🥵😤REGULAR/HARD: Well, since you’ve been obsessing about it so much… I’m gonna make you have one! Have a ruined orgasm into a pair of panties! Then wear the panties for at least 30 minutes afterwards. Or go ahead and keep them on all day!
💀EXTREME: Even in your freshly renewed state of denial, here you are craving a ruined orgasm! Your libido has already been ruined and recalibrated by me. You’ll be wearing panties all day. And if you have an accidental ruined orgasm, you owe me THIRTY ball slaps.
So, you’ve already had a chance to think about how devastating it would feel to be edging, obediently, desperately toeing the line, only for a split second of friction to make your cock clench uncontrollably.
Despite pulling your hand away, your erection bobs and flails for several excruciating seconds, where you hope deep down that you haven’t gone too far, even though you already know that you have, before the ruined load leaks out.
There it goes. And with it, you being a good boy for the day.
Good boys will be extra careful when they stroke today.
The punishment for a ruined orgasm will be EXTRA severe: 10 ball slaps instead of 2.
If I don’t let you jerk today, is it gonna be difficult for you to control yourself when I make you edge again tomorrow? Would you have a ruined orgasm if I made you edge really hard? Would you be all sensitive, so soon after an orgasm and no touching day?
I want this to be on your mind today as you refrain from touching. Visualize that ruined orgasm.
How mean of me to not mention that I was dropping such an incredible clip, with a cum countdown and then not let you cum to it… 😊
Now can you see why I got so turned on playing with that dildo?
Today, you’re going to watch it again. Watch me spanking and jiggling my perfect ass cheeks. Wait til the very end of my countdown for me to call you GOOD BOY… and then CUM. Instantly. Right on cue.
PSA for the video that will be released shortly 😜 This clip has a cum countdown... BUT, you will only EDGE TODAY. Tomorrow... well, you'll find out tomorrow 😌💦
I had a fabulous day yesterday! First of all, I got lunch at a Michelin recommended restaurant in the National Gallery with Domina Elara. I was wearing a beautiful blue dress and I got numerous compliments on the way there.
When I got home, I opened a package of some new lingerie and took pictures in them.
Then I headed into central London again at 9pm to see Goddess Kayla in her incredible hotel suite, where we shared a bottle of champagne and snapped polaroids of each other 💞
Subby is gonna spend Friday gooning over my Goddess life and perfection and the clip I’m releasing for you at 3pm BST on my clip sites 🥂
Yesterday, I filmed a couple of sexy clips in latex and I was stroking this huge dildo as a prop. I got really turned on so I went into my room to masturbate. I only had about 20 minutes before I had to leave for pilates but my pussy was already so sensitive, so I got straight into it. I toyed with the big dick but my pussy was too tight for it so I sucked it instead while I bounced on my usual dildo and thought about playing with two guys at once. Although it quickly felt so good that I had to take my mouth off to moan.
I wanted to have more orgasms but I think my vibrator was low on battery. I still had about 4 or 5; I didn’t count. Easy numbers for me 👸🏻
Then I had a quick shower and put on some shorts and a sports bra for hot pilates. At some point, the workout was so hard that I started to imagine fucking the Ibiza pool boy just to get me through it.
Do you ever think of Goddess in challenging moments to help you push through?
So, it’s back to business for Goddess. I’ve had house guests for the majority of the time since I moved in but I finally have the place to myself again!
Day 1000 of the Goon Calendar is in reach now! Now that’s a milestone. Write 950 on yourself.
Plan out everything you will do today in a list. List your tasks that you need to complete and prioritize them. Make sure you schedule at least three sessions to worship Goddess.
I’m home now and feeling horny for the tanned skin and lickable abs of Ibiza men. Maybe I would just like to be bent over by a hot pool boy (hey, I like the service) every once in a while.
It’s the last day of my birthday month! You’ve pushed yourself hard to please me and spoil me this month 👸🏻 Goddess has so many good boys at her service.
It’s gonna be a no touching day for slave while Goddess enjoys her final day in Ibiza before catching a late flight. I’ll be jet skiing and you’ll be throbbing in frustration!
You kneel on the floor, obedient, at the end of my bed and look up into the ceiling mirror. It’s the only time you’ll ever get a view of me from above.
Watch me lie back and start pleasuring myself. My hand moves slowly at first, teasing, and I sigh softly. My eyes close, savouring my own touch.
You can't help but be mesmerized by the sight, the sensuality of the moment captivating you completely. It reminds you of the many times you’ve worshipped me on a screen, but now it’s happening in real time right in front of you, perfectly framed.
The reflection in the mirror shows every detail, every crease of pleasure on my face. You badly want to lay back and edge too, staring up at heaven, but I’ve ordered you to stay kneeling.
I can feel your gaze on me, and it’s sexy knowing that you’re watching desperately.
"Do you like what you see?" I ask, breaking the string of moans. I don't need an answer; I can see it in your eyes, the way you're hanging on every movement, every sound. "Don't look away," I command, my voice firm yet tinged with pleasure.
The mirror captures the reflection of your obedient position, and you can see yourself as well, a silent witness to this intimate moment.
As I reach the edge of my climax, my body arches and I swear profusely, the ecstasy washing over me in palpable waves. In the mirror, you see it all, this incredible reward for being such a good boy. But it’s not your orgasm. It’s mine.
Imagine prostrating yourself before me, collared and pantied, patiently waiting for your orders. I let you simmer in submissive suspense for a few moments. Then, I finally tug your leash. You crawl forward and lift your gaze as far as you’re allowed: to my perfect, nylon covered feet. I allow you to admire them for a moment.
“May I worship, Goddess?” you whisper. I uncross my legs and generously offer you my right foot.
You take it in your trembling hands and slowly rub it, marveling at its beautiful arch, its dainty elegance, its fresh pink pedicure. Then I stretch my leg out further. You eagerly surrender your tongue as a landing pad. My foot slips into your mouth and the world fades into submissive heaven.
Nylon Toes is out at 3 PM BST. Show Goddess how much you love her feet.
Today, I want you to dress in the most delicate lingerie you own. The sensation of the silky or lacy fabric against your skin should remind you of who you belong to.
Revel in the feeling of submission as you carry out your routine wearing these panties for me. Every time you feel the fabric or catch a glimpse of yourself, remember who put you in this state.
You’ll keep your panties on as you begin your goon session, then finally wriggle out of them as they become too restrictive. Take pleasure in the act of pulling them off, letting them linger, hanging off one ankle as you keep pumping for me.
Every day, you follow my every command without question. Your discipline is paramount to satisfying your Goddess as well as your own journey of submission. I decide your orgasms.
Let me be clear: your release is a privilege, not a right.
Today, you are not allowed to cum.
You are to edge yourself, feeling the intense pleasure build up, but you must not release. You will stop every time you are on the brink. Your willingness to resist the “ultimate pleasure” of an orgasm demonstrates your obedience and allegiance to me, for the real Ultimate Pleasure is being my good boy.
You've been locked up since yesterday (or perhaps even longer, all year for my locked, dedicated bitches), craving freedom, but only I hold the key to your release.
Will Goddess let you go free today, to goon and worship this weekend?
Or perhaps I'll take pleasure in denying you just a bit longer, watching you squirm and beg, locked away in sweet frustration.
You’ll earn your way out with a household chore. You’ll take a before and after picture to show me the mess you’ve tidied or the pile of laundry now neatly folded. Make sure it’s spotless by the time you're done. Include the timestamp on the picture when you send it to me too.
Show me that you're willing to put in this effort to earn your release from the cage and keep your goon cave tidy. You must also spend at least one hour on your chores before you’ll be allowed to unlock and start stroking.
As for an orgasm? That’s not on the itinerary for you today.
