Hewwo sweetsharkies โจ๏ธ I can't describe how tired I am these last few days doing all the "ungirly" things like installing a toilet, carrying a washing machine and stuff like that ๐ฅฒ I don't want to complain too much because I know that's not what you're here for, but I don't like lying so I don't want to write that everything is fine๐
Also friendly reminder about my wishlist thronegifts.com/u/ciwcia ๐ฅบ๐๐ป๐๐ป
More Shuten ๐ฅต๐ฅต today is another day of working on the house - we are finally finishing the bathroom, which means that we will slowly start moving in ๐ญ the next few days will be intense - packing, transporting, dealing with formal matters and much more. I'm already incredibly exhausted, today I fell asleep a couple of times while doing things, so I hope this madness and hard work won't last long..๐ญ Somebody praise me for all this hard work, please, I need it ๐ฅบ๐ญ
You can still grab this video and muuch more by supporting me under this post https://onlyfans.com/685010418/ciwcia ๐๐ป we managed to collect almost half of it but it's almost half of the month, so I doubt that we'll be able to achieve this goal ๐ฅบ๐ญ in recent months we haven't been able to achieve any of the previous goals which was a bit sad, so maybe this time we will at least succeed? pretty please ๐ฅบ๐๐ป๐๐ป I do my best to provide you with as much and the best content as possible, working on outfits, sets, planning everything myself and and and ๐ฅบ
Look what I got ๐ฅต๐ฅต I spoiled myself a bit months ago and I bought this awesome 2B Valentine's day costume. I can't wait to make photoshoot in this ๐ฅตโค๏ธโ๐ฅ
I need at least a day off so badly, but it doesn't seem like it's coming ๐ญ we're shooting a CMV on Saturday, so I'll be working from about 6am until the evening and on Sunday I'll have a lot of work to do at home. I have a follow-up appointment on Monday and I'm a bit afraid of it because after the last medical procedure I have a lot of side effects and I'm afraid that I'll have more expensive tests... (not to mention that the visit to the specialist itself is not the cheapest because it costs about $70 ) ๐ฅฒ
i spent the last 2 weeks working on this costume and wig almost every day and yet it looks like i put no effort into it ๐ฅฒ๐ฅฒ this costume was a nightmare for me - a lot of things I did for the first time in my life, a lot of things that didn't work out and ahh, I'm totally tired of it mentally and physically.I promised this costume to my friend so I made it but I'm not happy with how I look in it :C This Saturday we're filming a CMV of the Disney Princesses and I'll be there as Jasmina ๐ฅฐ
Sheee's here โค๏ธโ๐ฅ๐ฅต I extremely love Shuten and I feel so confident in her ๐ฅบ in addition, I really like our concept of the session and how it turned out ๐๐ป
I feel extremely bad today due to recent events, so much so that I cried during stretching (even though I didn't give up and did my routine ๐). I hope you're having a better day than me - if not, here's something to make it better ๐โค๏ธโ๐ฅ
I don't know if I'm more pissed off or sad but I've already cried today. I ordered this costume in June thanks to the help of one of you. I'm not a fan of halloween but you know how much I love Marin, and I wanted to take small steps to start convincing myself for this holiday. Unfortunately, the package has not arrived for two months and when I opened a dispute with the seller, it turned out that the seller chose the wrong shipping method (instead of a parcel locker, he sent the package by regular mail, leaving the address of the parcel locker) and now he is trying to blame me and does not want to pay me back money (the package was returned to him, so...).. I'm incredibly angry because this is another outfit I won't get because of someone else's mistake and I feel like I'm wasting your support.
Not to mention that last year my Halloween Marin didn't arrive on time and it makes me want to cry even more because it looks like I won't be able to make it this year either... Once again. .
I added this costume for the second time to my wishlist, so maybe some of you will want to help me get this costume for the second time.. :C
https://thronegifts.com/u/ciwcia
Thanks to you I booked first place for photos ๐ฅบ๐ญ๐ Thank you so much! I've been wanting to take photos in this maid costume for a long time, especially since most of my dress up darling characters have official art in it โจ๏ธI think black lobelia is the best fit for this place, what do you think? are you excited? ๐ฅบ
Hewwo sweetsharkies! More Raiden Shogun- this time in #CiwciaBride ver <3 I'm happy that I can show here my plans, photos, do what I love and just be myself <3 Love you guys <3
remember my barbie-inspired Marin? ๐ do you think I should put the whole set here for free for everyone? ๐๐ฅต I want to spoil you a little more ๐
Long story- feel free to skip <3
The last month has been incredibly difficult for me.This month - literally 2 days ago, I submitted a ready master's thesis, which was literally a nightmare for me. I'm waiting for the review and if it is successful, I will defend my thesis in September. I don't know how many times I wanted to give up this month - I tried to write my thesis at the highest level and yet I kept getting objections from the promoter and newer guidelines for correction...I had the impression that by the end I was correcting absurd things, but oh well.. I did it.
The worst aspect of it all was the physical pain - I was diagnosed with probable endometriosis and had a medical procedure, the side effects of which were very bothersome and lasted for a whole month.I can't tell you how weak I'm because I ble.d for a whole month and the pฤ in on some days was unbearable.
Also, I had a lot of work to do on our house, which I don't even want to mention because I'm sure none of you want to imagine me cutting tiles or using a tiller x'DDD I did 10 new sessions, traveling thousands of kilometers around the country, styling wigs, preparing accessories, looking for inspiration and creating my own photo backgrounds for it. I started working on 6 new costumes, because despite everything I want to provide you with content without major interruptions.
I think this month I have exceeded all my limits and you don't even know how much I would like to rest... I don't know if it will be possible - my budget is very limited, especially due to my health condition, so I will probably have to start looking for a second job instead of resting ๐ข in the next few days I will prepare new sets of photos, both HQ and selfies, so I will be grateful as never for your support and help, but of course don't feel fo.rced in any way ๐ซถ
we did a very spontaneous photo session today - our friends visited us yesterday because we lent them photographic equipment and during the conversation it turned out that we could do something together and here they are - cow Raiden x Yae Miko ๐ฅต๐ We look so hot together with @nayochan โค๏ธโ๐ฅ๐
More #CiwciaMarin ๐ฅต๐ฅต a friendly reminder that there are still a lot of hot costumes on my wishlist and buying them will allow me to realize my dreams and plans faster (and you will get much more hot content) so win win ๐๐ thronegifts.com/u/ciwcia
I waaaant to sleep ;; I've slept maybe 8 hours in the last 3 days, so I'm literally exhausted ;; but first the promised giveaway results! not too many people met all the criteria, so here are the results:
6 month access: Krzyshek
1 month access: AlphaMasterBeta, AzureSilentMark
Congratulations! I will contact you in a private message soon <3
Yor ended up tied up after drinking with a loid ๐โก๏ธโก๏ธ I love storytelling photos that and I think these came out beautifully ๐ฅบ๐๐ป๐๐ป
Loid hand: Rubycinna
upcoming plans for Monday's session ๐ฅฐ I prefer not to think how broke I will be after traveling to another city, renting an apartment and choosing photos, but I have a good opportunity to take photos so I'm taking advantage ๐คฃ๐
More #CiwciaMarin ๐ฅฐ Green isn't my favorite color but I think I look kinda cute ๐ฅฐ What is your favorite color btw? Mine is pastel pink and blue ofc ๐ญ
do you want to join? ๐ฅต๐ I love taking a long relaxing bath. I needed it very much, especially since July was a difficult month for me - a lot of stress, work, medical treatment and its side effects ๐ญ๐
More Ai โจ๏ธ you guys haven't been very active here lately and I'm wondering why ๐ญ I'm trying to give my best here and I'm getting out of my comfort zone more and more to do things that you might like more, but I have the impression that it's still not enough for you ๐ฅบ Needless to say, it's a bit sad for me ๐ฅฒ