Cute pose until I realized I was sitting on an ant home 😂
Cute pose until I realized I was sitting on an ant home 😂
2023-06-01 12:12:11 +0000 UTC View Post
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Sunbathing always feels great! 😊
Sunbathing always feels great! 😊
2023-05-31 09:34:50 +0000 UTC View PostThis was so uncomfortable to sit on 😭
This was so uncomfortable to sit on 😭
2023-05-30 17:29:37 +0000 UTC View PostSadly, not as many pictures as I had hoped overall, but I wa..
Sadly, not as many pictures as I had hoped overall, but I was a bit stressed being almost fully naked in the woods. Imagine someone randomly walking by 😂😳 Expect some cute forest pictures in the next few days! p.s. last two pictures in direct sunlight were difficult to edit. So overexposed
2023-05-29 15:11:21 +0000 UTC View PostWent exploring in the woods today! Got a bit lost with Maki ..
Went exploring in the woods today! Got a bit lost with Maki and there were so many ants and mosquitoes, but I think it was worth it! I'll go through all of the pictures tomorrow, so hope you're excited 😊 And yes, I was a bit nervous that someone might randomly walk by (in the middle of the forest and very off the path), especially when I completely stripped haha
2023-05-28 17:09:35 +0000 UTC View PostI was hoping to take some cute pictures in the woods, but th..
I was hoping to take some cute pictures in the woods, but then realized I had forgotten the batteries for my camera. RIP 😭. I still had fun hiking with Maki for 9 km. Hopefully I can find a nice forest that's closer to me tomorrow! I didn't want to leave without taking any pictures at all, so here you go!
2023-05-27 17:28:57 +0000 UTC View Post
Want to get naked in bed with me? 😳
Want to get naked in bed with me? 😳
2023-05-24 16:36:36 +0000 UTC View PostWould you like to take a walk with me? 😘
Would you like to take a walk with me? 😘
2023-05-23 14:55:46 +0000 UTC View PostTook these a week ago, but I just can't get creative at my m..
Took these a week ago, but I just can't get creative at my mother's place. The lighting is horrible, and the furniture is not great. Guess the best pictures I took at home were in front of a screen... back to a hotel room haha
2023-05-22 14:34:31 +0000 UTC View PostI looooove this close up! What do you think? I honestly got ..
I looooove this close up! What do you think? I honestly got a headache after this pose, but it really looks beautiful 🥰
2023-05-21 13:13:58 +0000 UTC View PostThat was a horrible time to start up again... right when the..
That was a horrible time to start up again... right when the new wow content dropped. Oops. I was definitely a bit addicted. It's slowing down now, so I'm sane again
2023-05-20 15:00:55 +0000 UTC View PostGoing through a boudoir class, so I'm excited to try out som..
Going through a boudoir class, so I'm excited to try out some of these new poses!
2023-05-04 19:55:01 +0000 UTC View Post
Hey, it's me again. I hope you're doing well! I'm sad it too..
Hey, it's me again. I hope you're doing well! I'm sad it took me this long to get back on here, but it is how it is. There are a few reasons as to why I disappeared, and despite being back to streaming, I haven't posted anything new here. Streaming, in a sense, is an escape for me as well, so just because I seem fine during my streams doesn't mean I actually am. Sorry for the long text, 😅❤️ 1. Some of you may know that I reluctantly started a job back in November. My mother and my friend somehow convinced me it would be good, but it really wasn't. I got depressed pretty quickly after the initial excitement and interest faded. A lot of things went wrong on both ends, and a month ago I got fired. I guess I should've been happy, as I had wanted to quit, but getting fired just doesn't feel great. I was a bit lost. 2. My mother suddenly did a 180 again and told me she doesn't care how I earn my money or if I want to study something else; she'll support me. Honestly, I should be happy about this again, but it's hard for me to believe it. She told me she'd support me from the very start, and yet we had a full-blown argument last year, with her telling me she couldn't stand behind it as it didn't support her form of feminism. Now, the main reason she didn't like it was because I always told them at the last minute that I was going to be gone for the day/night (off to a hotel for some pictures). Am I 14 or what... I am just confused and scared to talk about it again due to the clash we had last year. 3. I'm struggling a lot with the extra weight I have noticeably put on my body over the past 2 years. It's not much, but it's difficult for me to feel sexy at times, and I have to trash a lot of pictures as it highlights my weight gain. Because I am sharing sensitive pictures on here, it's very difficult to just accept myself and move on, especially seeing how much skinnier I was a few years ago. On top of that, I also have very low energy due to being so unfit, which makes working more difficult. Anyone up for a fitness challenge? 4. I moved back home due to my mother needing more help after her knee replacement surgery. It's been fine, but I do miss living alone. So being stuck in my old place again is a bit depressing, and I really want to move out asap. CONCLUSION: I'll try this one more time. I really do enjoy creating content here, but it's not fair for you to see how inconsistent I am. A week's break is ok, but disappearing for over a month is not great, and then it takes me weeks to come back due to feeling guilty. Let's pray for a good time again, because I miss that!
2023-04-28 16:01:32 +0000 UTC View Post
I'm ready for work. Am I dressed appropriately? 😈
I'm ready for work. Am I dressed appropriately? 😈
2023-03-06 16:49:11 +0000 UTC View PostI sure love this hotel room. It's just classy, and I really ..
I sure love this hotel room. It's just classy, and I really enjoy taking pictures in it!
2023-03-04 12:19:37 +0000 UTC View Post
If everything goes according to plan, we can do a short live..
If everything goes according to plan, we can do a short live stream tomorrow around 10/11pm CET. Excited for some new pictures on saturday!
2023-03-02 14:35:28 +0000 UTC View PostNeed to wait till Friday for some new pictures. Anything spe..
Need to wait till Friday for some new pictures. Anything special you guys want to see?
2023-03-01 16:47:56 +0000 UTC View Post
Still need a bit before I go through messages and get things..
Still need a bit before I go through messages and get things in order
2023-02-20 18:24:26 +0000 UTC View PostAn update from me: I hate myself for falling into this phase..
An update from me: I hate myself for falling into this phase. I have way too often, but here we are again. I really loved last year’s Valentine's Day pictures, but looking back on them and pictures from previous years, I noticed how much weight I had gained. I don’t feel sexy anymore. I hate how much extra fat I have, especially around my tummy. I can feel the extra fat on my back at times when I walk or sit. I can’t stand it. I still look good from some angles, but I don’t feel good in my current body. This, as well as stress at work, triggered my anxiety and depression once again. I haven't been this depressed in a long time. I’ve been feeling shit for weeks, which isn’t a good excuse, as you paid for content. If I didn’t have Maki, I’d definitely have more suicidal thoughts than I have right now. There’s no way I could leave her. I’m sorry that I can’t seem to get my act together and be capable of living life and being a responsible adult. I’ve decided to sign up for BetterHelp for some therapy once I have enough money, as these phases are ruining my life and I’ve had enough. It’s unfortunate that I didn't get to do anything cool for Valentine’s Day. I hope you still had a nice day!
2023-02-15 18:38:06 +0000 UTC View PostAlone in an alley. Will you have fun with me? 😈
Alone in an alley. Will you have fun with me? 😈
2023-01-17 12:33:53 +0000 UTC View PostEvery time something big happens I am so drained of energy a..
Every time something big happens I am so drained of energy afterwards... The PC stress around Christmas and New Years just killed me and now I'm super tired after last weekend. However, I'm excited to finally have some cool pictures again, as I went to a cool photo studio with awesome props! Unfortunately, my remote shutter didnt work, so I literally had to get up every time to trigger a countdown and the Auto Focus doesnt work for a delayed shot, ahhhhhhh. I'm soooo sore!! Hope you look forward to some cool pictures this month!
2023-01-09 17:11:33 +0000 UTC View PostHope you have a great New Year! I'll be spending my new year..
Hope you have a great New Year! I'll be spending my new year with family, then building my new ITX PC, and then heading home for an evening stream with some mulled wine! What are your New Year's plans?
2022-12-31 07:20:12 +0000 UTC View Post