I'm absolutely thrilled about this unbelievable swimsuit I came across. 😃 It's so unique and stunning! Do you guys want to see me wearing it? 😊 If there's enough interest, I'll go ahead and make a video review, so you can get a better look at it. Let me know your thoughts! 😄
2023-11-08 07:37:36 +0000 UTC View Post
Post about Me and My Mind 🥹😭💔 I want to share how I sometimes disappear, not because of obligations or a busy schedule, but simply because I can vanish for hours and more. I sit on the couch and immerse myself in reflecting on my feelings, emotions, fears, and experiences. Sometimes, it feels like I could spend the whole day this way. Recently, in anticipation of Halloween, I posted about not needing masks, costumes, or masquerades. However, iCloud reminded me of videos and photos taken two years ago. Seeing how I dressed, my behavior, and how I’m treated myself, these mixed emotions overwhelmed me as I revisited those videos and photos. Why did I dress like that back then? Was I seeking attention or something else? I still don't fully understand. At that time, I always wanted to find love, but my behavior and outfits screamed something else. It was truly a cry for help: "Look at me, save me." The motives behind my actions remain a mystery. And why did I even go to the party for 2-3 days dressed like that? Now, looking back after therapy, treatment, six months of sobriety, and significant self-work, I've found comfort in accepting myself as I am. I can now wear the clothes I like and feel confident without creating provocative images. While browsing through old photos, I still experience complex emotions. I debated whether to share this experience as it's personal, but where else can I share it but here? Two years later, I view it all differently. I still can't believe who I used to be and who I've become now. Perhaps I feel very lonely, maybe because I no longer find interest in cocktails, gossip, parties, and shopping sprees. Authenticity and genuineness appeal to me more. My life is about being in the moment and continuing my self-improvement journey. A healthy lifestyle, to me, is not just about food and exercise; it's about my inner world—how I think, envision my future, what I aspire to, who I want to be, what goes on inside my head, how I perceive others, and how I react to situations happening to me and in the world. I realize in this aspect, I feel utterly alone, so I delve deep into myself. And yes, two years ago, I didn't have much of a rear end, and my skin was far from perfect. The feeling of awkwardness hasn't left me. What do you think about all of this? The opinion of my friends matters to me…
2023-11-06 09:34:09 +0000 UTC View Post
Slow progress is still progress, they say. My waist at 60 and hips at 64.5, trying to reclaim my shape after hitting 30 has been quite the challenge. I used to be someone who effortlessly maintained my fit for a long time. I admit, there are moments of sadness, but my willpower and discipline have not abandoned me. Determined to keep going, no matter how tough it gets. 💪
2023-11-02 03:30:57 +0000 UTC View Post
like maybe I'm just too old-fashioned or maybe a bit of a bore, but I can't quite fathom the idea of dressing up in lingerie for Halloween, flaunting it to the world. I struggle to understand why I should showcase myself that way. Thank you, but I'd rather hit the gym, work up a sweat, do some laundry, and attend to a myriad of other things. Not my style to parade around half-naked at parties, especially on Halloween, seeking attention from every corner. I'll find my joy in quieter, more peaceful things 🥹🧙🏻♀️😽
2023-11-02 03:27:30 +0000 UTC View Post
Stepping into Halloween with my head held high, embracing every part of me, including my skin's journey with pigmentation and acne. True beauty shines from within, and I choose to let my authenticity be my costume. No masks, no hiding – just me, as I am. Let's challenge the norms, celebrate our unique stories, and empower each other to love ourselves, flaws and all. Happy Halloween to all the beautiful souls embracing their real selves tonight! 🎃✨💜
2023-11-02 03:22:30 +0000 UTC View Post
Yesterday I woke up as a little witch, today I transformed into a playful kitty! Halloween is that magical time of the year when we can be anyone or anything we want. For me, it's not about pretending to be someone else but embracing the different facets of who I am. I find joy in being both the witchy enchantress and the cute kitty – after all, they are just a playful part of me! 😂🧙🏻♀️😽
2023-11-02 03:16:44 +0000 UTC View Post
Taking a break from stirring potions in this mystical hat! 🧙♂️ Resting up now for tomorrow's leg day workout at the gym – gotta keep these witchy legs in top shape! No rest, just more gains and enchanting fitness 💜✨
2023-10-31 09:49:45 +0000 UTC View Post
how about the witch on top? 🧙🏻♀️🔮✨
2023-10-31 09:16:32 +0000 UTC View Post
Hey, friends! 🎃 I must confess, Halloween isn't really my thing, but I decided to have a bit of fun and embrace my inner witch for a morning before gym . I'm not a fan of all these costumes and heavy makeup – I love being myself. So, I just played along with a witch hat. What are your thoughts on these costumes and masquerades? I always prefer being true to myself, even at such events. ❤️🙏
2023-10-31 02:21:14 +0000 UTC View Post
woke up as a little witch 🔮✨🧙🏻♀️
2023-10-31 02:03:22 +0000 UTC View PostBefore I stepped into gym world, I was a different person both physically and mentally. I faced challenges that tested my willpower and determination. The road to where I am now was filled with sweat, tears, and countless struggles. I'm considering opening up about my past, my insecurities, and the hurdles I had to overcome to reach this point. It's not just about the physical changes; it's about the battles within, the confidence gained, and the self-love discovered. If you're curious about my journey – the raw, unfiltered version – let me know. Your interest and support would mean the world to me. And if not, that's okay too. Your honesty is valued. So, what do you think? Would you be interested in hearing my story? Your feedback matters. Thank you for being a part of my life ❤️🙏
2023-10-30 04:49:24 +0000 UTC View Post
Hey friends! 🌟 I wanted to share a little update on my fitness journey. After taking a two-week break and diving into a new workout routine, I'm finally starting to feel at home in my transformed body. Building muscles and embracing new exercises taught me the power of patience and dedication. I've learned not to rush the process, knowing that discipline and consistency are the keys to success ❤️🙏
2023-10-30 04:41:14 +0000 UTC View Post
my dimple on my butt is so special to me ❤️🥹
2023-10-27 02:50:51 +0000 UTC View Post
Today I woke up with the maximum weight 48 kg
2023-10-27 02:50:14 +0000 UTC View Post
I hope you like my body shape now?
2023-10-24 09:28:50 +0000 UTC View Post
Hello, wonderful friends! 💖 Following yesterday's post, I'm on cloud nine after taking a step towards self-care. My hair had seen better days thanks to a previous stylist mishap, but today, I entrusted my locks to a new master. So I cut my hair 💇♀️🥹 If you'd like to support my self-care journey, you can show your love by leaving a tip under this post. Your kindness not only helps me look and feel fabulous but also fuels my motivation to be more active online and create even more amazing content! 😎❤️ Your support means the world to me, and I'm immensely grateful for each and every one of you
2023-10-22 10:24:35 +0000 UTC View Post
and I'm in love with my new uggs ❤️
2023-10-21 07:57:56 +0000 UTC View Post
and my nipples are always hard 😎❤️
2023-10-21 07:57:05 +0000 UTC View Post
But I'm glad that my favorite dimple on my butt remains ❤️🥹
2023-10-21 07:55:53 +0000 UTC View Post
The past weeks have been a time of internal storms and self-discovery for me, regarding my life, sports, and discipline. I felt ashamed of my body and the loss of my athletic shape in just two weeks. It not only robbed me of the desire to take photos but also to look in the mirror. I felt dissatisfied... This period brought deep reflections. Initially, I lost the motivation to maintain my online profile and engage in sports. But gradually, I realized that this fluctuation was connected to internal changes. A family gathering on one day became an emotional turning point for me. Particularly, my close relationships with my mom and grandmother gave special meaning to this time. A cross gifted by my grandmother profoundly influenced me, reminding me of the value of the time spent together. However, this joy was overshadowed by sadness and stress. Instead of coping with emotions in a healthy way, I turned to food for comfort. This affected my self-esteem and body image. Awareness of this cycle led me to the decision to change my approach. I recognized the importance of taking care of my emotional well-being and body. Now, I promise not to let emotions control my actions. I will seek healthy ways to cope, whether it's through sports, meditation, or therapy, reflection. Understanding my uniqueness and value became the key to a positive relationship with my body. I decided not to compare myself to others and started to appreciate my achievements. Now I understand that self-love is the foundation for achieving my goals. So, these weeks have been a valuable lesson for me. I will accept my emotions, love my body, and continue to evolve. Now, I am returning to an active life with this new understanding and self-love. I am ready to share my experience and inspire you, moving towards new heights with understanding and self-love, without being hard on myself ❤️
2023-10-21 07:54:45 +0000 UTC View Post
Hello, my fabulous friends! 🌞 I just had to share how my morning kicked off with a sweet dose of chocolate and a refreshing Coca-Cola. 🍫🥤 But, well, you know how life can be full of surprises! I decided to snap a selfie to capture the good vibes, and then...oops! Coca-Cola had other plans and decided to spill all over me! 😅🙈 Not exactly the picture-perfect moment I had in mind. 📸 Normally, I'd keep those mishap photos locked away forever, never to see the light of day. But guess what? I'm learning to embrace the unexpected, the spontaneous, and the real moments in life. After all, that's what makes us unique! 🌟 Life isn't always an Instagram-worthy feed, and sometimes we just have to laugh at ourselves and roll with it. So here's to authenticity, to being unapologetically ourselves, and to sharing both the highs and the spills of life with our closest friends. 💖 Thanks for being part of my journey, my friends. Wishing you all a day filled with delightful surprises and contagious laughter! 😄🎉
2023-09-28 00:09:02 +0000 UTC View Post
I managed to hit the gym today and wash my hair! 🏋️♀️💆♀️ Started with a 20-minute stepper session and then focused on an upper body workout. My phone, however, seemed to have a mind of its own during the workout video, but I won't even get into that. 🙄 I do feel a bit better now, but as I reflected on why I skipped the gym for 10 days and didn't wash my hair, I couldn't help but feel a bit awkward with myself. 🙈
2023-09-26 06:08:07 +0000 UTC View Post
I know that you are not the best my photos but I really tried to do best ❤️
2023-09-26 01:12:30 +0000 UTC View Post
my butt is there but my abs are gone 🥹💪🏼😓
2023-09-26 01:09:10 +0000 UTC View Post
