headed off to the mountains! a couple of things:
⟡ there will be a really special polaroid available for biding starting tonight at midnight. the highest tip will be sent the polaroid that my new model friend took it. it’s really, really special. biding will end the 23rd at midnight. good luck!
⟡ spicy saturday is still on for this week! there will be a spicy video available as well as a really awesome photoset I’ve been working on all day.
⟡ i will be off the grid until the 23rd - i’ll catch up on dms and requests that afternoon. no wifi, no phones, nothing. time to reset on a trip with my very best friends before my state closes back down this winter. see you soon.
i’ll miss you guys a lot, will you miss me?
On my way to meeeeeeet my surprise cam guest! :,) boooyyyy am I nervous!
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gearin up for workout wednesday! please comment below with your votes after you tip - dont dm them to me, they will get lost (:
i have so much space here so I’ll be able to record a really nice workout tomorrow :) like i can hop around, get really good angles, etc etc :)
189 = naked goal
200 = instant win
250 = CLOTHE YOURSELF REGARDLESS BISH
you have until 9 am eastern tomorrow to vote (:
good morning!
it's no screen day for me out here! going to explore some coffee shops, run along the coast, and plan the rest of my time out here.
i'm not on vacation, i'm still going to get lots of work done out here (editing, customs, mail, affirmation, alllllllll dat) but today is my day off, so imma explore! then plan :,)
see you guys tomorrow!
love you endlessly.
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here’s to another wonderful week ahead! we’re halfway through august 2020, we got this! goodnight, sleep so well
and as always, thank you (so heckin much!) for being here with me <3
each sunday i like to open up the room and hear from you guys! how have you been liking my feed? is there anything you’d like to see more of? is there anything you’d like to see less of? be honest, i can take it :)
PS: the shouts of other girls was intense this last week, i know. do you guys mind hot girls on my feed? i try to stick to girls who are more my style (girl next door, creative, hot as heckkkkkkkkk, so girls I’m into personally.) but yeah let me know your thoughts! they REALLY help me with reach, and I work so hard on my content, I want the world to see it you know? lmk <3
how was your week?
mine was……..
i had another great week although my sleep and diet could’ve been better. i’ve felt connected, inspired, and motivated all week, which is super rare for me to feel like this 7 days in a row! my creativity has been flowing through me and i’m acting on it. i’m also feeling more social, connecting with more women in the industry. which honestly, feels amazing even though it’s through a computer screen. my friends irl don’t understand the grind, they still don’t really see my job as a job. it’s heartbreaking honestly. and i’m losing some of them. one of them told me “you’ve changed a lot, not bad, but you’re different.” and my response (in my head) was “oh, you mean i’ve drastically changed from 18-25?! isn’t that supposed to happen?” or “yeah, when im not reacting to everything in my life with a trauma based/PTSD mindset, I’m going to present differently..” i guess the ones who are worth being my friend will stick around for the shift. the ones who aren’t can leave.
I’m just grateful to everyone of YOU who has stuck with me throughout all my change. i’m a completely different person from when I was 18 and i dont think it’s fair of anyone close to me to expect that i would stay the sane. if I did stay the same…….oh man. that would be scary. really scary.
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i just started the detox part of my journey back to help: healing both my autoimmune diseases. it’s pretty aggressive and i thought id feel much worse than I do but I’m feeling okay. I start the day by swallowing silver (it’s not as bad as it sounds!!) then one hour after i take an antibiotic I take what’s called “biofilm” enzymes that are supposed to help repair my gut wall (my gut wall has holes in it, letting all kinds of stuff leak into my bloodstream, causes my body to attack itself.) then about 15 minutes after i take natural herbs such as oregano oil, rosemary oil, thyme oil, etc. THEN i can eat! i repeat this sequence twice a day. the silver and the antibiotics are supposed to kill anything bad growing in my gut.
above is “phase one” of the protocol. there are three phases. supposedly, it’s going to cause a lot more inflame the deeper we go and i’ll see it through my skin. crazy right?! but damn i hope i can come off of all my autoimmune medications when we fix my insides! that’s the goal and im SOOO hopeful for it.
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I’m visiting another model this week. this will be my friend ever model friend. I’m both extremely nervous and incredibly excited. we’re going to make content together, and while i’m excited, i’m a bit worried i’m not as talented as I thought. this will be a humbling experience, for sure. but everyone has always said I have talent, an eye, and a drive to be creative. i just have to believe it and bring that confidence with me when we’re shooting. I’m going to learn so much! soooo much. i’m fucking ready.
that was my week :) how about you? how was your week?
goodnight from the west coast!
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lemme know your favs and thanks to everyone who bought the set :,) also once i know adobe lightroom im editng the fuck out of the background for this set. maybe a dark purple, blue, or even black? what do you guys think?
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