• dance of the damned •
Video Tw: rope, wax play
My whole life I grew up being taught that loving a woman the way that I do is a sin. That I’d forever be separated from the love of god and spend my eternity in Torment. However, the only torment I knew what This lie that kept me from exploring the side of myself that knew I was attracted to women. It took years of therapy to break this trauma and for me to finally find myself. Now that I live my life authentically as a lesbian in this world, it seems so crystal clear to me now. How could a love like this be sinful when I’ve never felt closer to heaven than when I touch her. Her body is a temple to me, one I worship in religiously. Her moans as I drink her is a song more beautiful and, to me, more sacred than any holy hymn on a Sunday morning. The marks we carve on each others bodies are scriptures we will take to our graves, whether that be kisses, bite marks, scratches or the tattooed devotions to each other. It was intentional, while still being ironic, to be dressed as devils while seeing her as my god. I can’t describe the flood of emotions I felt to have my god tied in front of me, trusting and willing to be had by their devoted servant. It’s something I love about our dynamic, we both give up our power to each other. Balancing between wanting to take what’s ours or worship something we only have the privilege to touch. I am fully aware of my place as her Sub and as her Dom. The power, the reverence. The rushing desire to take her, yet taking my time and slowly working them up to their climax, indulging in the sight I had before me. Dripping the hot wax into the shape of my own rune, claiming her as mine, before licking her wounds and cooling her skin with my breath. Tasting and teasing her, until her body finally releases to my touch. It’s is a beautiful and intricate art, the dance of the damned, that leaves us breathless and shaking, with nothing to hold onto but each other.
2023-10-05 16:03:18 +0000 UTC
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bounce 🍑
2023-10-05 04:06:18 +0000 UTC
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Booty
2023-10-05 04:05:21 +0000 UTC
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• sacrilegious •
I grew up singing hymns. Learning about a poor carpenter man who helped the blind see, fed the hungry, saved whores from being stoned. Funnily enough , here I am, a whore who is stoned daily. Jokes aside, I listened to those teachings. About loving the people around you no matter if they looked like you or believed what you did. The man I read about tore down churches for selling goods for profit, he spoke against preaching in public or committing violent acts in the name of religion. I sometimes wonder if anyone else in that building was reading the same book I was. While I was reading stories and poems and morals teaching us to love thy neighbor, their “love” felt as sharp as the stones they were casting. Those stones cut deeper and deeper each time. How could we not have learned to love the same way when the definition was in the very same book. Love is gentle. Love is patient. Love is kind. Love does not Envy. Love does not boast. Love is not proud. Love does not dishonor others. Love is not self-seeking.
I left the buildings. I left those people. I don’t regret that and I’d never go back. Still, I’ve never left those words behind. In an act of rebellion I choose to still use that definition. Because there is nothing more sacrilegious, than actually loving like jesus.
2023-10-03 15:55:48 +0000 UTC
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• the morning after •
We woke up at the start of the 3rd year of our lives together. Moving slowly with the day, waking up late, taking time to savor each ray of sun across their body, each scent from their skin. I don’t take any moment for granted. I’ve been gifted two short years with this person who for some odd reason loves me back just as much as I love them. People say it is so rare to find a love like ours and while it can feel that way breakup after breakup- I wish I could go back to past me to tell them that I found it. To hold out because the wait and the pain and the experience was worth it. I found another human, who is just as imperfect as me, who likes everything I was bullied for, who has the same traumas as me, communicates like me, who gets turned on by the same things and laughs at all the same things, spends money the same way, validates my feelings and my thoughts.. they are everything I was told I shouldn’t be while also being everything I am not. Selfless, gentle, beautifully emotional, charismatic, and can fulfill my sensory needs in ways I can’t even care for in myself. How could I not fall in love with every bit of her. She doesn’t see the things I see, and I’m sure I don’t see what they see either, but I know that they are my muse. My angel. and I am just some crazed madman who had to have her to myself, it’s just dumb luck they wanted me too. I am no angel, I am far from a saint, but for her, I’d drag heaven down to earth if it meant I got to wake up and see her asleep next to me, the morning after.
2023-09-29 06:19:54 +0000 UTC
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• feasting •
“I’m taking too long,” “their jaw must hurt by now,” “they won’t want to do this every time,” embarrassment, guilt, feeling broken..
There are so many things that run through my head before, during and after receiving. There was a time in my life where I would avoid oral all together because I truly believed I couldn’t reach climax that way, so what was the point? It would take too long, I was too self conscious, what if my partner gets bored or sees me as a chore? Doing research barely helped when one article says some people finish in 8 minutes, where as others found that 13 was the sweet spot, and another said 17 minutes for those who “have trouble reaching the finish line.” But why is there a “finish line” in sex anyways? What are we racing to the end for? Many people struggle with finding their preferred way to climax and/or climaxing at all. Even when you do find something that works, our bodies get used to routine stimuli and eventually we have to try something new again. I have had overwhelming, body shaking, heart palpitating sex that didn’t end in an orgasm. That doesn’t make it less satisfying or the connection to that person less intimate. Plus, when I stop and think about how long I’m taking to cum, I end up taking even longer or losing the one I was about to have. Every Body is different. No one is broken for not finishing in world record time, and you aren’t bad at sex if you can’t make your partner cum at the speed of light. Sex is a dance, it’s a game, it’s a love language, it’s funny and gross and beautiful, it’s an EXPERIENCE. One that, for most of my adult life, I felt rushed. Being with a person who enjoys to eat, who will ravage me for as long as they can for their own enjoyment, has lead me to realizing I CAN actually finish by oral. At the end of this video you can hear me ask “did you edge me on purpose?” Because every time I was almost there, I kept thinking that I wasn’t doing good enough because I couldn’t finish. I wasn’t relaxed enough, I wasn’t present enough because I was too busy in my head & insecure about it… until she stopped the edging, and I finally released. I’ve never had anyone prolong the experience for me on purpose the way she does. It helps me feel like instead of me being broken, she wouldn’t have me any other way. As if they’ve been wandering the desert without food and water, they are ravenous and ready to savor every last bit of their feast.
2023-09-26 14:53:43 +0000 UTC
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• take a moment •
Mutual desire is a powerful drug. We know that feeling, the lust and infatuation that gets your neurons firing and your libido higher than bunnies in springtime. It is easy to get swept up in it. Effortless. The heavy breathing and shaking hands, ripped off clothes, tasting and taking in every inch of her like my own personal buffet, but getting right to the physical can feel.. impersonal to me. While sometimes I do love the fun of objectification, there are instances when I just need a moment in their presence. Filming can sometimes feel like more of a job and in this video, I didn’t want to lose the present by rushing into our roles. I just wanted to just be. The excitement still there, not missing out on anything, simply postponing the climax for but a moment to exist with their soul. Forehead to forehead, chest to chest, rising and falling with their breathing, our hearts beating in sync, my own body heating up from the warmth radiating from between her legs. I let my self enjoy every second, until my senses take over and we get lost in the moment.
2023-09-21 21:24:20 +0000 UTC
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• covered •
My body has changed. That’s what I thought the whole time watching this video. My body is so.. covered. I knew I had been getting more and more tattoos recently, but I hadn’t realized how quickly the features of my face, my chest, my body, had been filling up. And for once… I wasn’t thinking about my jawline or cellulite. All I saw was the way my body has become a canvas not only to unique art but also the unique marks from all different stages of life that make me who I am. The mark on my leg from crashing while riding bikes with my wife, scratches on my arms left from playful kittens, a beautiful mark on my nose from an accident, next to crows feet and smile lines sunk in from my 26 years of life so far. I truly can’t wait to see the marks I have after 56 or 96, & lord knows I haven’t always wanted to know me then. It’s a privilege and humbling feeling to finally have hope for the future. To actually want to grow and change. Whether it be art or with wrinkles; I can’t wait to look in the mirror one day, completely covered.
2023-09-19 19:44:40 +0000 UTC
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Just filmed for Tuesday and Thursday next weeeeeek 🙏❤️🥰 thank y’all for being patient with us
2023-09-17 03:56:47 +0000 UTC
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Due to unforeseen events, Thursdays video will be post lined. I appreciate you all so much!
2023-09-15 03:03:17 +0000 UTC
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• implied pleasure •
I feel that the energy of this video speaks for itself. After a long busy day with too much noise and far too many things to do, we crafted a scene to slip into a movie & indulge in each other. The lighting was dim & as much as that sucks for video, it was magical for us. You can hear the pleasure her body feels with each thrust, the sounds and movements imply what’s going on in the glow of the oven light. I wish everyone had these fleeting stolen moments. Candles, fudge cake, sneaking kisses on the kitchen floor. Just a few moments together in a dream before we even close our eyes.
2023-09-13 06:19:03 +0000 UTC
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Tuesdays post will be up tonight loves 🖤🖤🖤 editing is taking a while today but it will get up before I go to sleep
2023-09-12 20:32:26 +0000 UTC
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• found footage •
I love horror movies. Now, don’t get too excited- this isn’t anything spooky, though get your bags ready for some spooky sugar next month😘🎃 that said, I do love horror. Yes I love the well funded, perfect cgi and angled scenes, but more often than not I love the old movies with terrible makeup and cliche jump scares, and most importantly I love the old ~camp~ found footage videos. The shakiness of the camera, the angles that show almost nothing but you can tell more is going on by what you hear and the lighting. I wanted to try and film an “amateur” found film type of sex scene. It was fun, it’s goofy, it’s intimate, and i can say we both had a lot of fun taking turns getting our unique perspectives.
I hope you all enjoy your Thursday, please take care of yourselves this weekend, don’t do anything I wouldn’t do 😚😇💛
2023-09-07 14:00:28 +0000 UTC
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• floodgates •
Squirting. Let’s talk about it.
It’s always made me genuinely uncomfortable. I’ve never considered myself to be into water sports at all and squirting to me, looked a lot like that. When I think about it deeper though, what bodily fluids wouldn’t I share in with my person. They are my safest place. I never feel judged by them, they never make me feel gross or weird for things my body naturally does. She’s drank my 🩸, licked every inch of my body front and back, sucked my toes, kissed a chest full of sweat in between my breasts after a workout, she licks me wounds clean as she tends to them, and has drank my tears after I’ve cried. To many people I’m sure at least one or two of those are 100% off the table. However, for us? there isn’t a part of us that we don’t want intertwined. With her, I give up the taboo mindset, and let ourselves just BE mammals. We explore each others bodies & what they can do. What different parts smell like, feel like, taste like. We’ve always gotten a kick out of experimenting and experiencing the most each others bodies have to offer. So, when I felt that release inside me for the first time by her hand, instead of fighting it and stopping my O before I could squirt, I relaxed into her. As her hand filled me, I let the pleasure overwhelm my body and quiet my mind. Drowning in heaven, she broke the floodgates open, bringing us back down to earth.
2023-09-05 14:27:00 +0000 UTC
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Filming gets messy 💦💦💦
2023-09-04 04:17:57 +0000 UTC
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2023-09-01 14:18:55 +0000 UTC
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• overstimulation •
2023-09-01 04:45:58 +0000 UTC
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Welp, both of us started our cycles this weekend and we’re unable to film for Tuesday, we were hopeful one of us would be off by now but that just wasnt the case.
🤞🤞🤞 hopefully we are back up and running for business by Thursday and we will make our next video longer like we did this last week to make up for the loss ❤️ I appreciate y’all’s patience, if any of you here have PMDD, you can relate to the pain I go through during my cycle. Our bodies have not been kind to us physically or emotionally the past few days so we’ve been resting. A monthly ritual, a sacrifice and yet somehow a miracle we go through just to be the carrier of life and souls from beyond into our world. But that turns into Bed ridden nausea and Heating pads, scalding baths, with music that makes you cry on purpose type of weekends for some of us.
Wish us rest and a fast week as we get through it together and we look forward to filming A S A P 🖤
2023-08-29 07:45:10 +0000 UTC
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• procrastination •
We filmed this last minute, I’m getting this posted last minute, but … 👀 this video is longer than usual. That said, I’ll keep this short & sweet 🖤 have a wonderful weekend, stay safe out there, dont do anything I wouldn’t do 😉
2023-08-25 04:24:00 +0000 UTC
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Todays video was filmed last night , so editing now 🙏❤️ and will be up later this evening
2023-08-24 16:24:57 +0000 UTC
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‼️‼️‼️Bellesa Vibrator Giveaway‼️‼️‼️
Go check my pinned tiktok for the details : https://www.tiktok.com/t/ZT8FbCWsa/
2023-08-24 13:22:10 +0000 UTC
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• double pleasure •
My favorite part of tribbing is double the pleasure. So the idea of using an internal dildo was very intriguing to me. As as nonbinary person myself, wearing a piece in general is extremely gender euphoric. I can cum from just that alone. So getting to try something that could stimulate me internally while also getting to fuck my wife like that was a dream. But wait, don’t go run off to purchase one just yet. I do have some hold ups that make this toy not one that I’d reach for any more often than our other toys. Firstly, I had to wear a harness with it which I wasn’t a fan of, and even still the internal stimulation wasn’t any better than the feeling I get from my clit against the base of the dildo as I’m thrusting in and out. The visual, the clitoral, and comfort of an external piece is just as worth it, if not more than this toy. As you can see, I still enjoyed this toy. I enjoyed getting to love my woman the way I did, to the point where the camera got knocked and I didn’t even notice in the moment. I can’t wait to buy and try new toys for you all. Getting to expand the possibilities for intimacy with my woman is something I’ll never say no to. Try anything once, I say 😈
I hope you’ve had a wonderful start to your week, thank you as always for your continued support 🥹 I can’t WAIT to share the things we have coming up on this page through the holidays and end of the year (Hint: October is about to be a month of ~spooky~ encounters 👻)
2023-08-22 17:48:17 +0000 UTC
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• aftercare , after hours •
Bonus post requested on tiktok 🖤 hope y’all had an amazing weekend
2023-08-21 03:34:57 +0000 UTC
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For the foreseeable future, custom / private videos are on hold. My body is not able to keep up with our two weekly posts plus custom videos. I apologize in advance.
2023-08-20 16:29:28 +0000 UTC
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• company of a creature •
For those who’ve watched us for a while, you’ll know I am into some vampire and werewolf and monster type of stuff. We like to get primal, overstimulated, try out new sensations. That said, when I started seeing leg harnesses with tentacle textures on my FYP I became.. curious to say the least. The texture to me was intriguing. You know how when you look at something you can almost guess how it would feel in your hand, or food you can almost sense how it will feel in your mouth? Well I saw those posts and just knew how it would feel on my… lips😏 this made me look more into buying a piece for myself. To be completely honest, I was scared to ask Mykayla to try it with me. I’m not into that kind of porn, I don’t watch things with monsters like that and it felt very taboo to me. When I asked her if we could buy one, I even asked her not to laugh at me when I told her. I was terrified of feeling judged, most especially by the one person I share these vulnerable experiences with. She promised not to laugh, and she didn’t. She was so supportive and made me feel more than comfortable when we were shopping for one. This one I found at a store called Groove. It is called the Creature Cock (which I’m sorry, can we all take a moment to laugh because I can’t say, nor type, that with a straight face😭). Name aside, this was phenomenal. The tapered shape was amazing for me, as someone small who likes it deep, a wider base helps me feel stretched while the thinner head keeps my insides a little safer. I took the whole thing, left pools of my cum in the creases, and Mykayla even said we need to buy a harness big enough because she wants to wear it for me now. So I would say truly, this was a successful toy tryout. We’ve been saying it for a while, and we finally went and invested in new toys & I can’t wait to film more of them for you but I hope todays video is extra spicy for you as it was for us. 10/10 would recommend 🦑
2023-08-17 11:29:36 +0000 UTC
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• grab the camera •
“Do you feel like you lose intimacy with a camera filming you?” Is a question I’m often asked. A few weeks back, the mrs. & I took a shower together where I surprised them by getting on my knees so she could ride my face while standing. Making her cum like that was an out of body experience. Water dripping down our bodies, the room so thick with steam we were practically drinking the air we breathed. All of it was heaven, and getting out of the shower felt like coming back down to earth. All I could think about was how sad I was that we didn’t film. She looked phenomenal, powerful, godly. I wanted to watch it back and I couldn’t. I wanted to see how I looked on my knees drinking her and any water that ran down her skin. But I couldn’t. We didn’t set up a camera. So for weeks I have been fantasizing and day dreaming about that moment. The human memory is faulty. I had began to lose bits and pieces. So finally I had asked if we could do that again and get it on camera, which brings us to this video for the site. I am so grateful to have this job because the camera has added to my love of my wife. I love watching us back and seeing how I made her feel, hearing how angelic she sounds because of my hands, my tongue. I love filming, directing, editing. The camera for me doesn’t take away, it only adds to the experience. I am so blessed to love and be loved by the subject of my art. My lover, my best friend, my muse.
2023-08-15 15:11:32 +0000 UTC
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• the after math •
If you saw my tiktok of Mykayla’s reactions to the lingerie, words aren’t needed for you to know what happened after she saw me in that spicy little red number 👄👅🍑
2023-08-13 19:47:03 +0000 UTC
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New outfits 🥰🥰🥰
2023-08-12 00:53:03 +0000 UTC
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Buying new toys today 😩🙏❤️ can’t wait to show them off… who wants to see me get fucked with a tentacle dildo because that’s what I’m shopping for 👅
2023-08-11 16:34:06 +0000 UTC
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• look at me •
There is nothing better than maintaining eye contact (or rather, trying to😉) while cumming. Personally? I hate eye contact. I always have. I find it uncomfortable to force myself to look in to another person’s eyes for longer than a moment. Just too much perception both ways. However, I’ve learned to reframe my mindset on it throughout the years. And truly that started because of a guy I saw for a short period of time. He was well traveled, kind, extremely intelligent. He was the first to tell me that he intentionally tried to make eye contact because he loves how intimate it is. Now, many years later, I try really hard to connect with people more in that way. It wasn’t until meeting my partner now that I truly understood the full range of emotions I can feel while just looking into her eyes. Eyes that look like rippling waves with the sun shining down. Almost as if they were made specifically for me. My favorite color is yellow and right in the middle of her eye is a bright yellow ring that creates the most beautiful sunflower with her pupil in the center. I love watching those pupils dilate when she looks at me with love and adoration, and I love seeing them shrink to their primal focused state while she follows my every movement like her prey. It’s a challenge for me to hold her gaze but I will do it every time because the raw , undeniable feelings lies behind them. She makes me feel safe being perceived so heavily. no fear of judgments, or critique. Just Her thoughts, her desires, her soul, all of it directed at the object of her lust. And how blessed am I, to be her object.
2023-08-10 18:15:00 +0000 UTC
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