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Ohh, finally I have a whole video from the forest 😍 In the ..
Ohh, finally I have a whole video from the forest 😍
In the meantime, you watch the video and give me your likes, I want to continue the story about my jaw.
📍I will attach an x-ray so that you understand the full scale of the situation. The pink circle is where my jaw should be, in the yellow circle is where my jaw moved. 🤭
I wrote this post for a reason. The other day I received a message from a person who wanted to buy a painting from me. And in the course of the conversation, he wrote that it is expensive. And he can't afford to buy it. He started asking me for a discount, or the opportunity to give. To be honest, I'm shocked by such people. I started explaining to him that this is my job, and I make a living by painting. And I cannot give him my paintings just like that. It's not a thing.
This is a part of me. I put my soul into every work I do. If you only knew how worried I am every time when I make my art. How focused I am and how much energy and emotion there is. 🥰
The cost of my paintings ranges from $ 40 - up to $ 200. Is it really expensive?
But that's nothing. He began to tell me that I was a model and that I already make thousands of dollars. 🤯 And I am just sorry to give my art to my fan. I just blocked him…
I am very offended that there are people who devalue the work of other people.
Yes, I'm a model, but I don't make a thousand dollars. But it is not important. Even if I was making millions of dollars. This is not to devalue my work. 😵💫
Of all the models that are on SG or OF I'm a poor baby ahahha 😅 Because I don't do porn or any custom content. The main income of models comes from this.
But I really think what I am sharing a lot more with you. I share my life with you. With my stories,my ups and downs. I try to be your friend and treat you as a human first and foremost.💕
And I am insanely offended that people are count other people's money and they absolutely do not know what is their situation in life. Maybe someone is need to earn money for the treatment of their mother or to pay for their studies, or to fulfill their dream! Its doesnt matter?
For example, in the summer I collected money for a my camera, which I really wanted. You know about it. I didn't go and buy it when I wanted , I was really saving money for this. But now thanks for the camera I was able to shoot a new set for SG, because I have no opportunity to go to Russia and take pictures with photographers.
You should never judge people just by what you see in Internet. Perhaps there is something else behind this, more important. When you saw me for the first time, you might think that I have big health problems? That I am suffering from a bad emotional state, about my problems with my parents, etc.? No. You just saw a sexy girl who is naked. But no one could have thought that on the other side of the screen, I sometimes write posts in tears and completely exhausted.
So never judge a person by their cover. 🖤🙏🏽
Therefore, I will always be very happy if you order paintings from me, support me and my work. subscribe to me here, write comments and be active. It is very important for me.
P.S. By the way, this picture with video is for sale, you can purchase it by writing to me in private messages and I will tell you the details. I can also do something for you to order. I do not only paintings, but epoxy trays as well. Always open to your suggestions.
I hug everyone, take a care and do not judge people ❤️
Past ll I found a stamotologist-surgeon. He sent me for an ..
Past ll
I found a stamotologist-surgeon. He sent me for an X-ray and then I got the terrible news…
I have arthrosis of the temporomandibular structure. My jaw cartilage is crumbling, and soon my lower jaw will just fall off.
Of course, there is a solution. This is a surgical procedure. You can put a metal plate instead of a joint. I refused because I do not have this money at that time. The doctor gave me recommendations. I can't open my mouth wide and try to eat only soft food. No chewing gum and nothing, a what can harm me…
The other day my jaw got inflamed again, I yawned and my jaw shifted to the side. I was very scared, but in the morning everything was fine. To all this I feel pain in my ear. And I will tell you that this is not very pleasant…
I found a doctor here in Poland. And on Friday I go for a consultation. I really hope that this problem can be solved somehow. Because I'm tired of getting sick.
I have chronic cystitis in an acute form of exacerbation. Now I started having back problems, but I do exercises every day to get better and I can already see the result. Insomnia started due to back problems. And now the jaw is inflamed.
And all this at the age of 26.
I have problems with cystitis when I was a teenager. I chilled my kidneys because I didn't dress warmly. Then there were many moments when I had to sleep in the entrance (I know, it sounds terrible, but some of you remember my story about my parents and alcohol. They kicked me out of the house 👿)
And in the future, cystitis always appears when I get a little cold or when I worry and get stressed.
Back problems started from stress and anxiety. And problems with a jaw because of the gum. This is so stupid 😢
Take care of your health. To be ill is not cool!
Hi guys 😘 I want to share with you a story that happened to ..
Hi guys 😘 I want to share with you a story that happened to me.
From grade 6, when I was in high school, to my 2nd year at uni, I ate a pack of gum every day. Every day. I walked past the store to school every morning and bought gum. I chewed one gum, then threw it out, took a new one. And so on for several years.
One day in our sophomore year at uni, we had a physical education lesson. It was Saturday, 8 am. I really wanted to sleep, so I constantly yawned. And so I yawned unsuccessfully and my jaw cracked and began to hurt very badly. Then it became difficult for me to eat, then it became difficult to open my mouth, and so on. I didn’t pay attention to it when my jaw didn’t completely start to blend to the side.
Then it became inflamed periodically and was very sick. I absolutely could not open my mouth and could not eat anything other than water, tea, or mashed potatoes.
It is very difficult to find a good doctor in my country. Medicine in our country is at a very low level. I went to hospitals, but the answer was only the bewilderment of the doctors. They did not understand what happened to me. They couldn't even schedule a jaw scan for me. Once, through my acquaintances, I found a stamotologist-surgeon. He sent me for an X-ray and then I got the terrible news….
To be continued
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Hello everyone!😘 I have selected new photos for the future s..
Hello everyone!😘
I have selected new photos for the future set. It seems to have turned out not bad. The photos are currently being edited. And I hope very soon I will upload the set to the site 🤗
Hooray! I'm so happy. For me it was the first experience of shooting on my own, I was very worried that we would not succeed. When I selected the photos yesterday, I was shocked. This set turned out to be no worse than my sets with professional photographers.
Wish you a nice day and catch this tender morning video with me ❤️
Today I shot a set for SG. At home. On one's own. I asked a ..
Today I shot a set for SG. At home. On one's own. I asked a friend to help me. Due to the fact that I do not know when my documents will be ready, and when I can leave Poland. So I decided not to waste time and try to shoot on my own. I really hope that everything turned out well. How do you think we did it? 😅
2021-10-29 15:46:12 +0000 UTC View PostHi guys 😘 Everyone knows the cartoon "What's with Andy?" (fl..
Hi guys 😘
Everyone knows the cartoon "What's with Andy?" (flip through to see the photo)
This cartoon went for a very long time on the Fox kids channel. I loved this cartoon so much.
This boy Andy was still a prank guy🤪 And he was kidding a prank on his friends and family.
One day my mother took me to my grandmother for the weekend. I loved spending time with my grandmother, because there was always a lot of sweets at home, I was allowed to watch cartoons and my grandmother constantly pampered me.
When this cartoon began, my happiness knew no bounds. Based on this cartoon, my neighbor and I were made a fun of my grandmother. Then she swore at me, but we had so much fun 😅 Oh, this is a carefree time.
Once in this cartoon there was a episode about Andy with his friend Danny decided to find out who would fit more marshmallow pieces in their mouth.
Since I loved drinking cocoa with marshmallow as a сhild, they were at my home. And I watched this episode and repeated after them. I put the pieces into my mouth one by one. And bingo !! I don't remember anymore, but there were about 20 pieces in my mouth. 😅
Then I heard my grandmother come home from work and I got so scared and started chewing marshmallow quickly to hide the traces of the crime. I swallowed all the pieces. But…
The fun began at night. My stomach was torn with pain, I felt so bad. ahahha 😂 My grandmother did not understand what caused my pain. And I was so afraid to tell that I ate a pack of marshmelo in one sitting. Nobody ever found out this secret. Then I felt sick for a long time, but this is a completely different story…
Every time I see a marshmallow, I remember this story. At first, I couldn't eat marshmallows for a long time, because the sight made me sick. But it's okay now. I have a similar story with peanut butter. I ate a whole can and felt wildly sick. The next time I was able to try peanut butter only when I was 20 😅
Hi guys 😘 I have received so many messages that I am even sc..
Hi guys 😘 I have received so many messages that I am even scared to open them. 😱
Thank you for worrying about me.
For two days I did not go online, I didn’t even have the strength. I have been sleeping very badly lately, I have insomnia and, in addition to all this, I have added chest pain. Yesterday it was so hard for me to breathe ... To be honest, I thought I had a covid-19. Today I want to take the test. I have temperature.
Something I've been feeling really bad lately. I am so worn out by this state that I cannot describe it to you. I haven't slept in 3 days. (I fell asleep for a couple of hours), yesterday my chest hurt with every breath + temperature. The state is terrible. I don't even know what it might be. Due to the fact that my body is very tense and very painful, and therefore it has such consequences. Panic attacks, insomnia, and chest pain.
Sorry to only write about bad news lately. But I really don't have the strength. I do this because I have to, because I need to write something. 😭
How are you doing? Hope it's better than mine? 🖤
I love aesthetics so much. Aesthetics of the female body It’..
I love aesthetics so much. Aesthetics of the female body It’s amazing 😻
And you? What is aesthetics for you?
As soon as I wrote about how good I was, a couple of hours l..
As soon as I wrote about how good I was, a couple of hours later I had a panic attack.
Everything was in order, I was already getting ready for bed, and suddenly I felt anxiety. It became hard for me to breathe. I tried to roll over and lie down a little. I could not lie down, I wanted to get up. I felt an unreasonable sense of death. It seemed to me that I was about to die. My heart was beating so hard and my whole body was shaking. I went to the bathroom to wash myself with cold water, but it didn't feel better. I looked at myself in the mirror and realized that these were the last minutes of my life. This was really scary.
I always thought that there were already panic attacks in my life, but I was wrong. Probably, I did not fully understand what it was. I was so scared ... I'm fine now. But I remember this situation and feel fear. The panic attack passed within 10 minutes. I went to bed, drank chamomile tea and fell asleep.
I think this is due to the fact that I am very nervous. Because of that, I have constant mood swings. At first I am very excited, I work a lot, then I am depressed. And this has been going on for a long time. Plus, I feel a lot of tension in my body and pain in my back. I think that all together gave this result. I think I need to take more care of my health and take it seriously. Otherwise, I will go to the hospital again.
Have you had panic attacks?
Hello guys 😘 There was a very busy day 😄 In the morning I d..
Hello guys 😘
There was a very busy day 😄
In the morning I decided to cheer myself up and went to a cafe with cats. I took a cup of delicious coffee and sweet cake, and kittens were running around me. 🥰 It's so cute. I almost died of joy.
Then I went for a manicure. Then I walked around the city for a bit and went to the post office to send my art to a customer. I love this routine of packing and shipping paintings.
🎃 Then I came home and decorated the room for Halloween. (Swipe ➡️ to see) I like it so. I am sitting in my room now and I feel so comfortable and good. My friend invited me to a Halloween party. What do you think my costume will be? You will never guess
I has some kind of manic phase again.🤪 I sleep very little, paint, take photos and content like crazy. And energy beats from behind all the holes. So the sad days will soon begin. For now, I try not to think about it.
💭 I think so much now about one topic, then I'll tell you when I can put it into words. I have so many ideas that I don't even know how to translate them into reality 🤯 The whole problem is such a state that I cannot put everything together. I'm too horny. My hands are shaking, I think so much and I want so much. I do several things at the same time. Now, of course, I don't care about it, but in a couple of days I will be dying of sadness and I will only want one thing - to die…
Do you know what vipassana is? This is such a retreat, usual..
Do you know what vipassana is? This is such a retreat, usually it lasts 10 days, where people are silent and meditate, without phones or any gadgets. I will not go into detail about what it is, if you are interested, you can read about it on the Internet.
I dream of one day in my life to get on a real vipassana, while I do not have such an opportunity, I decided to try it at home. The other day I arranged a day of silence for myself without a phone, computer, music and other things. I turned off the phone, put it in the shelf and decided to spend the day alone, in silence and meditation. It was a very interesting experience.
Firstly, when I woke up, I didn’t know what time it was, because I can’t look on my phone, and my watch was dead 😵 I didn’t charge them. All day I was absorbed in my thoughts, and sometimes I was interrupted for meditation.
I ate breakfast, tidied up the house, varnished some of my paintings and put them in order. In general, this cannot be done in real vipassana, but since this was my first experience, I was not too hard on myself.
Then I decided to read a book. Usually when I read books and come across words that I don't know, I start googling. Therefore, I had several moments when I, out of habit, reached for my phone to go online. It was weird.
Throughout the day I was worried about the question, what time is it now? 😅 Since I have a sunset side, I always see the sun from my balcony. I started to calculate by the sun what time it was, it was very funny.
Then I plunged into meditation. I just lay there and thought about everything that was happening. I didn’t forbid myself to think. I just let the stream of thoughts pass through me.
And you know what? In this meditation, a lot of good and useful thoughts came to me. I even discovered one of the reasons for my anxiety. I could never have thought that it really worries me.
Then I came up with some post ideas for you. 😻I remembered stories from my сhildhood and I can't wait to tell you them. Hope you appreciate this idea.
Then I read again, sometimes doing a small stretch for the back. And I ended up falling asleep.
It was definitely a rewarding experience, and I will be practicing it again. I find it sometimes very helpful to be alone with yourself. Do not be distracted by phones and communication.
❓Would you like to spend a day like this? Or maybe you already had such an experience? Share with me in the comments or in private messages😘
Hi guys 😘 So many things happened for me, I don't even know ..
Hi guys 😘 So many things happened for me, I don't even know where to start.
First, watch this amazing video. Wonderful right?
I like it so much.
I love nature and the forest so much. What is this strength and energy. I cannot describe in words how beautiful nature is and how beautiful people are who are able to see this beauty.💚 Want to see more photos from the forest?
News number two: not so long ago I started having back problems. In fact, everything is much more complicated.
Recently, I have been feeling a lot of tension in my body and because of this, I often have a headache. I drink a lot of headache pills. I feel pain in my back and neck. I sleep very badly and I have no strength at all because of this. I get tired very quickly and constantly feel exhausted.
I decided not to spare money and go for a massage therapy, because the pains began to intensify. And so this morning I had my first massage session. When I started getting ready to leave the house, my back was pinched 😖.
I could not move and move my head. I sat on the floor in the hallway. I burst into tears because I was so tired of it.
My body is very tired. I feel overwhelmed. I somehow left the house and drove to the masseur.
He said that I have very weak back muscles. I need a massage course and classes to strengthen my back.
This is great, but curative massage is not the most enjoyable massage. I was very hurt.
Now I am lying in bed and can hardly turn my head. My back and shoulder blades are in great pain. Because of the pain in my neck, I feel a headache. This is very exhausting :(
Send me your rays of support. And I wish you a good day, hug❤️
Hi guys 😘 Well, let's continue the topic of tattoos, I stil..
Hi guys 😘
Well, let's continue the topic of tattoos, I still have a lot of them 😅
There won't be a big text today, because I want to talk about my tattoo over the knee. ( you can see on the last photo)
Book tattoo.
The idea to create a book tattoo came to me very quickly and very quickly became a reality.
The point is very simple: I love reading. My tattoos are a part of me and they reflect me and my inner state. By them you can find out my interests, my way of life. Do you know how scientists now learn about ancient civilization from drawings on stone😅
Reading books is a very important part of my life. I believe that books broaden our horizons. A person becomes a good conversationalist and just an interesting person when he reads books.
📍There is a story about how I started reading books, if I’ll tell you about it. If you are interested, put + in the comments.
I told the tattoo artist "I want a tattoo of a book, do it the way you see, I trust you." When I went to Senas, I did not know what my book would look like. I was very happy when I saw this. This is an expanded book, on the pages of which Pushkin and Dantes, who are participating in a duel. Do you know this story? If not, then rather find out about it on the Internet.
❓What's your favorite book? Do you like to read?
Hi guys 😘 Well, have you watched the new series “Squid game”..
Hi guys 😘
Well, have you watched the new series “Squid game” that the whole world is talking about?
I also decided to look, I'm already on the 5th episode. I think the series is not bad. But I very much analyze the behavior of people in society when I watch this series. What people are ready for for the money? People are ready to go over their heads. It's a shame that money rules in our world. Money decides everything. I think this is very sad.
The series shows human vices. But there are also moments of unity and solidarity. I believe that this is the power 💪🏼
What do you think about this? Have you watched the show? If you watched please share your opinion. Otherwise I have no one to discuss this series with 😅
Have a good day, hug 🤗
Living with bipolar disorder is when you work like a damn th..
Living with bipolar disorder is when you work like a damn thing for two weeks, obsessed with ideas and inspiration, and then you wake up and it all disappears.
Instead of inspiration, a frantic desire to die and the loss of the meaning of life. I’m already used to these mood swings, so I don’t do anything about it.
I'm just waiting for the next phase to be replaced by another.
Now I can describe my condition as the unbearable futility of being. I can't even get out of bed, I don't want to eat, I don't want to drink, I don't even want to talk to anyone. I can't even write posts, but I understand what is needed.
Every such day in the depressive phase is a huge work on yourself. I literally do everything through force, because I understand that soon it will pass and I will again fly around the city like a bee stung right in the ass. At such moments, life becomes unbearable. At such moments, I want to give up everything, go to the ends of the world, become a monk and meditate for 18 hours a day. I want to go into the forest and become an ascetic, send everything to hell.
I'm used to it, this is my life. But the worst thing is that I don't know how long it will last. I want to climb the walls from how lousy at heart.
Who are you today? A genius possessed by inspiration or a wanderer who has lost his meaning?
Are you celebrating Halloween?🎃 This is my first time to Ha..
Are you celebrating Halloween?🎃
This is my first time to Halloween in another country. I heard that in USA this holiday is celebrated very merrily. People decorate their homes and lots. I saw pictures and videos. It's so cool. I think this is a great idea when people forget about their problems for at least one day and celebrate the holidays together with the whole country, create an atmosphere, put on costumes, children run around and ask for sweets.
It must be strange for you to read this. Why am I so surprised? Because in my country, this holiday is not celebrated as in other countries. We have local Halloween-themed parties in clubs and bars, but there is no such atmosphere. No one decorates buildings and streets, no children run and ask for candy. At night you can see уoung people who go to a party in a suit, but no more.
One day a friend of mine invited me to a party like this. I had two days left to come up with a costume, I had never done it before, but my friend asked me to keep company and go somewhere. In two days I was able to sew a nun's costume. I did a dark make-up, drew an inverted cross on my forehead and most importantly, I had excellent vans sneakers 😂. I was a stylish zombie nun.
We went for a walk in clubs and bars. In one of the bars, I met the holy father, he was pouring alcohol at the bar 😂 We even took a photo together as a souvenir.
Basically it was fun.
But I would very much like people in our country to unite together too, decorate the city, their homes, create a festive atmosphere and forget about what is happening in the world, in politics or at home. I want people to create good energy and we could all be charged with this energy. 👻❤️
❓How do you spend Halloween?
Can anyone help me rub my back? 🧼😈
Can anyone help me rub my back? 🧼😈
2021-10-05 15:27:38 +0000 UTC View PostHi guys 😘 Did you miss my tattoo stories? If so, please like..
Hi guys 😘 Did you miss my tattoo stories? If so, please like this post.
And I am ready to tell you a new story.
One of my first owl tattoos on the front of the thigh. Initially this owl was very small, later I made a frame for it. This is probably one of the tattoos that I would like to redo. But this is a very long process. First, I need to deleted it with a laser, and then do cover-up again.
The story of this owl begins when I was 15 yеars old. For a very long time I persuaded my mom that she would allow me to get this tattoo. I wanted an owl, because it personified wisdom and knowledge. At that time, it seemed to me that this was a very cool meaning and a very individual tattoo 😅 (no)
I persuaded my mother, she allowed. On the Internet, I found a tattoo artist, who make tattoo at home. Can you imagine? Never do that.
Yes, it is cheaper, but it is not sterile (except if the master has a special tattoo room at home).
I told him about my idea and he said that he would draw an owl for me. He came to my house and on a chair in my room we tattooed me 🤯
Now, of course, I understand a lot. I went to tattoo conventions, I communicate with a lot of tattoo artists. I can tell a good tattoo from a bad one. I myself have been tattooing about 2 yеars. Then I did not understand anything.
And the most annoying thing is that my tattoo was not unique. This guy deceived me, and took the first sketch he came across on the Internet and passed it off as his own drawing 😡 Once I saw a guy on the bus with the same tattoo on his arm. It was very unpleasant.
Therefore, the meaning of this tattoo is that NEVER, remember, never skimp on a tattoo. It is done once and for life! Therefore, it is very important to find a good master who will not draw sketches from the Internet. Your tattoo needs to be personalized. Your artist should put your idea in, but create the drawing on his own. The tattoo should be done in sterile conditions, only with high-quality materials !!!
In addition, the tattoo must always fit into the anatomy of the body, it must look high-quality and beautiful. And your master is obliged to help you with this.
❗️Tattoos are painful, expensive and forever!
How do you feel about alcohol? 🥃 I have not drunк alcohol ..
How do you feel about alcohol? 🥃
I have not drunк alcohol for a long time. I have not given up on it, I can have a drink if I want to, but this happens extremely rarely. Maybe once every half a year or a year. I don't really like drunк people.
And you?
Hello everyone. Do any of you remember me like that? ☺️ By ..
Hello everyone. Do any of you remember me like that? ☺️
By the way, this is the period when I was depressed. Probably looking at me is difficult to say about it, but it really is.
I had long hair, but at one point I went and shaved everything under a typewriter (here my hair has already grown a little). I cried for a long time, because I thought that a short haircut did not suit me. But now, I often hear questions: Valeria, you are planning to do a short haircut, it suits you very much. "
It's funny how a woman's brain works - we want to grow short hair, and cut long hair. We want to straighten curly hair, curl straight hair.
What hairstyle do you like best? 💇♀️
Yeaahhh, finally!!! My new set “UNE FLEUR REBELLE” for @suic..
Yeaahhh, finally!!!
My new set “UNE FLEUR REBELLE” for @suicidegirls already available on site.
I just love this set ❤️ Look how beautiful it is?
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Hi guys. Good morning. I got sick. Feeling awful 🤧 So catch ..
Hi guys. Good morning. I got sick. Feeling awful 🤧 So catch a little homе-video and story about the next tattoo.
The next tattoo, I decided to be a tattoo on the thigh. This is one of my first tattoos. It depicts the goddess of justice - Themis. I think that many people know this goddess. She is often depicted as a statue at city courts.
Unfortunately, I hate the courts, I believe that everything is bought there and in general I have little trust in the state. The scales of Themis are outweighed in the direction in which it is necessary to outweigh in a given period of time. And this is very sad. Of course, there are honest judges and honest people who fight for justice and pass judgment justly. But there are very few such people.
In 2020, I became convinced of this on the example of my country. When a political catastrophe began in Belarus, honestly, you would be shocked if you heard what sentences are passed by judges to people who are not guilty of anything. Lies people who have lost their honor and dignity, obeying not morality, but the state.
💭 Just imagine a man standing in the face of a judge passing judgment on him. The man has a small сhild and a wife on maternity leave. The сhild drew a drawing, there was a house, flowers, mom, dad - what сhildren usually draw. So, the man is sentenced for the fact that this drawing was glued to the window and the drawing contained red and white colors. The red and white color is prohibited in Belarus. If you are wearing a Red jaket and a white scarf, or vice versa, you can go to jаil. Just imagine the degree of absurdity.
Now imagine what kind of people these sentences are passed without defenses of conscience. How do these people sleep at night? It's disgusting.
The tattoo of Themis on my thigh is not of a political nature, but this tattoo carries a similar meaning, deeper. What exactly are YOU going to weigh on the scales? Will you be honest with yourself? Are you deceiving yourself? Are you living this life in good faith. To summarize, the meaning is: BE HONEST WITH YOURSELF.
❓Are you honest with yourself?
First trip. Seaport. Tattoo. On the inside of my right arm..
First trip. Seaport. Tattoo.
On the inside of my right arm, I have a tattoo of a postage stamp and a seagull. This tattoo is related to my first trip. (You can see on the last photo)
📌 A little remark: all my life, when I was little, the first thing I wanted to do was to go to Paris. I was in love with France (why I was in love with France is a very long and difficult story, I don’t know if I can explain it to you in English, but if you show interest in this post, write comments and likes, I will know that you interesting to know about it, and I will try to write).
So, I've always wanted to go to Paris. And as I got older, my preferences changed, and I cooled down a bit to this zeal to visit France. I didn't think about it at all, and that's when for the first time in my life, I went alone on my first trip, I ended up in Paris.
Can you imagine? I didn't have a goal to go there. I was passing there, but the first country I visited was France. And that was Paris. I realized this when I stood and looked at the Eiffel Tower. Then I even burst into tears from the realization that I had dreamed about this all my life and here I am. Thoughts are material friends 🖤
😏 Let's go back to the tattoo. I was in Paris and my destination was the south of France - a wonderful, port, and beautiful city of Marseille. Its was so cozy. When I walked through the streets of this city, I felt an extraordinary warmth inside. I walked along the embankment, Edith Piaf (French singer) was playing in my headphones, I had a croissant and drank coffee.
❤️ I was so happy at that moment. The most pleasant feelings overwhelmed me. I looked at the waves and felt them pouring over my body. The sun warmed my face. I caught the moment. It was awesome At that moment, I decided that I had to capture it forever, on my body.
Together with the tattoo master, we decided to make a postage stamp a little above the postal seal of the city of Marseille is depicted. A seagull is also depicted (since there are a lot of them there) and mountains.
🚴♂️ On January 2, 2017, I raced on a bicycle along the embankment to the mountains (they are not very high there, but these were my first mountains in my life)
Now looking at this tattoo I remember that wonderful trip🖤
Here is such a tattoo :)
Sleeve 👽 Today I will tell you about my sleeve. 🕊 This tat..
Sleeve 👽
Today I will tell you about my sleeve.
🕊 This tattoo is based on the mythology of Hinduism. Above is God Brahma. In Hinduism, it symbolizes the beginning of the creation of the world. According to the myth, he was born from a lotus flower and is existent and non-existent. He is the creator of the highest and the lowest. He is what we call the universe, he is everything.
☠️ Below is the goddess Kali. She is the goddess of death and destruction. It also symbolizes the time leading to life and death. That is, in short, the meaning is this: the beginning of life and the end of life :)
🍄 To combine all this into one picture, additional elements are depicted on my hand. Such as mushrooms. They do not make much sense, but I believe that mushrooms are very wise creatures. If you're interested, be sure to read about mushrooms online. What role do they play on the planet. They are very ancient and very interesting objects to study. It's really very interesting, you won't regret it :)
🐚 A shell is also depicted on the inside of the hand. The shell is also a minor element, but symbolizes а call to awakening and awareness and work for the benefit of others.
❓ What do you think?
Well friends, then let's start a series of stories about my ..
Well friends, then let's start a series of stories about my tattoos 😎
Let's start with the smallest one, which is under my chest. It is small, but no less important.
Let's start with the fact that it says HOMOSAPIENS, which in translation means reasonable person. (You can see it in the last photo)
We came up with this tattoo together with my friend. I stayed overnight at her place, we drank wine, and suddenly we got the idea to make pair tattoos. There were a lot of thoughts and ideas in my head, but in the course of the conversation we raised very important topics, and already forgot that we wanted to get a tattoo. We talked about what makes a person human?
As Joseph Brodsky said: A person should not define himself by such categories as Asian, European, American, gay / lesbian, Christian, Muslim, etc. This is too superficial and stupid. First of all, a person must answer himself such questions as: Am I a coward or not? How coward I am I? Am I a kind person or not? Am I greedy? Am I conscientious? The answers to these questions define a person. By no means your skin color or nationality. No. First of all, we are all human and we are the same. We differ only in the degree of awareness and understanding of this world.
When a person is able to answer to himself these, at first glance, simple questions, then he can say with confidence: I AM A HUMAN. When we talked about this, we answered these questions and the idea came to us to capture this tattoo under the heart.
The essence of this tattoo is simple: stay human in any situation. No matter what nationality or gender you are, we are all human and must remain human 🖤❤️👽
Hello everyone. Yesterday I got a tattoo, so today my back h..
Hello everyone. Yesterday I got a tattoo, so today my back hurts. Will you pity me a little? 😅 Write words of encouragement.
This tattoo is the largest on my body and is probably one of my favorites. I don't remember anymore if I told you about this tattoo?
It depicts Buddha and the God of death, Mara. There is a legend that on the day the Buddha attained enlightenment, he sat under the Bodhi tree and meditated. While meditating, he faced many temptations in his head. So Mara decided to check it out. He tempted the Buddha and tried to confuse, but the Buddha was able to overcome this and attained enlightenment.
This is exactly the plot of my back tattoo. I put into it the meaning that you need to always go to your goal and listen only to yourself! You need to listen to your body, heart, mind, but in no case listen to other people. Even if these people are your loved ones. They have their own experience and their own view. They look at this world through their own prism of perception, and you through yours. This is only your way. And you will reach it alone!
❓If you want, I can tell you more about my tattoos and what meaning did I put into it? But please be active :) Leave a comment and like ❤️
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The crazy days go on. Today was not a pleasant story that co..
The crazy days go on. Today was not a pleasant story that completely confused me.
Today I found out that my calendars that I printed were in error. There are a couple of minor number errors in the calendar. When I found out about this, I was thrown into a cold sweat, because I sold and sent several copies to people.
All this meant only one thing - I needed to redo the calendars for my own money and send everything, instead of what I sent earlier.
The most annoying thing is that it's not my fault. 🤬 I paid people to help me. I found a printing center. I invested money, printed calendars. I went to the post office, sent this. I counted on this money. I wanted to go to Russia this fall to see my mother and work. I wanted to shoot a lot of new sets for the SG, I wanted to shoot new content for OF. I wanted to rent nice studios for work, with a beautiful interior and good light. I wanted to make quality content!
But damn it! 🤬🤬🤬
Because of some idiots who irresponsibly do their job and do not think that they are substituting another person. How do these people then live? Aren't they ashamed?
I cried a lot all day because of this. I have already notified many of you who purchased the calendar. I will send you a new one. Don't worry, I won't leave you without my calendar. 😂 I have already fixed all the errors.
❗️❗️❗️And by the way, some guys refused that I would send them a new calendar. They said they were small things and they are happy to support me. ❤️
So I have a few more pieces left.
If you would like to purchase a calendar for 2022 from me. Write to me in private messages.
Thank you all for your understanding and support. And shameless people ... However, I wish them all the best too. I'm sure they'll get it back.