would anyone be interested in purchasing panties...? i used to get daily inquiries, but also only have a small fraction of subscribers as i once did, so most who have asked are gone. i honestly just want to make panties all the time, as i've said, but it's actually a pretty expensive hobby and it feels wasteful if i keep goin. i already have sooo many panties. haha. no worries if not haha, just figured i'd ask :)
ALSO... 😊 do you like these mini vlog style vids? i'd ideally like to do hotter vids, but these are just easiest to do and i like randomly chatting with youuu
ps/edit: i love how i say i'm not depressed 2x lmaoooo... spoiler alert: i lie 😝 but we're trying out manifesting again babyyyyy
hi, i'm sorry, i still have so many plans for how i want to manage my account (like dms some day, talking to you more in my captions again, talking bout kinks and stuff, lives, ppvs that people ask for, etc.) but i can't get away from some other stresses and blahhh im gonna stop this lil vent right here because basically the conclusion is i'm not chillin again and think i lost all my progress... haha... but the good news.. yes there's good news... great news, even, is that i'm becoming so good at sewing panties. hahahaahaha. sewing has become my coping skill (but not really skill, more like avoidance activity because i spend like at least 6 hours a day sewing and not dealing with the stressers/problems) and panties are my focus. i feel i've almost mastered them, and then imma move on to bikinis and bras. one day, hopefully soon, i will take pics for you in them. ik you don't care who made the panty lol, but i care. it feels special... it's like woah, i coulda bought this in a store but i MADE IT MYSELF
okay, also... i'm definitely a bit manic right now, but it's like a controllable level. this chattiness and posting this even though i know i'm gonna delete later. hahaha. sorry i'm not writing in the most coherent way.... this caption is more like a public diary post, so not written to be understood lol. more just like 30 seconds of entertainment, i guess? side note on this mania thing though... the one issue i'm having is that i really really really want to shop, that's usually my primary mania symptom, and i really really really need to not shop lol
i went hot tubbing yesterday with friends though and wasn't stressed for like 4 hours which was incredible!! and that's when i got these nice lil bikini titty pics :)
Okay, I will still be doing the Q&A portion of my live tonight at 8pm MST. Here is an outline for what I will be answering, if you have anything you'd like to add, please add it now! I will chat a little/clarify anything that isn't clear after each question, but will not be adding more questions once the live starts <3 Thank you for dealing with 20 updates on this haha
OF experience/personal life: 1. The story of what actually led to me creating an OF 2. What has been the best part aboout doing OF? 3. What has been the worst/hardest part about doing OF? 4. When did you go full time? 5. What were you doing before OnlyFans? 6. How did your friends react? Who was the first person you told? 7. When did you tell your family and how did they react? 8. Of the family members who know about your OF page, who's been the most supportive? 9. Which family member do you vibe with best? 10. Would you change anything about how you run your page? 11. Why do you continue doing this if there has been just as much bad as good to come from it? 12. What is your plan going forward? 13. Why don’t you chat much? 14. Do we give you too much or too little feedback? 15. What kinds of responses do you appreciate more (appearance, wit, desirability, etc.)? And how do you handle constructive criticism?
Sexual: 1. Does it really turn you on to know people are jerking off to your content? 2. What are your top kinks/fetishes? 3. How often do you masturbate? 4. What is the most you’ve done? 5. Why don’t you use dildos or finger yourself? 6. Would you post yourself losing your virginity? 7. Have you ever sexted and would you ever sext on here? 8. Are you into women/how did you feel about your GG collabs? 9. You've posted a few in-public pics before ... is that a turn on still or too risky to be fun? 10. What physically turns you off? 11. When you masturbate, are you "seeing" the scenario in your mind, or more focused on feeling it in your body? 12. What are your erogenous zones; where do you feel arousal even before being touched, and where are you most positively sensitive? 13. More details about my fear of intimacy
is anyone else a huge overthinker/very self critical?? ugh, i hate it so much... my brain literally never shuts the fuck up. i think it's part of why i'm still a virgin lol. like with all topics... i imagine all the worst case scenarios of how xyz could go wrong and lead to judgement from others & embarrassment, and then i avoid xyz because i've made myself too anxious to see how it actually plays out. it's a vicious cycle, man
is there anyone else who is considering joining for my panty try on haul? if so please comment the latest time you'd be able to be on until. thinking i can switch part 1 & 3 or separate them completely to another time or day. i just want to make it work for everyone who wants to join.
i've also decided i'm going to make it $20 for anyone who has been here over 4 months, in case price is a reason anyone is not joining. sorry if that feels unfair to others, but i've been shit with my page and anyone who's stayed that long is a real one and i trust they will keep it private, which is always a concern & why i charge so much for special content. so thank you for understanding 🤍
🤍 3 year OF anniversary live 🤍 (Please read ALL "✨DETAILS✨" if you're interested, as there will be 3 parts and the 3rd has an entry fee)
✨WHEN✨ Wednesday the 6th; the exact time will be announced/updated tomorrow night, as I want everyone to have time to vote on my poll.
✨DETAILS✨ (From least exciting to most exciting) **Part 1:** For the first 45 minutes, I'll be doing a *clothed* Q&A about my OnlyFans experience. This part is for those of you who want to get to know ME better and hear more about the personal details of my experience. For 2 years now, I've been saying I would do an about me q&a, but never did. This is that... only live instead of prerecorded. This part will not be focused on sexual questions. That is for part 2.
**Part 2:** For the next 45 minutes, I'll be doing a *completely topless* Q&A focused on sexual questions.
Please ask your questions in the comments of this post. NOT in dms. I am open to any & all questions you may have... you can't offend me. This live won't be *quite as* interactive as my usual lives, since I want to be able to get through as many questions as I can and have time to look over them first to make sure I say everything I want to say. Hopefully you guys have questions to ask, but if not, I'll ask myself questions lmao... which is a little sad, but whatcha gonna do... this live is happening whether anyone wants it or not!!
**Part 3 ($40, or $20 if you have been subscribed for 4+ months):** For the last 30 minutes, I'll be doing what I'm calling an EXCLUSIVE LIVE PPV PANTY TRY ON HAUL!!!! I will be showing myself fully changing on camera/not going off camera at all like I tend to do. In other words, you will see plenty of pussy/ass (+ boobs of course) withhhhh my face. This is pretty big for me for a few reasons... 1. I haven't sent out a PPV in over a year. 2. I've never done a "live PPV" or typical lives like most girls. I guess this isn't typical since most do tip menus with more hardcore things, but typical in the sense of being more than just chatting about my day haha. 3. My very first video PPV was a panty try on haul. So I'm kinda coming full circle on that and I love the idea. I'm both excited and nervous for this part... but mostly excited!!! You can tip on this post if you would like to join the show. I don't have a ton of subscribers right now, so this will likely be very small, or "private", if you will :)
kinda been super into solo vids lately 🙊 lots of cum but no girl who's not me?? a win. idk why this is kinda a new interest for me? like it's notttt, but it was never a main focus lmao. times are changing i guess bc it's so hot hehe
hi my friends :) i'm going to have another live.... tonight.... i know, i'm sorry for no ahead of time announcement. i just decided 3 seconds ago. i will be doing either [mostly] topless house cleaning again (but this time we're talking at least 50% topless time... i can not guarantee more, but maybe more) OR [mostly] topless baking!! see you soon, hopefully <3 (i'm thinking around 7-9pm mst)
again, i promise i will do an announced one soon, it's just tough since my mood changes daily :/
⚠️ WARNING ⚠️ pic 2 is a close up spread pussy pic that MAY resemble a medical image if you're a big weenie or a weirdo who spends your free time looking at medical pics of vaginas.......
(can you tell i'm still not over the comment that dude made about being freaked out by my pussy pics bc they look like pics you'd see on a doctors office website? hahahaha)
thanks everyone for helping choose my thumbnail!! just posted if you wanna check it out :) or you can wait for the fun version haha. if you do check though, pls like the vid! it really helps me out! my channel is vadajadee
happy valentines day 💌 hopefully those of us who spent it alone will have better luck next year..!!!! (if that's your goal, that is. it's definitely mine though)
I'm making a website to replace my landing page on Instagram and am hoping someone might want to offer some input. Atm, my landing page is just a link to OF and nothing else. I figure it'd be nice to share more of my story, but also don't want to push people away or say too much. 3-4 sentences would be ideal, but given who I am, I ended up with 4 long paragraphs....
"My Story...
In February of 2021, I posted a selfie on Reddit. I'd never posted before & didn't have any other social media, but I'd just gotten a haircut and was feeling pretty darn cute. I had NO choice but to share... lol. I didn't know it yet, but I was in the midst of a bipolar manic episode. Excessive confidence, out of character behavior, & impulsive decisions are all textbook symptoms of mania. It's weird... no matter how many episodes I have (and I've had a LOT), I never believe I'm manic when it's happening. It just feels like any idea I have is the best idea ever and I become fully convinced that something I thought of 5 minutes ago is going to change my life in some way. Until this point, that meant spontaneous trips, fully investing in random hobbies, and being more confident & social than usual. My bank account almost always took a hit, but nothing too life changing. That is, until I posted my selfie. As soon as I posted it, I began receiving DMs from men asking if I had an OnlyFans (aka OF). That's when I realized that I'd posted in a subreddit that was primarily just girls promoting their OF accounts.
I knew almost nothing about OF, but knew I wasn't interested. I was a full time nanny getting ready to return to school the next semester and I was raised to believe that sex work is trash. I had all the classic sex work stereotypes deeply engrained in my head. Plus, my life was pretty good and I had no reason to do it. Still though, I was intrigued & flattered by all the attention and so I continued posting. One thing led to the next, and within a week, I had an OF account. It's all a bit of a blur now, but a quick summary is that I realized I could make enough to pay rent and that was pretty tempting for someone who was broke and living with her parents. The nudes part was out of my realms, but I've always been a highly sexual person and didn't really see a problem with it. My thought was that I could do it for a few months, never tell anyone, then move on... no big deal. But my 3rd month in, my page exploded. I made more than my yearly nanny salary that month and decided it would be dumb not to ride the wave.
For many reasons, riding the wave was harder than I expected. For one, I'm a virgin. I figured I could hide that since it wasn't longterm, but when I decided to give OF a real chance, I realized it was unrealistic to keep this to myself. I had too many boundaries that I wasn't willing to break. The other struggle was dealing with how the world views sex work. I'd always gotten along with everyone I talk to and never received any hate, so I was completely unprepared for the shift in how most of the world views me. It took me a good 2 years to rid myself of the shame and start caring more about what makes me happy than about what others think of me.
As painful as much of this experience has been, I'm really proud of how I've handled it and how things are turning out. My page is so personal and special to me and I actually love being an "OF girl". Mostly because I'm not... really. Sure, I use the platform and post some of the hottest nudes ever ;) but I also stick to my own boundaries, only post when I'm in a good headspace, and am my truest self on there. It's made me so confident in who I am and I'm so thankful for the whole experience. It's exactly what I needed. Plus I get to make hundreds of people cum everyday and that's kinda super hot. Hahaha...."
I guess I'm looking for constructive criticism. If someone wants to condense this for me I'd prob fall in love lmao or even just tell me if this would deter you from my page if you read this before subscribing. Or ideas for something else I should mention? I mean my stories not exactly "hot". Okay... thank you thank you THANK YOU. I hope you're having a great day :)
hi i'm sorry i've still been inactive, i've been feeling kinda sick today & yesterday... i wish i could make u come rub my back lol. that's the main reason i need a bf. otherwise i'm actually chillin alone. oh, and sex would be good too. plus a few other things... hmm, okay, i guess back rubs aren't the ONLY perk that a man could have to offer 😂
hi
im actually way better at responding to comments than messages. so intil i get to that, i encourage you to talk to me bout whatever u wanna in the commentssss!! just pretend no one else can see it. still may not respond, let's be real, but a better chance atm. also on instagram. the yourgirlvada one. okay. cheers, mate!! happy masturbating!! hope to see you on my live tomorrow :) (expect the bare minimum so anything is a win)
