I've been feeling embarrassed lately because I don't know exactly how to be an OnlyFans creator. I'm extremely comfortable sharing Nude Yoga with you all because that is natural and easy for me. I've been comfortable being naked my whole life, but sharing sexual things is a bit more of a stretch...
This is because my nervous system stores a lot of trauma and keeps me unable to access pleasure. I have done a lot to access my own pleasure but, ngl, it is hard for me. I've done touch therapy, somatic therapy, and hired a massage therapist. I have a professional cuddler on my team and attend workshops for pleasure. I've invested in OMGYes.com.
Today I'm sharing this part of my story with you because I want to be candid and courageous. And because I made a video of myself playing with my toys that I'm going to share here shortly.
I appreciate your patience and support while I explore this part of myself. (I have a friend who is giggling to hear about how my kink of exhibitionism is taking shape.)
Warmly, Esme
p.s. One thing that will make sharing easy for me is to stop overthinking about what I should charge here. I'd like to keep my OnlyFans PPV so I'm just going to say that moving forward each video will cost $9.99 and each picture will cost $4.99.
Nothing more and nothing less than my morning shower. Steamy, soapy, and wet. Am I the only person who likes to bend over and let the water run down my back and legs?
It has been a curious thing for me to be on OnlyFans and I wonder what it will look like in 2024.
Two things I know will happen in 2024: 1. Launch of the Naked Truth, which will be an inclusive online place for nude yoga and body positivity. $19.99/month 2. PPV nude yoga on OnlyFans
The first month of the year on the Naked Truth will include things I've already shared here, so no rush to get over there. (Save your money.) https://esme-celeste.mykajabi.com/offers/ZYexD8e2/checkout
I am spending the next few days in hibernation, letting my nervous system get as much rest as possible. I hope you can find some moments of peace and comfort, too.
Post-shower leg massage with lotion and masturbation. My nervous system really needed some care done this way. I felt curious how it would go with the camera turned on but it worked out just fine.
After every savasanah I rub my hands and feet together for vitality. This picture is the result of a professional photoshoot I did exploring my practice in the nude and I'm really excited to share it here.
After every savasanah I rub my hands and feet together for vitality. This picture is the result of a professional photoshoot I did exploring my practice in the nude and I'm really excited to share it here.
Beautiful people! The last week has felt extra heavy for me and I've been hibernating.
This morning I felt like I had the capacity to receive so I read the multitudes of comments you've left for me.
What a wonderful way to be welcomed back!! Thank you so much for taking the time and energy to write kind words to me. And for your patience and continuing attention.
I appreciate you so much and your expressions of gratitude. XOXO 😘
Some tiger vibes from my morning. The full kriya will publish on YouTube on Dec 6th but I thought it'd be nice to do this little thing for you. I hope you have a nice weekend! xoxo
Happy thanksgiving dear people. I appreciate your generosity and kind words of affirmation. Please, I hope you can turn that same generosity on yourself and the people close to you today.
I tried something new. A little foot and leg massage and some stretching in a skirt.
It felt nice to do but I feel suuuuuuuper vulnerable sharing it. So please keep any negative remarks to yourself. (I don't expect cruelty from you though because so far you have been unbelievably kind.)
