she moody.
she moody.
2021-01-29 03:04:39 +0000 UTC View Post
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don't forget to check ur dms for lots of spice today!
don't forget to check ur dms for lots of spice today!
2021-01-29 02:05:15 +0000 UTC View Postyou’ll have to let me know your fav :)
you’ll have to let me know your fav :)
2021-01-29 01:03:36 +0000 UTC View Posttoday’s theme is self portraits. I took a lot of self port..
today’s theme is self portraits.
I took a lot of self portraits in 2020 and i wanted to share some today :)
each post today will also be a throwback :)
each post today will also be a throwback :)
2021-01-28 23:04:03 +0000 UTC View Posteach Thursday I send out discounted retired content - ✨ on..
each Thursday I send out discounted retired content -
✨ one retired boy/girl vid from when I was 18
? one retired boy/girl bundle
✨ one retired solo vid feom when I was 18
? one throwback solo video
✨ one throwback spicy video
keep your eyes on your DMs. I send them out randomly :)
happy throwback Thursday btw :)
happy throwback Thursday btw :)
2021-01-28 21:04:50 +0000 UTC View Postfeeling a lot better today - I’m usually able to bounce righ..
feeling a lot better today - I’m usually able to bounce right back after feeling my emotions and be like “YO I’m doing everything right! I’m educating myself! I’m nourishing myself back to health! I’m gucci- we gucci body.”
Other times it’s harder to bounce back. Usually around my period is when I have a harder time. WHICH doesn’t make it any less real or frustrating that it’s been taking this long to heal and return to a normal weight. It’s still frustrating. It’s just more frustrating and harder to rationalize my progress when there’s a full moon in the sky and all my hormones are sky rocketing.
I also think I needed to have to breakdown to be able to appreciate my progress more. I kicked and screamed (literally) then passed out. When I woke back up, I was able to take a look at everything going RIGHT and thank my body for the progress made so far.
I also named my liver. Lol.
Her name is Olivia. Get it?
and I thanked her for putting up with my suicide attempts and drug and alcohol abuse. I literally talked to the problem part of my body and reassured her that I’m trying everything I can to bring her back to health after 2019’s overdose where they didn’t pump my stomach.
- I think a lot of this is where the issue stems from. I took 4 bottles of pain killers and by the time I arrived to the hospital, it was too late. They just had to sit with me and hydrate me. Olivia had already gone to work trying to save me.
So my liver had to deal with that. And the stress of that time in general. And everything else she’s been through. Like no shit I have liver issues. No shit.
And no shit it’s going to take longer than a year to heal her. And yesterday, that realization made me sad.
ANYWHO. Thanks for all the love yesterday. Thanks for loving me when I’m baby :) I’m a lucky lady.
thank you to everyone who voted today and yesterday for ev..
thank you to everyone who voted today and yesterday
for everyone who pays attention to the little things I host
for being here in general
and being my friend even when im being baby.
so so so much love, see you tomorrow for a brand new day.
i recorded some naughty angles that are waaaay too naughty f..
i recorded some naughty angles that are waaaay too naughty for my timeline! check ur dms bb
2021-01-28 07:31:18 +0000 UTC View Postalso had to do this in my closet because I'm starting to pac..
also had to do this in my closet because I'm starting to pack things for my big move.....
i can not even begin to explain how excited I am to have more than a studio apartment this spring.
i am so grateful. thank you so much for getting me out of this place ♡
scroll for the next pose - or an extension of a previous one :)
scroll for pose 4 - i only know the basics. i haven't been s..
scroll for pose 4 - i only know the basics. i haven't been super into yoga because whenever I try it, I get really dizzy and feel like passing out. I NOW know that it's because of my mind has a really hard time reconnecting to my physical body and yoga is all about reconnecting.
i think once the spring hits, I'll be in a really good place mentally to sit through a yoga session without having to throw up :) at least I hope lol
had so much fun shooting this then got really sad when I saw..
had so much fun shooting this then got really sad when I saw the final product..it’s so hard gaining weight and showing that weight to the entire world. even if the world doesn't even care about the weight gain, I feel it ever so intensely sometimes, wow. :,(
still gonna post it though but I might need some time away from this website for the night ?
scroll for the first workout - a warm-up ♡
then who remembers when workout wednesday was outside in 45 ..
then who remembers when workout wednesday was outside in 45 degree weather? just so I could get some sun haha
2021-01-28 01:04:09 +0000 UTC View PostLmao remember when I used my crazy nice cam for every single..
Lmao remember when I used my crazy nice cam for every single post ugh that was so much work hahahha
2021-01-28 00:03:38 +0000 UTC View PostI took naughty close up bush pics in here ?? check DMs bb
I took naughty close up bush pics in here ??
check DMs bb
foe those of you who are new, every Wednesday I host worko..
foe those of you who are new,
every Wednesday I host workout wednesday where you can choose which workout I do and if I do it clothed or naked :) it’s one of my favorite days of the week ♥️
look out for this every Tuesday at noon so you don’t miss out on voting: https://onlyfans.com/100149942/zeta_bb
yoga is winning so far! awwwwwh sheeeeit.
yoga is winning so far! awwwwwh sheeeeit.
2021-01-27 22:04:52 +0000 UTC View PostI have my bodywork sessions from 12:45-2:30. Wish me luck - ..
I have my bodywork sessions from 12:45-2:30. Wish me luck - were really going in today. I’m super nervous.
2021-01-27 21:02:44 +0000 UTC View PostI will block you and your IP address if you send me an unsol..
I will block you and your IP address if you send me an unsolicited dick pic btw :)
no more “teaching” y’all how consent works. I’ve decided that’s not why I’m here. at least not in this way.
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goooooood morning! how is everyone today? can we finish thi..
goooooood morning! how is everyone today?
can we finish this goal for an awesome start to hump day? ♥️
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goodnight goodnight thanks for an amazing day!! please don..
goodnight goodnight thanks for an amazing day!!
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i hope you liked member's choice today???....?♡
i hope you liked member's choice today???....?♡
2021-01-27 08:01:31 +0000 UTC View Post