Good morning everyone! Horrible night sleep! But here is my handwriting, if you look back through my history, or you have been here a while, there are other examples and I think you can see that I have improved quite a bit!
2021-07-14 11:02:31 +0000 UTC View PostHi, I have three things to share tonight! First, in answer to a question I had in a message, but I thought you’d all want to know, I can stand holding on to something for just under 10 minutes. After about six minutes my legs start to shake a bit and by the time I get towards 10 it is too much and I have to sit down. Well, I say sit, it was more a strategically aimed fall. Two, I have been working really hard on my handwriting and I think I have seen some major improvements. I was going to share a video of it this evening but I forgot to record it earlier! I just tried but it’s super orange as it’s too dark. I will record it first thing in the morning as soon as I am awake! And third, I’m not sure what this means, but last night I dreamt I was in a wheelchair for the very first time. In my dreams I am always walking around and last night was the first time I was wheeling around. I don’t really remember much detail about it, it wasn’t like being in a wheelchair was the major plot, it was more just normal. I wonder if this is a new level of acceptance? Video tomorrow, love you all! 💖😘💝
2021-07-13 21:24:16 +0000 UTC View Post
I just finished my evening exercises and collapsed onto the bed, I was looking at myself in my phone and I thought I look kinda sexy even though I am sweaty I don’t have much make-up on. So I wanted to share!
2021-07-12 19:01:20 +0000 UTC View PostDay number two has been as successful as day number one. In that I have managed to eat relatively healthy and I have managed to try and do some more exercises. I am essentially starting again with my exercises and you can see this from the videos I am sharing this week. This video is me standing, using touch to maintain my balance but not physically holding on tight. And attempting to lift my legs/feet up and behind me. As you can see I find this extremely difficult. I hope everyone is having a lovely week and remember you can message me any time and I will get back to you! While I get back on top of things only fans is the best place to message me.
2021-07-07 19:27:26 +0000 UTC View PostWhile I was away last week I realised a few things. I have been waiting, waiting to be better I guess. I need to accept that that is not going to happen. I need to get off my arse and work hard before I lose more. Anything I lose now it’s not down to MS but down to my resistance to move. I also need to accept that I might be in this wheelchair for the rest of my life. So, back to exercise, back to eating right, and time to find a new place to live (more accessible)! This video is a new baseline of me going up on my toes, I am holding on but not tightly just touching for balance. This is as much I can do before my legs are tired and I have to stop. I’ll be sharing more exercises all week so I can see where I am at this point in time and hopefully chart some improvement. I hope you’re having a fantastic Tuesday!
2021-07-06 19:17:27 +0000 UTC View PostI am back from my super long, super exhausting, stint as a useless nurse for a relative. I’m so sorry to everybody that I haven’t been posting here and I haven’t been great at answering messages either! I am properly back now, I’ll be sharing exercises all this week but first, today, I wanted to share some news! I got a letter from my neurologist after my MRI the other week. It said: “Just to let you know that your most recent MRI brain scan, compared with October 2019, does not show any changes that are new. There are no new lesions seen and when we gave you the dye (gadolinium) none of the present lesions enhanced (light up) which means that there is currently no active disease.” This means that although I obviously still have MS, there is no cure, it is not currently trying to kill me. It does not mean I can fix my existing disabilities but it does mean that right now I am not getting worse. This is super great news, life has been pretty stressful these last few weeks so I am really pleased that the scan showed no activity. I am so very glad to be back sharing with you all! Posting again from tomorrow, and I will answer all those messages tomorrow too! Right now, it has been a very long day, a stressful drive, and time for bed! Much love, Chrissy! 💖💝😘
2021-07-05 19:41:17 +0000 UTC View Post
Hey everyone! This is me with very little make-up on, sorry, watching the football this evening. It was a difficult match to choose who to support, I am technically British but Germany raised me! I’m not at home at the moment, and really miss my family. I was summoned to London to help out with a sick relative, not that I’m much use these days, but one does what one is told! It does mean that I cannot share exercises like I planned yesterday and today so I hope this selfie is sufficient. I am hopefully heading back tomorrow and will get back to sharing exercises more regularly. Well done England, great job!
2021-06-29 21:33:34 +0000 UTC View PostHi everyone, how are you all? I have had a few messages and comments asking why I have reduced the naughty content, I don’t really have a reason except that I started this to share my disability journey and they were just more of a bonus than the purpose. I think I will get back to doing more, I certainly hope so. I guess at the moment I am feeling a bit lonely, I was spoilt for the lockdown having the people I love around me 24/7 but now most days it’s just me. And weirdly this has meant that I talk to other people less too, which doesn’t make a lot of sense to me but I hope you understand. I haven’t forgotten anyone and I haven’t stopped caring. Hey, did you move today as planned or was it delayed? How is your recovery going? Ready to return to work, is it next week? How is your dog? Are they feeling better? I miss seeing pictures of your daily walk! Tell me more about the music you are going to go listen to at that festival. And a big hello to everyone else, message me over the weekend for a chat, I will do my best to be around!
2021-06-25 17:37:13 +0000 UTC View Post
I really meant to post something yesterday and something today but to be honest I have done literally nothing for several days. Because this evening I had an MRI with contrast and to be honest, I have been terrified. My neurologist spent quite a long time insisting that I had to be on certain medication and then when I last saw him last he agreed with me that I should come off the one that I was on because of the horrendous side-effects and said he wanted to do an MRI before deciding if I should try a different drug. He seemed to think that it wouldn’t be worth trying anything, but I really don’t know what that means, they are supposed to help so why won’t they help me? Also, one of my biggest phobias is of allergic reactions and the contrast they use for these MRIs can have a devastating allergic reaction. I’ve had it once before but it is often the second time you have it that you can have that reaction and, quite possibly, die. So I have been very preoccupied with thoughts of my impending death. I can confirm though that I had my MRI and I have not died! I do have to drink a lot for the next 24 hours though so I don’t screw my kidneys as the contrast moves through my system.
2021-06-22 20:39:43 +0000 UTC View Post
A few days ago I shared with you my new splits training device. Often my legs spasm into a cross position which can be very painful. I have found this has been happening significantly less this week after using the device daily. The photo for this post shows my current comfortable position stretching my legs with this device and the attached post shows where I was on Sunday. You can see the terrific improvement I have made already! I am ready to extend it to the next level. Sunday - https://onlyfans.com/157229471/chrissycantwalk
2021-06-17 20:06:18 +0000 UTC View PostAs many of you know, from our conversations on here, I moved to the UK from Germany as an adult. So I consider myself more British than English and therefore I get to support England, Scotland, Wales and Northern Ireland in international events. I also like to support Germany as it was my home for 19 years. Tonight Germany played France in the Euros and I was sat ready with a vegan barbecue and several cans of non-alcoholic beer thinking to myself I will paint the German flag on my boobs and share with my fans after our victory! Then that mess of a game! Wow! So disappointed! So here is my walking progress and I look forward to sharing my boobs painted on Friday, when England play Scotland because, no matter what happens, one of my teams will win!
2021-06-15 21:49:45 +0000 UTC View Post
Who’s watching England/Croatia? Currently 30 minutes in and 0-0! Anyway, this contraption was just delivered. It is designed to help people learn to do the splits. My legs feel like they are permanently glued together so it’s painful but very satisfying to have them stretched apart. I don’t see the splits in my future but the stretching is certainly super helpful!
2021-06-13 13:38:17 +0000 UTC View PostI will finish my event walk next week! I am so very excited to share the final video with everybody! Have an absolutely fabulous weekend! 💖💖💋
2021-06-12 06:03:46 +0000 UTC View PostHello everyone! Today I had a visit from an OT who is a sort of middleman between me and a bunch of suppliers for equipment that can help me around the house. She was lovely, but I do not enjoy talking about things I cannot do with professionals. I cried, a lot. I’m guessing she probably gets this a fair bit but I was still a little bit embarrassed! To cheer myself up I ordered a jackfruit ‘dirty’ burger and vegan chilli cheese fries for dinner! Though I suspect they were not great for my diet! I am looking forward to doing day two of my event walk tomorrow, providing it doesn’t rain. I hope you all have had a lovely Thursday!
2021-06-10 20:57:06 +0000 UTC View PostAfter my first leg (pun intended) of my event walk my legs, particularly the right, were in a world of their own! 💖
2021-06-09 19:58:52 +0000 UTC View PostI have made a start on my event walk!! I really didn’t know how far I would get today as it has been so long since I was able to try. However I walked 104m with my walker!! This is just a sample. Every step was recorded and I will put the whole thing together as a single video as soon as I have completed the steps! After the walk my legs were shaking loads, video of that tomorrow!!! 💖
2021-06-08 15:28:22 +0000 UTC View PostThank you for everyone who donated for the May event, the final total was $329 which means I’ll be walking 329m with my walker. This will take a little bit of time to do as I won’t be able to do it in one go, but I should have the video for you in a week or so. Keep your eye out for June‘s event once I have decided what it is!
2021-06-06 21:14:23 +0000 UTC View PostI hope you are all having an amazing weekend! I just had dinner at a lovely vegan restaurant and it was probably the best food I’ve ever tasted! Event update: each month I do an event for you all and last month’s event is closing in just 24 hours. For every dollar donated to the event, or spent on previous event videos, I will walk 1m (with a walker). So far, thanks to your generosity, I have a very daunting 307m ahead of me! You have 24 hours left to make your donations or place your orders for previous events. It is a lot to ask but I would love to get it a little bit higher! https://onlyfans.com/148211576/chrissycantwalk
2021-06-05 19:51:15 +0000 UTC View PostI had a very specific request, and I love doing requests! This beautiful subscriber wanted to see how I get tights over my feet. Hopefully this was a question regarding my balance and flexibility and not a suggestion that I have some sort of hideous clown feet! If there is something you would like to see, send me a message!
2021-06-04 12:46:58 +0000 UTC View Post
Weird day! More exercise content tomorrow!! Sleep tight! 💖
2021-06-02 20:57:10 +0000 UTC View PostHi everyone, I hope you had a lovely weekend and the Brits here enjoyed their very sunny bank holiday weekend and the Americans had whatever would be the appropriate emotional response to your memorial weekend and anyone else who also had some sort of Monday holiday, happy that thing! I am feeling much much better! Thank you for all the messages of concern; I can report I did not die of my cold, and I am 99% back to “normal”. Over the weekend a post by a man with MS did rather well on Reddit; it was about his journey to walking again. I contacted him so we could share notes and I could find out where he focused his work when he was where I am now. He talked about working towards lifting his feet from a sitting position. The videos I have shared here are my attempts to do that, though I am mostly almost lying down rather than sitting. For one I am almost sitting with bent knees and for the other ones my legs are straight. But this is the best I can do and I wanted to share it today as a baseline so we can see where I am in a few weeks time! Apologies for the rather pasty looking legs and the bruises, I’m afraid they come with the disability! Wishing you all a beautiful Tuesday!
2021-06-01 20:22:34 +0000 UTC View Post
I made a video blog earlier but I look kind of gross, I’m afraid I have a cold! I was planning on going to the beach today but this cold has literally stopped everything from working, I cannot even take a single step with my walker, I cannot move myself around, it is as though I am completely and totally paralysed. Very very scary but starting to ease off already. Hopefully after the weekend I’ll be feeling much better! I had a feeling that the May event would not be as popular as previous events so when someone suggested they purchase older event content and that counts towards my distance I decided it was a good idea! So, purchases from the last week and from next week plus all donations on the main event will all go towards the distance I will walk. Currently that distance stands at 227m. I hope you all have an incredible weekend if you want to keep me company feel free to message me; send me pictures of your pets, recommend books, or tell me a joke! May Event - https://onlyfans.com/148211576/chrissycantwalk
2021-05-28 19:58:50 +0000 UTC View Post
I received several positive responses about the photo I shared yesterday and the one sent to subscribers who have auto-renew turned on. I was also sent a reminder that I have any fans who prefer things at the lower end of me! I sent this photo to them earlier and now I am sharing it with you! 💖
2021-05-26 20:28:39 +0000 UTC View Post
Hey, I’m just heading to bed! But I think I made you a promise yesterday and I try to always keep my promises! If you have rebill turned on check your messages in the next 10 minutes!
2021-05-25 21:16:28 +0000 UTC View PostThey see me rolling….. I have a very sexy photo for tomorrow which I am very much looking forward to. And, we haven’t done this in a few weeks, I have a something a little extra for anyone who has a rebill turned on. So go to my profile, turn it on, to make sure you don’t miss out!
2021-05-24 22:23:17 +0000 UTC View Post
May Event!!! - please read! Each month I have shared something a little bit different and have tried to have a bit of fun with everybody! - In January I created my very first set of very intimate photos and offered them for sale to everybody. - In February, for Valentine’s Day, I made two videos and I asked you to vote with donations for which one you wanted to see. The video with the most donations was sent to everybody who donated (to either), and the person who donated the most received both videos! Nobody, except them, has seen that second video yet. - For March ‘s event I told you all what video I wanted to make and that I would make it one second long for every dollar donated. The final video, of me in my wheelchair using a toy on myself, was over eight minutes long and has been my most popular video yet! - Finally, for April, I created eight different videos for different aspects of my subscribers here, and asked you all to pick one, at the end of the event you were sent a video for free and I hope everybody who took part really enjoyed it! May Event ——————— The one thing all these have in common is that they have included content of a graphical sexual nature and I have been aimed directly at you. So I am thinking for May we’re going to do something for me! You are going to help me with my motivation to get out there and take some steps. I have not been out for a walk in many weeks because I was ill and now I am a little bit scared. But I’m going to do it for you and it’s going to work like this: For every dollar donated I will walk 1m (one metre) with my walker, I will not be able to do this in one video so I will go out every day until I have completed the entire distance! All you have to do is leave a tip on this post, I will start walking as soon as the first donation comes in and I will share a compilation video with everybody who donates of every single step I take in a couple of weeks!! HELP ME WALK! DONATE BELOW!! 💖💝💋 PS if you missed out on the earlier events and would like to purchase any of the content, send me a message!
2021-05-20 19:42:32 +0000 UTC View Post
Good morning everyone! Stretching is so super important for me, it usually hurts a great deal but I actually find this pose really really relaxing.
2021-05-20 06:37:52 +0000 UTC View Post
Next up, stretching. This position is really hard to get into (if anyone mentions cranes I’ll poke you!) but once I’m in the position it stretches all the right bits after sitting for too long!
2021-05-19 15:44:29 +0000 UTC View Post