How do you feel about airplanes and flights?
My first flight was in 2019 and lasted only 4 hours, I have flown less than 10 times in my life, I really like the feeling when the plane leaves the ground and is in the air, a magical feeling.
In general, I like airplanes, but I really don't like the rush that precedes the flight.
My flight tomorrow will take more than 10 hours (this is just being in the sky), but my longest flight took almost a day, including change of airport and planes
#Shibari #rope #teen #skinny #abs #geek #nerdy #tiny #petite
I suddenly discovered that I have costumes in which I did not have time to take photos, and also that I could not take everything with me, I will try to fix it, I really hope that I will have time ...
The feeling of being in a hurry makes me crazy to be honest, as a child I had nightmares about being late for something
#Shibari #rope #teen #skinny #abs #geek #nerdy #tiny #petite
I have a few days left in Thailand, I'm trying to finish all the rest of my work here at an accelerated pace, and therefore, in order not to forget about the posts, I prepared a photoset for you a few days in advance, until May 10 inclusive I will be less active, but the posts will be published stable.
Earlier I told you that I want to try shibari, I ordered different ropes, in the end I came to the conclusion that I need a lot of ropes and the longer the better!
I studied different nodes, diagrams, videos for a very long time, but I decided to try it on my body only yesterday.
So I realized that the rope was not long enough and simplified the pattern a bit, this was my first attempt and the knots were not very strong, but the feeling of the rope on the skin is very pleasant, so I will return to mastering this art, besides I think it looks very nice even though it was the first attempt
#Shibari #rope #teen #skinny #abs #geek #nerdy #tiny #petite
From tomorrow until my return home, a pleasant surprise awaits you :3
spoiler it has to do with japanese art hehehehe
#teen #schoolgirlcostume #cosplay #costume #cute #tiny #egirl #geek #nerdy
Impostor syndrome part 2
If you feel something similar to imposter syndrome, first of all, tell yourself that you are okay. Many people around the world experience this syndrome from time to time.
Moreover, imposter syndrome cannot be considered 100% negative: if you initially consider your skills to be absolute and do not develop them, you will not become better. Doubting oneself does not always mean devaluing oneself, sometimes it means trying to objectively evaluate oneself and what is happening.
Your concern is to work on what you think and feel about your successes yourself. I don't believe in pure luck without effort. Even to win the lottery, you have to go and buy a ticket - that's already an effort. In order for people to be interested in my profile, I put my heart and soul and endless days of effort into my photos and all aspects of working on my profile. Of course, luck is also important, but without proper work, luck would never come.
There will always be dissatisfied people, why waste energy on proof? Direct it towards feeling confident in your own abilities. Did you notice your weaknesses? Great, that means now you can work on personal growth.
#Pajamas #cute #tiny #teen #egirl #skinny #fit #egirl
Impostor syndrome part 1
People with impostor syndrome believe that they are deceivers who mislead others. They often feel convinced that they will soon be exposed and seen as incompetent in their field.
When it comes to models and content creators, such individuals may compare themselves to others and believe that those individuals are more talented and deserving of their success. For example, I sometimes feel guilty and think that I don't deserve the kind treatment and support I receive from my fans. I feel that I just got lucky and there are many more deserving models out there.
However, I am working on overcoming these feelings and understand the underlying reasons for this syndrome.
One sociocultural factor is that when a person grows up in a society where acknowledging one's achievements in public is considered boasting, and where "authority knows best" in determining a person's capabilities, the individual may fail to notice their own successes.
Another factor is the system of evaluations and comparisons. For example, someone might say, "What's so difficult about taking photographs? It's just a couple of clicks. Try finding a real job or becoming a real model; that's where real success lies." Such comments can cause doubt in one's own success, making them believe that they only achieved something due to luck.
Finally, fear of making mistakes can be a part of impostor syndrome. Individuals with this syndrome are often certain that one mistake will reveal that they are not as competent as they seem to be, such as a failed photoshoot or a decline in profile interest.
#Pajamas #butt #cute #tiny #teen #egirl #skinny #fit #egirl #ass
my mother said that when I arrived home I would be greeted with herring, potatoes and pickled tomatoes. I think I'm going to heaven
#Pajamas #abs #cute #tiny #teen #egirl #skinny #fit #egirl #tummy
favorite photo in this set
I got a few messages and a comment about it looks like pajamas. does it really look like pajamas?
#Pajamas #abs #cute #tiny #teen #egirl #skinny #fit #egirl #tummy
phew! I finally got my tickets, waited for the moment when the price became cheaper by almost 2 times! tired but made new spontaneous photos.
some information for May:
On May 10 I will return home (and I hope to sleep off and have a good rest)
May 25th is my birthday and I keep forgetting how old I am
#cute #teen #tiny #abs #smalltits #petite #skinny #egirl #gamergirl
I almost calmed down. I'm trying to find tickets. It's funny, there are no direct flights to my country at all, should I find something with short transfer times and get home sooner or stay a day and look at another country ... hmm
The number of tickets scares me.
And I also found content that I didn’t explore in Baldur’s Gate and I’m very happy about it. I would trade my life for a life in these games
In case you're wondering, I really like Astarion. I even found on YouTube a 6 hour recording of all the voice lines from the game and found out the name of the one who voiced this character. It's just incredible. I want to be as charismatic, but I'm too simple T_T
I would like to know English at the same level as my native language and try to make artistic voice recordings for you or read some books, etc.
#cosplay #cosplayer #costume #succubus #succub #elf #devil #egirl #teen
ehh it seems the content in the game is over, all other locations will be available after the release of the game :(
I'm looking for something I might not notice
I keep playing Baldur's Gate. it's like therapy for me now
By the way, I thought, maybe it's worth returning the photoset with Yuno Gasai from the Future Diary?
#cosplay #microbikini #bikini #abs #skinny #fit #egirl #gamergirl #teen #tiny
Cute photo but sad text, sorry
I seem to have recovered with my body, but my mood and nerves are a complete disaster ...
I feel irritated, sad, anxious, and much more unpleasant. Don't worry, as usual, I'll probably get through this, but right now I'm very uncomfortable ... Complete confusion with tickets, with the future, with security, in general with everything.
The only thing that makes me happy now is meeting one character in Baldus Gate 3, as I feel light romantic notes and falling in love, and this is at least something pleasant. I would like to forever become a cartoon character or a game character and live in an alternative world, of course I understand that this is impossible. but i want another world
I just want to scream or cry, I don't know. I have to do things, time is running out and I can’t delay ...
I always believe that everything will be fine even when things get worse. however, everything will be fine if I act, and for this I need to calm down and return to normal ... I want to go home so much and what a pity that it is not safe there ...
I don't know what to write, my thoughts are confused and I want to rest
#skinny #teen #fit #leggins #yogapants #gamergirl #egirl #cute
I still don't feel well and I'm very nervous about the long flight ahead. so I'll try to relax. I finally bought myself Baldur's Gate 3 and started playing, several times already recreated the character lol. I can't decide on history
I like that there are also dice rolls here and in general the game is made with dnd in mind
also...something crazy happened to ticket prices and it makes me even more nervous
#yogapants #leggins #legs #skinny #teen #tiny #young #fit #gamergirl
it's so funny, i'm posting in sportswear, but now i feel weak. but it's better than yesterday.
so today I will rest a lot and try to eat more. however, there was almost no food left at home. so soon I will order groceries delivery and so on... oh! perhaps you want to please me with delicious food?
did I already say? I finally found some nice little tomatoes. and delicious tomato juice without unnecessary additives. my tomato soul can go to heaven...
#butt #ass #yogapants #leggins #legs #skinny #petite #teen #tiny #young #fit
Just woke up By the way, it's a thunderstorm here! I'm so happy, I love thunderstorms
In case you didn't know, my stuffed cat sleeps with me :3
I was also digging through old files and found a small fragment of a video with Ankha
#teen #skinny #tiny #cosplay #costume #ankha #catgirl #nekochan
The first video is with a thunderstorm, and on the second there are flying things in the sky, but on a phone camera it doesn't look as cool as live ... After flashes of lightning, a very heavy downpour began 5 minutes later
yesterday and today I watch thunderstorms, do you want to see the lightning in the sky that I captured on video?
and the wind is so strong that some strange objects, packages and leaves periodically fly in the sky
Interesting fact.
Striving for a goal, the whole process of getting to something, supplies us with dopamine, we feel happy while we are moving towards our goal. However, when the goal is achieved, we may feel devastated and not experience such happiness.
Because of this, my important recommendation. Know how to enjoy your way to the goal. Don't push time forward
#yogapants #leggins #fit #teen #skinny #sport #tiny #kawaii
Do you know the downside of living in a former abandoned hotel?
I don't regret choosing this apartment at all because I can take beautiful photos here.
The new staff of this building doesn't do anything for the building. Have you seen the panoramic windows? I have to clean them myself with little magnetic tools. Many things are broken and don't work (I've had to fix things like the toilet and shower drain many times). However, while I can fix and clean almost everything in the apartment, I won't do it in the common areas. I'm afraid to wear white shoes because instead of regular flooring, there are carpets everywhere that used to be white, but now they're black, gray, brown, and everything sticks to my shoes so much that I can't clean it off. It also smells weird here... There are cobwebs everywhere and many lights don't work. Only one elevator usually works out of several, and there are many other problems. And I have to carry my bags to the city's laundry machines to wash my clothes.
So what am I saying? You often can see something perfect in photos and can have a false idea, but in reality, it may just be an illusion.
I'm not going to hide it and be ashamed
#cute #teen #skinny #tiny #kawaii #anime #schoolgirlcostume #gamergirl #egirl
Here are some news:
Imgur is now banning NSFW content and accounts that contain such content, even if it's relatively mild. This will likely affect me and others, so if you have any NSFW content on Imgur, please save it to a safe place as you may lose it soon.
Reddit is updating its API permissions, which may result in some third-party apps having restrictions on working with NSFW content. If you use a non-standard Reddit app, you may no longer be able to view such content.
It's incredibly hot in Thailand right now, with record-breaking temperatures. As someone from colder lands, it's quite the experience, but it's not surprising given that the planet is getting hotter every year.
I will likely need to visit my family in a dangerous place next month and stay there for some time. After that, I plan to return to Thailand and legalize my stay here for a longer period. I hope that everything will go well and I will remain safe.
Although I'm not an expert, I'm helping some girls with their profiles on Fansly - they want to have lively and interesting profiles where they can feel comfortable and share their experiences. Perhaps I'll be able to introduce you to some of them later on.
#cute #anime #kawaii #schoolgirl #cute #teen #tiny #geek #nerdy #egirl
Wow! Today marks a quantitative milestone in my fansly profile! I have reached 5000 followers, I couldn't even imagine that so many people would like what I do.
I am immensely grateful to all of you guys :3
I will strive to improve myself and continue to bring you joy through my content!
I will slowly start publishing this cosplay but in a more comfortable version for me (with a mask attached or not with a full face)
I realized that I watched this anime almost exactly a year ago :3
the full photoshoot with less censorship is here https://fansly.com/post/490577191105474560
#cosplay #cosplayer #dressupdarling #costume #succub #succubus #devil #demon
it was the saddest set since few people saw it, I did it at the time when my last account on another site was deleted. However, I really like this set, so I want to give it a second chance. more than a year has passed and since that moment I have faced an incredible amount of difficulties and it seems that I have become stronger and coped with everything :3
Now I am sure that whatever happens, I can find a solution.
Apparently people are right. difficulties make us stronger
of course, any problem is a lot of emotional experiences and stress, but it gives you new opportunities and you become more resistant to new problems. I hope that life does not push you into difficult situations, and if it does, then you are fine, but you can always share it with me and I will try to help and support you
#goth #teen #tiny #alt #straps #garter #skinny #stockings #young
hmm somewhere all the people disappeared. and the models with whom I talked in chats began to communicate less and there were fewer of them, there were also fewer people on the street and everywhere in general. even my profile has been relatively quiet lately. such an unusual feeling, it seems to be pleasant but a little disturbing. most likely I don't notice any seasonality, I always had a problem in order to feel the days of the week / seasonality / etc. I even often forget the holidays
I didn’t go to school so often, in high school, I got sick a lot because I was very afraid to go to school (it was psychosomatic, I got sick because I was nervous) and studied more at home and spent time at the computer. at the university I came mainly for exams and important work (if you remember I have a diploma of higher education), when I went to my first job I worked with a schedule of 2 to 2 for 12 hours a day, then I worked from home in computer games and now I also work from home. all this has influenced the fact that I am a little detached from the feeling of seasonality
#teen #tiny #cute #skinny #geek #teen #egirl #small #gamergirl
I found that I bought a too short shibari rope and took another more authentic one. I hope it fits, today I will take it and test it, if everything goes well, you will see new photos soon :3
Do you know that shibari is a very ancient and beautiful art? there are many rules for safety and care for yourself or whoever you decide to tie
of course, it is better to do shibari with a partner, I read that this is a very reverent and gentle process that brings people together. however, no one forbids me to get closer to myself, right?
I already realized that the feeling of a rope on the skin is already pleasant, by the way, the correct rope is very important, I hope I didn’t make a mistake with the choice, I hope I can quickly learn the techniques