i go back to my vanilla job today, got to set up, clean and ..

i go back to my vanilla job today, got to set up, clean and get ready to open up on the 12th! who’s looking forward to pubs opening again?😂
2021-04-09 08:45:02 +0000 UTC View Posti go back to my vanilla job today, got to set up, clean and get ready to open up on the 12th! who’s looking forward to pubs opening again?😂
2021-04-09 08:45:02 +0000 UTC View Postbeen spending the past 24 hours setting up clips4sale, waiting for reply emails on just4fans to move to that platform. I got a warning again yesterday because of my content, and I'm just not risking it anymore. if I dont move, I'll wake up one day without this account and all my videos posts, conversations, supporters and MONEY will disappear and I wont be able to get it back... also working on setting up video bundles and getting descriptions for them all. once thats done I should be on top of what I need to do. as always apologies for not being as on the ball as I should be for you to get the content you deserve, love youall x
2021-04-08 22:48:25 +0000 UTC View Posti had so much fun shooting these! should i do more photos? i get anxious people only come for the filth😂
2021-04-03 10:42:50 +0000 UTC View Postcute lingerie makes me happy x
2021-04-02 04:02:42 +0000 UTC View Postvideo like this? I had a breakdown last night, im all over the place and it's getting so difficult to try and be present when im just so fucked in my head rn. I've made a few little clips over the past few days but i also have so many DM's im drowning! I don't feel stable enough to manage what I need to do, but I haven't got the help, its just not there community wise and all my family have there own things going on and it doesn't seem to matter how much I ask for the help at this point, its all promised and never there so im just trying myself but Im just cant do it myself, i have extreme phone anxity and in the middle of a lockdown everything's been phone calls and I can't deal with the panic it's causing. I feel like all I can do is vent about my problems, I feel better after but then nothing goes further, i'll still not want to wake up tomorrow knowing i have so much i need to do and i dont know how or where to start. you're all so supportive but i dont need to talk my feelings out, yeh they're in my head but they're crippling my life physically and im lost. I'm not going back to any hosptial although it seems to be the only place i ever get the support I need but I refuse to go backwards, i've been discharged for two years as of a few days ago and i've come so far since then it'd be silly to go back down to tht point. I've looked into private help but even then it's finding somebody who will help me with the process of applying and the phone calls i'll receive. I feel so trapped in my own head and I cant be. anyway, I feel better now having that out there and I don't really know what to say other than im sorry im not the SW i need to be, and i know i shouldn't be, but I am. I feel like im always failing at my job and that sucks, but theres nobody to kick me into gear cause im my own boss and quite frankly im the worst boss in the world.
2021-03-31 19:07:25 +0000 UTC View Postwe got any fishnet freaks up in here?
2021-03-30 03:22:13 +0000 UTC View Postdoing some research into scatshop and scatbook to check on the ratings, terms and conditions etc. seems most clip sites take 30% - 40% of the clip sales and other sub platforms take around 30%. just going to ramble now so you dont have to read. leaning more towards making a scatbook as they take 20% of sub price (like here) but they take 40% of clip sales, 25% of what's made live streaming and 25% of tips/messages. where as clips4sale only takes 30% of the clip income, and also allows puk.e content as well as just4fans which takes 30% from sub fee and all other tips etc. They both work out the same really. If i make a scatbook for my content then ill get 20% from subs and 40% from clips, being 60% meaning i get 40% overall. if i make a just4fans and a clips4sale both taking 30% im still left with getting 40%... im I making sense? Also i'm definitely testing around with pricing, the videos I sell here at $10 can sometimes make more than my $40 ones, but at the same time I dont want to get shit from people like 'I brought this for $45 and now its on there for $25' or whatever. but by the logic of them taking more from me you'd think that id increase the video prices but due to it having an audience of potentially thousands being able to purchase, i feel 'd make up my losses? I personally feel like clips4sale and just4fans is probably the best way to go just as it's more popular/more people have an account on those platforms as appose to scatbook? if you read to the end then please let me know what you suggest I do? If you have an account to either of the three sites mentioned which ones and why? and just any advice on it in general. thank you x
2021-03-27 11:16:49 +0000 UTC View Postthe more time goes on, the more I'm thinking about moving to just4fans... [long post ahead, you aint gotta read] posting the last two videos I have is hella risky just for it being there, and I haven't been able to enjoy myself on this platform as much, as all I feel like im doing is battling the messages, i LOVE talking to you all, but with having to basically post in the DM's now comments turn into messages and so do likes, messages asking about new videos, new subs wondering where the content is, not being able to fit all of my content in an open message but also not being able to be on my dm's constantly, keeping up with updating the open messages, I cant/don't have info on the pieces to add, its more if somebody asks about a video ill reply to it, but if somebody asks for info on them all, it's just too much for me to think about, where as before, every post had its info etc. and I'm missing out on messages regarding sales, video inquires, customs, and just in general keeping on top of conversations with 3 days in between😟 not to mention keeping up with promotions and sales on reddit, thisvid, discord, I want to start back up my twitter but it's like thats the least of my problems rn. I'm probably going to set up and account and go from there, I've only just got the hang of this platform ffs
2021-03-26 17:23:37 +0000 UTC View Posti’m horny asf😩 somebody come ch0ke me out whilst i use my wand
2021-03-26 03:33:02 +0000 UTC View Postjust finished emptying myself of 3.5L! such a great feeling!😍 i’ll send out a little teaser later, also i haven’t been in my dm’s for the past two days, so my apologies if you’re waiting on a reply x
2021-03-25 22:33:14 +0000 UTC View Postpump my ass and shove it down my throat
2021-03-25 19:54:50 +0000 UTC View Postsuck up my spit and edge me to tears🥺👉🏻👈🏻
2021-03-24 17:57:57 +0000 UTC View PostI WANNA POST MY FILTH FFS! *cry*
2021-03-24 01:56:19 +0000 UTC View Postbeing able to grab what ever i want is fun lol until it’s held by somebody else, then having so much bondage gear on the wall it’s as fun. some of my toys have been sat chilling for like two years, somebody come hogtie me fgs!
2021-03-23 21:49:25 +0000 UTC View Postmy throats deeper than my pussy!🙈
2021-03-21 00:41:42 +0000 UTC View Postjust some sloppy throat training
2021-03-20 18:28:52 +0000 UTC View Postsloppy blowjobs turn me on so much🥺 i edged myself for 10 minutes after and cried it was so intense. my jaw hurts a lot today from the grip on that ball gag🥵 the full videos will be posted throughout the next few days, and don’t forget to check your DM’s for extra filth princess😉
2021-03-20 17:29:28 +0000 UTC View Postjust in case you forgot what it looked like x
2021-03-19 16:20:50 +0000 UTC View Postjust some info on what's going on with my account in the future and some info on how I'm doing. you dont need to read this but I need to get it out of my head for my own sake, I feel like I need to explain a little I'm aware I havent been here over the past day, and i'm currently not on the ball with this account and it's been eating away at me, I'm so scared to come on sometimes cause i dont want to see how much I'm not addressing. I arent equipped to deal with this shit man, I have no clue what I'm doing half the time, my bad days cause 100 of messages and notifications to build up and then when I'm feeling okay I try and deal with it but it's never ending, then fact I havent done customs in almost 2 months means I've got a lot of people to get back to with requests and then thats going to be SO much to deal with in my head, I've got to sort out a new site and platform for all this shit and I'm about ready to loose it and snap. but when I snap I snap, like 6months minimum in hospital kinda loosing it and I cant fucking do that, I have to many things I need to do to allow myself tp fully meltdown, that usually means sleeping a lot and trying to take it a day at a time. so that's why sometimes I'm active asf and then other times you wont get anything off me for a few days, I shut myself out from everything so I don't push myself over the edge with my panics and thoughts
2021-03-18 19:01:48 +0000 UTC View PostPLEASE READ regarding my account my videos are being deleted so i’m just going to do it myself (new subs i apologies, i’ll be sending them out in a few hours, bare with) i’ll be making a post later with the info on what’s happening with this account if it survives, how ill post content and just all that information you’re after haha. in the mean time thank you so much, i’m sorry i haven’t replied to dm’s i’ll get to it today. still in the process of moving out and getting all that sorted so a little overwhelmed and stressed but we good, i’m still going
2021-03-17 11:10:01 +0000 UTC View Postwhy you gotta ruin the fun... i won’t delete this platform, i’d just have to post other content else where, just see what happens
2021-03-16 17:15:14 +0000 UTC View Postlooks like they’ve found my account... some of my posts have been taken down, mainly my videos. any suggestions on what to do? where to go if this goes?
2021-03-16 16:36:07 +0000 UTC View Posti broke up with my boyfriend, give me some time to reply, you all do anyway💕i’m a little meh rn and drinking myself to numbness but i’m okay, just going threw the motions
2021-03-14 21:40:49 +0000 UTC View Post