Where does THIS go? Don't worry, I'll use plenty of lube!
Where does THIS go? Don't worry, I'll use plenty of lube!
2021-07-24 20:11:34 +0000 UTC View Post
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Got to start practising that techno dancing for when GFB and..
Got to start practising that techno dancing for when GFB and KitKat club can happen next year...
2021-07-24 10:05:15 +0000 UTC View PostI like wearing transparent latex over black, but sometimes a..
I like wearing transparent latex over black, but sometimes a fully transparent look is something special. I'm hoping to do a bit more of this when I finally make the voluminous, ruffled blouse I've been pattern-cutting!
2021-07-23 10:02:12 +0000 UTC View PostA slightly challenging walk with my squeaky latex legs stick..
A slightly challenging walk with my squeaky latex legs sticking together, the tight skirt and the heels... I think I need a bit more practice before I start going to events again!
2021-07-22 20:05:36 +0000 UTC View PostWell, you can tell these are from a couple of months ago bec..
Well, you can tell these are from a couple of months ago because my tattoo is looking so unfinished!! Haha. Oh, notice in one picture, you can actually see the reflection of the garden fence and trees outside in my bum. And then all the shine wore off for the topless pictures, because these leggings are chlorinated. I don't get chlorinated latex anymore, it just doesn't hold the shine enough :(
2021-07-21 10:03:35 +0000 UTC View PostIf you'd told me before lockdown that I would cut off this m..
If you'd told me before lockdown that I would cut off this much of my hair, I wouldn't have believed you! I'm currently trying to heal a helix piercing too - nightmare. It could do with downsizing but my piercer lives just far away enough that it would only be worth going to see her if I... got another piercing. The cycle continues. I am trapped. :')
2021-07-20 10:06:22 +0000 UTC View PostWell, since I got the pussy attachment, I may as well show i..
Well, since I got the pussy attachment, I may as well show it off properly...
2021-07-19 10:02:31 +0000 UTC View PostOkay, so maybe I'm overdoing it with the HW Design corset, b..
Okay, so maybe I'm overdoing it with the HW Design corset, but I love it too much. I did get the pussy attachment for it, as you can see! This set is from a month or so ago (before I actually had the cathartic experience of telling you all what had been going on with my mental state)!
2021-07-18 10:05:20 +0000 UTC View PostArgh!! It’s so hot in the U.K. this weekend. It actually fee..
Argh!! It’s so hot in the U.K. this weekend. It actually feels like a holiday (at least, it did yesterday when I added an Aperol Spritz to the situation…). I just remembered a time in Croatia a few years ago when it was 30c + one night, I tried wearing a latex skirt to go out… I don’t even sweat much but it was pouring down my legs 😂 I was literally leaving puddles in all the bars I went to. It was so embarrassing. Kind of fun though. Nobody really noticed it was latex, because it was so chlorinated it was matte… I would really like some opportunities soon to wear ‘proper’ latex out and about (I mean, I think these days it’s acceptable to wear latex leggings for any night out, right?)
2021-07-18 07:34:54 +0000 UTC View PostOh, there was video too? Apparently so!! Gosh, my eyes reall..
Oh, there was video too? Apparently so!! Gosh, my eyes really do match the catsuit, don't they...
2021-07-17 10:02:56 +0000 UTC View PostI told you it got better! Happy Friday I guess ;)
I told you it got better! Happy Friday I guess ;)
2021-07-16 10:04:10 +0000 UTC View PostAll transparent 😍😍😍 Can you believe I used to hate transpare..
All transparent 😍😍😍 Can you believe I used to hate transparent latex? Crazy!!
2021-07-15 19:16:35 +0000 UTC View PostMore from this set... I like too many of them not to share! ..
More from this set... I like too many of them not to share! Trust me, it gets better, too!
2021-07-15 09:47:30 +0000 UTC View PostMy other bit of news, which is much more fun (some of you wi..
My other bit of news, which is much more fun (some of you will have seen this already on Instagram or Fetlife, I'm sure) is that I got a gas mask themed tattoo... so clearly I'm not that disillusioned with my fetish that I can't permanently put it on my body! ;) So far I've had three sittings on it - here they are in order from the first day to current day. That's about 15 hours so far! I still have one more sitting to go before it's done!
2021-07-14 08:24:02 +0000 UTC View PostSo, as promised, here's a little note about what has been ha..
So, as promised, here's a little note about what has been happening with me in the last few months. Obviously... I'm going to complain about lockdown. I know I'm hardly the only person who has been feeling the effects of that! You've all had it too! I really didn't expect it to affect my fetish as much as it did. Some of you will recall that I was struggling a bit with this before. As time went on, it only got worse. If there's anything I've learned during this, it's that the latex community is an essential part of the fetish (to me!) and I think I need that social and in-person visual stimulus to continue to be creative with latex, and having this facet completely removed from my life made for a serious blow to my mental health. It's got to the point where it's so bad that I have literally forgotten how to have a good orgasm. No, really. I mean, I can't do the multiple orgasm thing anymore. Obviously I am hoping that this comes (!) back at some point! Some of you will know that I leaned quite heavily into modelling before the second... third... whatever! lockdown. It was simultaneously positive and negative - I had some lovely experiences with great photographers, learned a lot and boosted my confidence, but I also had some very weird experiences with 'guys with camera'. For some reason, I generally process negative experiences extremely slowly. It took me months to admit to anyone out loud what happened on one particular photoshoot, and even now I still like the resulting photographs, although I feel slightly bad admitting it. I also still feel slightly awkward describing it as I try to excuse it as a minor incident, but it was still inappropriate. Basically, the photographer touched my boob - very fleetingly, but completely uninvited, and said that he 'couldn't help himself'. I have thought about it a great many times since, and it still disturbs me. To all intents and purposes, the interaction was otherwise fine, but that bit absolutely wasn't fine, so really I shouldn't be saying 'the rest was okay', should I? I worry about what other photographers might do in the future that they feel they 'couldn't help'. I had another photoshoot that definitely had a weird vibe, although I was fine and nothing specific happened to me. I was later contacted by a model who had noticed I had done a shoot with this fellow, and she told me to avoid him in the future, as he had once locked her in his house and tried to get her to act out scenes for him that she was uncomfortable with. By the way, I always check references, and I don't work with anyone who doesn't have at least a handful of positive references from other models. This particular photographer was removed from the photography website shortly after this (he was reported by the model that warned me). I have had many shoots with photographers who are keen to shoot the novelty of latex, but with very little understanding of what this actually entails for the model. I'm not adverse to a bit of discomfort, and I've had some amazing results with photographers with whom I've had a collaborative idea that involves a little stress on my part - for example, shooting with a catsuit and a ball hood in some WW2 bunkers - of course, I couldn't see at all and I relied on the direction of the photographer... or shooting the MSA pics on a beach at 7am... these were great fun, with photographers who knew that putting on latex isn't the same as putting on an ordinary outfit, and we were definitely working towards a mutual artistic goal. A few, however, have been less sensitive, and essentially I've been too nice to say that no, it's been many hours outdoors and I'm freezing my tits off or no, I can't bring multiple heavy outfit changes to the woods, the latex is too expensive to risk damaging this way and I feel uncomfortable asking just anybody to lace me into a corset. It started to feel a lot like I was a convenient local option for a body who happens to own a lot of latex clothing and they were absolutely desperate to glean every last drop of shooting that they could from me on one day. Basically, what I'm saying is that I think I bit off a little more than I could chew! I've resolved to be even more choosy about which photographers I work with (going far beyond just checking references - now I think that photographers need to either be someone I've had a positive experience with in the past, or have a track record of shooting latex). The issues that happened to me above actually instilled a sense of shame in me about what I was doing, and this combined with the complete boredom of lockdown made me feel completely uninspired to do anything with fetish. It's a bit sad really. I still don't think I've got back to the stage where I can imagine myself being the crazy rubber doll I was before, which is a shame because I really like myself that way. I really hope it does come back! Of course, restrictions are meant to be easing up a bit now. Maybe I'll get myself to the upcoming TG (urgh, I had forgotten about OF's word filters, I can't name this event in full)... I'm quite anxious about it, I'm not used to planning anymore! So, that's why I haven't produced any content for ages. I want to thank you for asking after me and thinking of me! I have been producing a bit of content, which I'll upload. I think I also need to make a change to how I do things on here. My workload significantly increased after a dry spell during the first lockdown, and I really do struggle for time at the moment - as much as I absolutely love to chat rubber, I think it's unlikely I will be able to respond to as many private messages as I used to when I first started this, and I need to try to use the time to focus on creating content. I've always tried to keep the content quality as high as I can, I don't want to fob you guys off with 5 second videos shot on shakycam. I hope that continues, and I really do enjoy being totally encased in rubber and taking lots of pictures when I actually DO end up doing it! It's just taking me a little while to learn to be me again. Boy, what a rant. Well, here are some photos, too. I don't think I've shown you this catsuit yet..! And, by the way, this shoot got naughty, so I'll share those pics with you soon too. ;)
2021-07-13 22:16:37 +0000 UTC View PostAfter a long, long hiatus, I finally started to try to make ..
After a long, long hiatus, I finally started to try to make some content again. It's been a really tough few months - I know I've had a whinge about it previously and some of you are aware of what has been going on! Those of you who are keeping up to date with me on here, I want to thank you for your support - thank you very much indeed. Please look out for some pictures and video in the next few days. <3 And a bit more text about what's been going on.
2021-07-10 21:54:19 +0000 UTC View PostOh dear... I'm only uploading this video because my tits are..
Oh dear... I'm only uploading this video because my tits are in it and I thought it was funny and that you might have a giggle. :) But!! I clearly made a rod for my own back (and not in a fun way) trying to do this, because what did I go and do as soon as I turned the camera off? I only went and put my bloody finger straight through my catsuit, didn't I? What a PRAT!! 😭😭😭 So, that's now two catsuits I have to repair - I think I can fix this one up just fine, although I'm getting seriously sick of back zips at this point, now that I've got the olive green catsuit (which I will show you next, and which I really should have just filmed in the first place today as I think this would have been less cursed) which has shoulder zips, and this is the first time I've tried those... well, I prefer it. I will repair this one of course, but maybe I should get a black one with shoulder zips. Or, you know, that neck entry Fantastic Rubber with big boobs that I also cursed myself by mentioning in this clip - whoops! Oh, the other catsuit I have to repair is a semi trans black one, it needs a whole new arm. I just need to order the damned latex. It's not a problem for me to actually do it, in my 'other life' I am a pattern cutter by trade after all..! I hope you find this video entertaining even though there is no climax. ;) Maybe you like to have the climax withheld anyway, right?
2020-12-08 22:08:54 +0000 UTC View PostSome selfies I forgot about <3 I bought a hoodie today becau..
Some selfies I forgot about <3 I bought a hoodie today because it has a balloon dog on it and I find this amusing... I'm not quite sure I'm the intended customer, but oh well! Maybe I'll wear it with some actual latex. ;) I was supposed to be going down to Fetisheyes next week to do some more filming, but unfortunately, as a potential plague carrier of Tier 3, this sadly isn't happening... very disappointing!! Next opportunity is in January so I really hope that more things will be possible by then!
2020-12-07 22:17:28 +0000 UTC View PostLook, I even manage to talk a lot when I'm supposed to have ..
Look, I even manage to talk a lot when I'm supposed to have my mouth full. :/ I can't help it, okay?
2020-12-03 10:02:15 +0000 UTC View PostSo, I figured that a good way to get back into doing the rea..
So, I figured that a good way to get back into doing the really fun, super naughty sort of videos is if my rubber drone helps me out a bit. What do you think? Did you enjoy it? I hope so, because there's a second part tomorrow..!
2020-12-02 10:01:34 +0000 UTC View PostI felt naked without the gloves and hood!! I think I'm going..
I felt naked without the gloves and hood!! I think I'm going to order the Gumique kitty hood next. I really am feeling the need to expand my hood repertoire. But, I really can't decide... should I now get it in olive green to match my new catsuit (which you haven't seen yet, so I will make sure to ask this again when I do show you!) or black to match... well, everything else? And should I get it with a mouth or without?
2020-12-01 10:05:05 +0000 UTC View PostThis month has just been completely rubbish, hasn't it? I do..
This month has just been completely rubbish, hasn't it? I don't know what kind of situations you guys are in all over the world, but here in the north east of the UK we're just coming to the end of a national lockdown but are about to go back into a stricter 'tier 3'... which basically means we still can't do anything. I am really struggling not to get down in the dumps about it all at the moment. There's only so often you can say to your rubbery friends 'ohhh, see you at an event next year... hopefully!' before the novelty starts to wear off! And, without the stimulus of being able to go out and about and go to parties, I'm finding it so hard to do what I love. Anyway... it apparently hasn't stopped me buying latex, I still have so many outfits to try with my HW Design corset, and I just got a new Libidex shoulder zip catsuit in transparent olive, so you shall see that soon. But first... well, keep your eyes peeled for a some more videos in this outfit in the next few days... the last one of which is EXTREMELY naughty! ;)
2020-11-30 21:31:25 +0000 UTC View PostThe rest of my first photoset with the HW Design corset <3
The rest of my first photoset with the HW Design corset <3
2020-11-10 13:03:58 +0000 UTC View PostI can just tell that this corset is going to be the subject ..
I can just tell that this corset is going to be the subject of sooo many videos and photoshoots... and hopefully events again, one day...!
2020-11-09 13:03:31 +0000 UTC View PostLove my new corset!! What do you think?
Love my new corset!! What do you think?
2020-11-08 14:51:13 +0000 UTC View PostJust a little update... the HW Design corset finally came!! ..
Just a little update... the HW Design corset finally came!! It's so stunning!
2020-11-06 23:15:55 +0000 UTC View PostThe results of my very silly Halloween photoshoot - do have ..
The results of my very silly Halloween photoshoot - do have a flick through all of them, I only took three with the pumpkin and the others are all just cool ball hood shots. ;)
2020-11-03 13:05:05 +0000 UTC View PostHey, I don't think I did a bad job replicating the ball hood..
Hey, I don't think I did a bad job replicating the ball hood, right?! Maybe I need more orange latex... And maybe next year some pumpkin patch will let me go and do a crazy photoshoot there. How fun would that be!! :)
2020-11-02 13:10:43 +0000 UTC View PostAn incredibly silly video for Halloween... yes, I'm a day la..
An incredibly silly video for Halloween... yes, I'm a day late, but the world is so spooky right now that maybe it doesn't matter! :) While I was waiting for the video to transfer last night, I ended up watching Midsommar, which wasn't scary so much as it was extremely strange... I still had commune-themed nightmares, though (punctuated by spam phone calls at 1am, WTF!!!). Second part (in which I put on the ball hood) tomorrow - purely because I thought you might appreciate being able to see the exact moment I start putting it on, if you don't fancy sitting through all my ramblings as I carve this pumpkin! Also in this post - some videos and photos of the OTHER, much more complicated pumpkin I carved this year - let me know what you think! And what do you think of my new hair? :)
2020-11-01 13:36:48 +0000 UTC View Post