my new favorite way of expressing myself. 🥰
There is something about the roughness of ropes rubbing against my body that puts me in a trancelike state of mind. I like to close my eyes and focus on the rope as it glides across my skin, sensitivity increasing with every tug.
I tend to pull on the rope after I secure it, just to feel the friction on the most sensitive areas. Small gasps escape my lips when I pull hard enough. I love the sensation it creates.
I am finally home from Tokyo! 🥰
Only one more work trip before I am completely free to start working on multiple series installments for this platform. I cannot wait to share myself with you. I have cosplays, new equipment and fun scenes that I would like to include you all in, through negotiation and storytelling.
As for this post, it was the first time I have been alone in over a month. I thought I would have a little fun with my Witcher obsession 👀
I have a few short video versions of this, tip $25 and I will send them to you. 😈
I promise not to out you if you tip, friends are welcome 👅
Tried to take some snaps for you all, but I am too sick :( this is the best I got right now.
I had to prempitvely leave dinner due to coughing spurts. I am coughing so hard it is making my head spin. The fluids behind my eardrums are also giving me a massive migraine. Bronchitis is the worst. I wouldn't wish it on anyone.
I go home on Friday. I have a few days to rest before I have to leave for Orlando, more work stuff. Goodness... I just want to go home.
Urgent care on Saturday when I arrive. Yay
Also, as you might have noticed, I did not check messages yet. I knowwww, but I was so sick :( I fell asleep while I was checking them last. Please be patient with meee while I recover and travel. ❤
I am going to browse through my messages today and try to respond to everyone! Welcome if you are new and just subbed. As you can probably see, content is limited while I am in Tokyo. I have been running on fumes lately due to bronchitis and my schedule, so I have not had the opportunity to dedicate any time to this platform yet. I am getting impatient tbh. I took forward to sharing all of the content I have planned in February. If I feel better later this week, I might be able to get something else up. Keep an eye out :3
Hello beauties,
Sorry I have not been responding to dms, but as you know, I am still in Tokyo.
Please be patient, as I do not have time to dedicate to this platform right now. I will be posting the majority of my new content February and beyond. I have ordered fun costumes and all kinds of goodies for us to play with. Thank you for the support in the interim. ❤
Happy new year btw. 🥰
