Now my house is being renovated and spidermen are climbing around outside my house, periodically I see them through my window. It doesn't seem to be a problem, but I don't have curtains :D
Right now my house was all vibrating due to home renovations, I shared this with my friend and the friend said "feel like you're in Japan" it lifted my sad mood
I'm also confused about the size of my lips in this photo. for some reason my lips seem too huge, although they don't usually look that huge (in case you're wondering-my lips are natural like everything else except my hair (which I dye periodically) and my face makeup is not very natural either.
I write this text with a smile after my friend's words, but I still feel apathetic.
Also, in one of these pictures you can see my makeshift nightstand made from a board and a box xD
#skinny #fyp #cosplay #egirl #gamergirl #nerdy #geek #teen #tiny
Hey! if I wrote some nonsense, sorry, I was woken up by my phone ringing and realized I fell asleep without making a post!
Yay the FYP problem has been solved!
Meanwhile my sleep pattern broke again, I fell asleep in the middle of the day yesterday and woke up in the night and stayed awake for a long time today, then fell asleep again in the afternoon, I felt like a zombie all day x)
Overall on days like this when I'm lost I don't have much going on.
I did however pick up a cosplay that was given to me by a very nice subscriber, if all is well you will see this cosplay too :3
Also the guys told me about starfield, I haven't heard anything at all about this game and I'm even surprised that all the news passed me by, I really want to buy and play it but the price is so expensive :S
But i think i will buy it!
Now I'm going back to sleep, hugs to you all, thank you for being with me even when I'm so lethargic<3
#skinny #fyp #teen #tiny #geek #gamergirl #egirl #cosplay #costume #nerdy
my thoughts are scattered, but it's not bad.
Uh, a little bit of information about my work here. I've been talking to some other content creators, we're all having problems with the FYP system, the shows have become almost zero for all people at once, but that means someone is getting those shows right? I wonder who and why
Hopefully it will be fixed soon
#Skinny #fyp #jinx #cosplay #gamergirl #egirl #teen #tiny #geek #nerdy
I want to tell you this.
The existence of Jinx from LOL in her original clothes and with her pigtails is impossible, or Jinx had problems.
Why?
It's simple. Braids have a bunch of weaves in them, roughly speaking they are loops that are good for hooks. What hooks, Jinx doesn't have hooks. Jinx have hooks! The hooks are her bullet belts. These bullets are both on her back in the rib area and on her back in the hip area. As a result, each cartridge is turned into a hook on both sides of it, and we have these hooks in two places at once. I'd be lying to you if I didn't tell you that her pigtails are constantly getting stuck and tangled in these bullets.
So I think that this costume is not realistic, even though it is my favorite, just like Jinx herself.
Maybe Jinx was smarter than me and did something with the pigtails or the bullets, I don't know.
Here's my observation. Also, those hooks get so much hair on them that Jinx has to re-braid the braids, in my case
Otherwise I think it's a comfortable and practical outfit for active combat, 0 protection but maximum mobility, although why would Jinx need protection haha!
Honestly, in games where it is possible to make a glass cannon, I make a glass cannon, to hell with armor, I will kill fast and die just as fast.
#skinny #teen #cosplay #fyp #cisplayer #jinx #anime #arcane #gamergirl #egirl #geek #nerdy #petite
Oops! Second picture of Jinx :3
good night or good morning, everyone!
unfortunately my friend won't be able to come visit me all in the end. hopefully she'll be able to make it at least a little later.....
#cosplay #jinx #cosplayer #lol #teen #tiny #petite #egirl #gamergirl #nerdy #geek #fyp
Suddenly Jinx
The old version of the costume and wig is here again. i got tired of waiting for the new wig and stuff, so i just did a little photoshoot with what i already had.
I hope you missed Jinx. It was unplanned.
And you can also see my new chair and my not completely organized workspace:3
Wait! Can you promise not to be jealous?
If so, you can keep watching the post. I'm becoming one with this kitty in bed, I don't know who you're more jealous of, the kitty or me, but you promised!
In the meantime, my back is back to normal. tomorrow I will probably go to pick up my yoga mat and do my first yoga class on this mat (I mean on this mat, I've done yoga on another mat before).
Now let me talk about my absurd thoughts when I fall asleep
before I went to bed I had this weird idea that maybe evolution and cancer have something to do with each other and it literally drove me crazy, but I think it's a delusion. Before I go to sleep, my brain takes on a life of its own and comes up with different theories. This time I was convinced that new organs and in general the development of organisms is driven by tumors, and cancer is an unfortunate evolution. now it all seems ridiculous to me, but in the state when I was almost asleep it seemed to me a brilliant theory (please don't think I'm a fool, but maybe I'm really a fool at some times)
#skinny #teen #legs #butt #tiny #geek #fyp #nerdy #cute #small #petite #shorts #toy
a set of photos-- with a bad back in bed take two.
Why not?
Besides, I'm starting to feel better, and my mood is getting better too, especially since I always have a soft, cuddly cat with me.
If you're interested in my regular clothes, here are just my clothes for home :3
#teen #skinny #tiny #small #petite #tummy #geek #nerdy
and again old photos from Thailand, temporarily I can’t do new things, but I think I will be able to soon(but it seems you have not seen this particular photos)
I continue to rest and not strain my back which makes my arm hurt. I ordered a yoga mat and as soon as I feel better I will start practicing.
I have also started listening to an audiobook while resting, as a child I really liked this format of books as it is very comfortable and compatible with falling asleep and darkness, the narrator's voice and the calm music in the background is very soothing to me.
Thought about listening to different podcasts, but I prefer audiobooks for now
By the way, did you know about gynandromorphs? A very beautiful and understudied phenomenon in birds, insects and some crustacean species, as well as various other creatures. It is an extremely rare event. There are different kinds of this mutation, but it is an anomaly of development of an organism, which is expressed in the fact that in one organism large parts of the body have genotype and signs of different sexes, it is best manifested in those creatures, which they show outwardly sexual dimorphism
#skinny #teen #schoolgirlcostume #cosplay #costume #geek #nerdy #egirl #fyp #petite #stockings #croptop #tummy
Oh my God, I urgently need sports!! I'm falling apart. in Thailand, this was not the case with me, because I moved a lot and was more active
but today I have problems again and this time it's nerves - my leg goes numb and my arm hurts, My back has only recently recovered and I was happy about it...
I wanted to make new content and a lot of things, how it me off, now I'm writing it with a voice assistant. I can't even use the phone now...
went crying and lying down
Hi everyone!!!
Yesterday I spent the whole day with my parents traveling and looking at fabrics for curtains, I ended up very tired. basically nothing new. I did something and I'm tired as usual lol
Apparently I will not have time to finish everything that I had planned before my flight to Thailand, the main thing for me now is to have time to get parcels with suits that I am very much waiting for and still solve the problem with my health insurance and doctors because this problem is solved very long because of bureaucracy.
And I really want to apologize to you that yesterday I fell asleep after I got home and did not make posts I hope you are not offended by me.
Also, my friend will probably come to visit me in one week and she will stay with me here for a while and I am very happy about that.
That's all the news. I plan to leave for Thailand in October and come back in the spring
#teen #costume #cosplay #egirl #tiny #small #petite #stockings #tummy #abs #bikini
Wow, you raised the amount for cosplay so quickly! I made an order :3
Expected delivery date for costume and wig around September 20
Thank you for choosing cosplay, not even knowing that it is cosplay :3
And thank you all so much, I didn't expect it to be so fast
Let's pick a suit together!
Ugh! I finally finished this list!
I hope you like the costumes on this list, some of the items are cosplay, so I'll buy wigs etc :3.
Thank you all so much in advance!
If we collect more than we need for 1 costume, I'll buy several. Or (I don't believe in that, but still) we collect a lot, I'll buy all these costumes and find something else as a bonus :3
and of course you will get a preliminary photo set with a fitting :3
I'm getting ready to alter all these clothes haha.
Hello, dear friend.
Today I was sad this night, I couldn't sleep for a long time, finally I was welcoming the dawn on the windowsill and looking at the world through the window, I decided to capture this moment and share it with you guys
Sometimes I feel so insignificant or forgotten, sometimes there are moments when you don't need to run away from your thoughts or sadness and just let yourself live those feelings.
After these pictures, I listened to old Eminem songs and then when I decided I wasn't going to sleep at all tonight, I fell asleep
#Skinny #ppv #teen #tiny #gamergirl #egirl #petite #small #cute #girl
Hi! today my parents came to my apartment to help me install the mounts for future curtains, I had a very nice time with my family. every year my relationship with them is getting better, I love my mom and dad incredibly much, they are smart and incredible personalities, before we had a lot of disagreements and difficulties, but now everything is as kind and pleasant as possible and I am happy about it
I am one of those people for whom parents are the closest and dearest people, it was so even when we had total misunderstanding and overcontrol in the past, so to achieve such a relationship after many years is very important and dear to me
#video #skinny #tiny #small #teen #costume #cosplay #nekochan #anime
I got and assembled my new computer chair today. i still need to buy rgb tape, a keyboard, a monitor, monitor brackets, and lots and lots of other things. tomorrow i'll get to installing curtains for curtains and looking for curtains!
and I also want to find a rug and a footstool under my desk + shelving and shelves and a whole bunch of different things.
really tired...
plus I've started working on a game project with the good guys, so I'm working more on creating a plan and getting back into learning 3d again
a lot of stuff to do! real crazy.
#skinny #teen #tiny #cosplay #egirl #gamergirl #geek #nerdy #petite #small
Let me tell you a little bit about ambivalence
I am quite a complex person (like all humans), ambivalence in my behavior and attitude towards everything often manifests itself in my life, in my decision making, in the way I relate to people.
For example, my attitudes towards things can be contradictory, my ideas evoke contradictory and opposite feelings, etc.
Ambivalence in humans can manifest itself in feelings, ideas and judgments, in the choice of decisions, in the occurrence of desires, etc.
In clinical psychology and psychiatry ambivalence is understood as a periodic global change of an individual's attitude to someone: last night the patient had only positive feelings towards a certain person, this morning - only negative feelings, and now - again only positive feelings
So sometimes you can see my active desire to socialize, and at other times you can see meager responses.
my whole life and evaluation of anything is either black or white, no intermediate colors. i try very hard to change this, but it is very difficult. everything is either bad or good.
my mood is the most incomprehensible and unstable thing, it literally switches to the opposite side at the snap of my fingers without any events.
However, i am getting better and trying to balance, keep all factors in my head at the same time and explain my feelings to myself.
#teen #skinny #tiny #small #cute #petite #stockings #egirl #gamergirl #costume
I proclaim this to be foot day.
Bottom line. I'm shocked at how heavy my new desk is......
The hardest part was dragging the desk across the threshold of my apartment - it's a huge box, very heavy, and it was hard to lift. However, the desk ended up inside my apartment and I had already assembled it.
Assembly was easy, I love assembling things. Now I need to figure out the rest of the design, and figure out how to make holes in the table top for the Pop Up Sockets.
I also plan on buying colored tape, wall decor, I'm still waiting for my new chair, I need a shelving unit, wire holders, some inexpensive monitors and more.I dread to imagine how much stuff I need....
#skinny #teen #feet #foot #nylon #stockings #legs #egirl #kawaii #anime #cosplay #tiny #geek #Nerdy
oh my god i finally bought a table and a gaming chair! i'll get the package this week and start customizing my gaming space :3
I couldn't find any table that fits perfectly, so I ordered a quality basic model that I will customize and add everything I need :3
I can finally have the perfect gaming space YAAAAY
#nekochan #anime #kawaii #egirl #gamergirl #cosplay #tiny #teen #geek #nerdy
A tantalizing dancing snow cat
For some unknown reason I haven't made a video in a while. Decided to rectify that oversight!
Also there will probably be another video later x)
#skinny #teen #tiny #egirl #geek #nerdy #cosplay
It's done ! The house is clean, I'm clean, and I'm a cheetah or snow leopard by the looks of it :3
I'm very tired today, but I'm happy that my back is fine
Thank you all for your moral and not only moral support, it was very nice to me!
I won't say too much since I'm already falling asleep, good night or good day to everyone
#skinny #teen #anime #kawaii #fyp #tummy #tiny #egirl #nekochan #gamergirl #geek #nerdy
my back is better! So I'm getting my apartment in order and will be taking pics!
It's hard to be in here right now, somehow it's gotten chaotic, so I'm washing everything and putting it back in its place.
I don't know how I got the apartment so messy these days without cleaning it up
Listening to music and running around the apartment
I'm getting better!
While I'm waiting for my recovery, I'm lying down, I changed one costume, which was very huge for me.
here is a small preview, since I still don't have the strength for a full-fledged photoset
I like the result!
Just don't pay attention to the room behind me, it's a nightmare, an old stool, a warehouse of boxes, etc. lol
and I also got tired of lying down with my phone, so I found a position where I feel comfortable lying down with my laptop (yes, I don't have a laptop stand).
Anyway, now I can at least play bg3 and I think I'm about to finish the game story.
#gamergirl #egirl #geek #nerdy #teen #tiny
Hey, everybody!
I'm getting better :3
Don't worry about me not lying down in these pictures, I took these pictures quickly and didn't have time to hurt myself too much. Besides, I still need to get out of bed from time to time.
My inner sociophobe rejoices, I found a food delivery service where the delivery guy just leaves the food at my door and walks away, when I pick up the food I don't see a single person and considering I look a bit chaotic right now, it's the best option for me.
I think if I give myself some more rest I'll be fully recovered pretty soon. Besides, I realized it's not a pinched nerve, it's an inflamed muscle.
Love you all <3
#skinny #teen #girlnextdoor #tiny #geek #egirl #alt #gamergirl
Now my days are lying in bed. In order not to overwork my back, I took a photo in the same place where I lie
unfortunately my back is only fine when I'm lying down, hopefully I'll get better soon
This is not a fun situation. I got a pinched nerve in my back.
Last time that happened to me, I spent 3 months in bed (or more)
I'll try to take care of myself.
It's a shame, because today I planned to take new photos ...
And I have nothing to eat, I will order food delivery from the café, so as not to injure my back even more, and you can take care of me and feed me :3
Summer will be over soon. Only a few weeks left
Did you have any plans for the summer?
Have you accomplished everything you had planned?
for anyone who doesn't know what to answer there is option 4, just to see the answer.
I'm thinking about what I should have time to do this summer in my home country, if you have any cool suggestions, be sure to share with me :3
#skinny #legs #teen #tiny #small #tall #butt #ass #booty #geek #egirl #gamergirl #nerdy
Let's talk about memes and humor
I love humor and memes, I like wordplay, etc.
But ever since I became iShyNya I've been facing one problem all the time. All of my favorite memes are local. Only people in my country understand them, and the rest of the world won't even be able to understand it at all, or it would take a deep study of my country through the years with all the phenomena.
Memes and humor is a special culture that reflects the peculiarities of life and thinking of people in different countries.
People like very different memes and of course I know some memes in English too.
This is the same trouble with humor, all my jokes are built on the culture of my country. So as a result of not knowing jokes in English and so on, while communicating with you I sometimes come up with a joke that can be understood in any country in any place by a person speaking English.
I feel disconnected from the culture of this world. Also, I am madly tempted to write my posts in a funnier and less formal way. And I can't get the cultural influences that have been placed on me out of me.
Let's have a little flash mob. Write me jokes and send me memes, slang, etc, I really want to get closer to you and closer to English culture
#skinny #legs #teen #petite #tiny #egirl #cute #small #gamergirl
It's rainy and overcast today, but I took these photos in natural light and decided to take them with light colored clothes.
I had planned to alter one outfit today and take pictures, however I was counting on the sun, no sun and I quickly changed my idea and plans
I'm generally not good at making plans as I always do the opposite
I also really love dates now, just recently tried it for the first time and now I eat it very often!
#skinny #teen #tiny #abs #legs #tall #egirl #cute #nerdy #geek #gamergirl