Happy new year~! 🥳
I was looking at my pictures around when I started posting online and omg 😱 I look so BIG now haha
This pics are about 6 years apart ..
What’s everyone up to for New Year’s Eve? :p
I’m almost done cooking some food for the get together . can you guess what I’m making?? 🌶️ 🍝 😋
Also look at this bunch of local cilantro 😱 it looks unhinged lol. So ready to eat good tonight
Yayy food is almost here !
Ordered a bunch of Thai and crumbl cookies. I love the holidays and I love visiting family but omg I missed eating like a total pig in bed wearing comfy clothes. There’s nothing quite like letting that stuffed gut out while you’re eating like crazy 💕 not feeling guilty about losing control and being a total glutton
(Late) Merry Christmas!
This year was all about the holiday food for me 🤤 . My family always cooks up my favorite food when I visit 🤗I felt super spoiled🥰
there was smoked brisket, tamales, and I made lots of pozole rojo and Mexican green spaghetti.
There’s was lots of desserts too like cupcakes, cookies and cheescake. I ate SOO much Christmas Eve and Christmas to the point I had change out of jeans and into leggings.
My favorite part was when I would get super full struggling to breath, then hide in the restroom to let my full stuffed gut hang out while I rubbed it and massaged it to make more room🥰
a harmless little secret to help me stuff myself more. I took these pictures while I was taking a little break in between eating ❤️
I will admit I was stressing over weight comments because it’s something I have to deal with when visiting but surprisingly this year , nobody commented on my weight. Even tho Im fatter than ever and my shirt was definitely snug, almost crop top short.
I think because I cooked so well this year, nobody was going to make me feel uncomfortable about my extra weight . They were just happy to see me:) and for me to cook up a big meal them haha it was awesome. Getting to the point where they’re used to me being so fat and getting fatter that they don’t see the point of mentioning it.
I like how the tamales this year were made with lots of lard :p
They’re so high in calories! I brought a few dozen back home with me, so I’m thinking about filming a new yearsvideo eating as many holiday tamales as I can ❤️❤️ I need more lard on this frame lol
Ps- added a pic not exposing my bell so u can see how short my shirt was 😅 also going to get to my inbox tonight and tomorrow:)
I had bought this about a month ago planning to wear it to the family Christmas gathering but that’s no longer the case … 🫠 I got stuck in it before this vid idk how it finally came off 😂 nothing fits right anymore 🐄
I had a good day today. I went to an all you can eat hot pot place with a variety of meats, fresh (crisp) veggies, and a variety of dipping sauces like tahini and ponzu. It was AMAZING
I’d become a regular there, except… they had to kick me out for staying past the two hour time limit 😅 the waiter was really nice about it but I think the manager saw me eating and told my waiter, ‘ You gotta tell that fatty to leave’...its possible lol
Im glad I grabbed some dessert before getting my last serving. I rushed through my last bowl and made my way out. The extra weight from having over eaten made me feel heavier than usual. It was a struggle to squeeze past tables . i was like... waddling through lmao.
I picked up a Japanese cheesecake from this place called Uncle Tetsu afterwards 💕
I think something like that might encourage someone to lose weight but it kind of had the opposite effect on me today 🩵
I’m enjoying this wg experience a lot and am so into it🥺💗💕💗💕 it makes me really happy
and well , big girls gotta eat , right? ♡
Guess what I did this weekend:) …
NOTHING.
well sort of, I binge watched my favorite show , stayed in bed pretty much all day and ate all day long 😍 I could not be bothered , needed this break from everything.
I downloaded some new games on my switch so I figure why not keep the slow momentum going and keep stuffing myself and relaxing all day long.
Idk why I feel the need to be “hustling” so hard when in reality I hate that and notice more gains when I’m not over doing it. Our culture pushes hustle culture so much but it’s just not for me :/ that goes for social media posting as well. I will hit a point where it just feels forsed and like I’m clowning too much to get more views. Over it.
I’d rather let’s this heavy body relax and let my mind enjoy leisure things like gaming, reading, sometimes going outside to soak in some sunshine and enjoy the scenery. I’ve been gathering my art supplies so I can get back into drawing and watercolors 🎨
my favorite things to do usually don’t require too much moving around and always include food ❤️
I’m trying to plan a camping trip soon~ that’s the only work I’m actually willing to do. Having a campfire and making s’mores lol . I’ll probably do a glamping thing instead of doing my own tent. I pretty much have given up drinking since august unintentionally and have replaced it with eating. Having an ice cream sundae instead of a drink these days and it’s much more rewarding 🥰
About to order some more food and play some Fortnite 🤗 I’m so excited bcuz my shake powder is coming in today ! Yayy!