Happy 18th December! Only one more week until Christmas…
On Christmas Eve you will each receive an extra special treat. There are two to choose from but which gift will you get? It’s decision time… do you think you have been…
My Turn Ons (Part 1 of who knows how many)
As you already know, being desired and lusted after turns me on. I love to be seen and really do get turned on filming and photographing myself. It turns out that’s a big kink of mine! I only truly discovered it this year but when I look back it’s definitely not completely new… there were no camera phones (probably luckily) until just before university and then I definitely remember posing for a boyfriend to take pics of me. Also chatting on webcam at my parents house in just a bath robe, taking it off and doing a spin! I remember the adrenaline rush of doing that and sending him crazy.
Also, somewhere I have a video that an ex filmed when I was in my first rental apartment… me in just a pink corset doing a little striptease. I think I was 22 or so then. Maybe one day I’ll have to figure out how to blur my face on that video and it might make an appearance…
So yes, cameras turn me on! My body reacts to being filmed and I cum really quickly whenever I film something to share on here. Sometimes I’m trying to last 5 minutes to make it a good length but it’s almost like that turns me on even more… that’s why learning to tease myself more has been good! I think it very much depends on my mood and what I’m wearing too. The saucy Santa set bought out the minx in me 😅
Another huge turn on about all this is the reactions I get. It’s one thing enjoying an exhibitionist streak but being made to feel beautiful and respected, the compliments, gifts and also genuine appreciation for what I’m doing is so nice. It’s a turn on because I feel empowered and given a lot of freedom to express myself and I love the connection it builds when I share my naked self. If you’ve not shared nudes you should try it some time 😉 it really is quite a thrill!
I’ll write lots more of these. Little and often hopefully if you enjoy them! ❤️
Some more pics from when I went shopping… what do you think of the skirt? 💕
2024-12-17 12:43:36 +0000 UTC View Post
Happy 16th December!
Sugar, spice and all things nice…
If you leave a little tip on this post I’ll send you some surprises 💝 🤫
Had some new wetlook leggings arrive and I looove them ❤️
2024-12-15 13:24:22 +0000 UTC View Post
Little update… 😘
I’ve decided that I’m going to make the time to do more writing on here. When I started posting on Reddit (back in March) I set up a subreddit of my own r/secretmelons and I used to write little diary updates occasionally as well as share my pictures. I thought it would be fun to go back and reread them and update them, see how I’ve changed and add lots of extra details. The one below was called “What turns me on” and whilst it all still applies I have soooo much more to say now. Reading it back I can tell I was a little shy to open up as in some ways it’s scarier to write my desires and feelings than it is to share nudes.
Last night I made a quick list of my turn ons and it was a very long list and resulted in me waking up horny at 5am and unable to get back to sleep 😈😅 I will write that up and share with you soon. It might end up as a novel. 😂 Anyway. This was from 5th May…
Without a doubt, the question I get asked most often is “What turns you on?” …well there are so many things! First and foremost, feeling desired turns me on. All of this is massively arousing for me. I like being in control taking these photos and posting them for the world to see. I love knowing that people fantasise about me, want me and lust after me. I find it all dizzying and exhilarating.
I’ve always found that my body turns me on. I remember when I was much younger there was a time I filmed myself rubbing strawberry shower gel onto my breasts because I loved the sensation and feeling. It smelled gorgeous and had little strawberry seeds in which stimulated my nipples and felt amazing. I felt really aroused watching the video back, I just found it mesmerising.
I think that is the same feeling that I’m capturing now. Before my photos I rub in a little oil or body butter, which does feel incredible. I get really turned on just massaging my breasts and feeling my nipples grow hard. Then dressing in sexy lingerie really adds to that - especially when I see how it makes me look and how it hugs my curves.
When I take the photos I start thinking about the people that will see it and the thought of that also turns me on! I have actually started masturbating when taking some of the photos because I find I just can’t help myself. I first did it on the 1k subscribers exclusive pic and I love how it turned out... You can tell it’s more natural and authentic and my nipples look incredibly hard. There’s just something about this technique that makes the photos better!
There’s lots more I can talk about, but for now I hope that gives you a little insight into what I enjoy about all of this. Whenever you enjoy my content, know that I’m basking in all the excitement and getting aroused by this too!
Love,
Secret Melons x
* Attached pic by ash_y33 inspired by the strawberry 🍓 shower gel story 🤭
Happy 14th December!
Just me in a Christmas jumper…. 😏 and what’s underneath
Last night was my works Christmas do and I took a few pics whilst getting ready!🎄✨
I had fun but thank God it’s Friday!
Gingerbread pjs. From cute to sexy with one lift…💛🎄💗
2024-12-12 11:16:14 +0000 UTC View Post
I love my to edit all my photographs on my secret iPad 😉
2024-12-11 11:10:14 +0000 UTC View PostLittle peek at some new lingerie… I’ll show you tomorrow 😘
2024-12-09 19:00:17 +0000 UTC View Post
Little throwback to when I filmed the pearl thong video. Some pictures this time 😘
2024-12-09 11:05:25 +0000 UTC View Post
Happy 8th December!
Winter leg warmers ❄️ I’m feeling all festive and cosy… and a little bit naughty 😈
Out shopping today for my works Christmas do… what do you think? Feels velvety soft 🖤
2024-12-07 11:45:03 +0000 UTC View Post
Happy 6th December!
Today I’m sweet as sugar candy 🍭
Tip on this post if you’d like something delicious 😏🩷🩷🩷
Happy 4th December!
Time to decorate the Christmas tree! 🎄 🎶 Obviously I always do this half naked, jingling my baubles. Thought you’d like to see 😉
From casual clothes 😇 to ‘just for the bedroom’ 🖤
2024-12-03 11:40:22 +0000 UTC View PostHappy 2nd December! I made something special for you 💋 (with music and everything!) 🎶
Tip on this post anytime in December for an extra special surprise video in your DMs 👀
Happy December! I considered doing an advent calendar for on here but thought 24 days of Christmas might be a bit much… so I’ll just do something festive on the even days (for ‘An Even Better Christmas’ - my marketing knows no bounds. I’m actually super proud of this. Humour me)
Look who’s cumming to town 😂 I hope you’ve been good boys and girls!
Too early for a Christmas jumper dress? Purchased this with the sole purpose of getting my boobs out I can’t lie 🤭
2024-11-30 10:56:58 +0000 UTC View PostDiary post & I answer your questions in the comments ☺️
Hello everyone,
I realise it’s been an absolute age since I’ve written anything on here so thought I’d write a little update! ❤️
Hope those celebrating Thanksgiving yesterday had a wonderful day! In England it was just a regular Thursday but I am so, so, SO excited for Christmas! I have been really busy creating lots of Christmas surprises for you in December. I want it to be the best month yet with more gifs and having fun with my baubles 😂. I’m thinking of calling it “An Even Better Christmas” and on all the even days creating lots of Christmas mischief with extra treats to unlock if you want to.
Speaking of surprises, it has been a while since I sent out any PPVs in the DMs on here so I’ll be sending something a little different soon 👀 I’ll keep it as a surprise for now but it’s something I created as a custom that is far too good not to share!
I still haven’t told anyone in my day to day life about this secret side of myself. Being an OnlyFans girl has become so normal to me but I know it would be shocking to friends and family… and colleagues 😬 I think it is just wiser to keep it to myself as no doubt one person would tell one person etc etc and I’m a very private sort of person. I don’t even really talk about sex with my friends (apart from the friend I’m having sex with - a guy, in case you wondered 😂).
I was recently chatting to someone on here about the online world and how in a way it makes us all more open and gives us more freedom to express ourselves. I absolutely love that. It is an absolute cliche I know but I genuinely do have a hidden side to myself. I am a sensual and caring person who can also be a bit of a freak in the sheets. I’m sure you can all relate. I like to let go of my inhibitions during sex and I like to be playful. I get to explore all of that on here too. Filming myself does actually turn me on so when you watch me orgasm you should know that I cum faster because it’s the thought of you watching me, the idea that I’m being so naughty filming myself and the nervous excitement of it all. When I press send to all I find that really arouses me as well. Last time my nipples actually ached they got so hard. Nothing really compares to the feeling of this. It’s the feeling I first had when I shared a photo on Reddit and it’s addictive.
It’s a strange thing really because I am such a private person. I always think before I speak. I often consider other people before myself. I’m often in work mode and keeping everything running. This is kind of relaxing and creative. I love how powerful I feel knowing I’m turning people on and I guess I enjoy all the attention being on me. I like the control I have, that is a real thrill. I know that it’s fun and exciting. This is pure escapism but in a real and authentic way and I think despite not knowing much about me, it opens me up in lots of ways (not just sexually but opening up is appropriate there too 😂)
Anyway, I could go on forever analysing why I enjoy this and what I get out of it. Maybe drop me some questions below as I would love to answer them over the weekend. I would also love to hear what you enjoy about it all too.
Lots of love ❤️
Happy Thanksgiving to my American friends. I’d bake something for you if I could 😉 I hope your hearts and tummies are full today! ❤️
2024-11-28 11:20:09 +0000 UTC View PostThought you might want to see what under my work clothes on this very boring Wednesday… 💗
2024-11-27 11:15:08 +0000 UTC View PostThe weather has been awful here today! A storm, power outages, trees down…. but I found time to film this for you whilst out shopping yesterday 😉 At least it’s coat weather so no one noticed my nipples going from shop to shop!
2024-11-24 15:15:30 +0000 UTC View Post
These boots were made for walking! 👢
2024-11-23 12:00:38 +0000 UTC View Post
