I officially started my anti-depressant meds ๐๐๐ it was a HUGE step for me and I wanted you to be the first to know. Thank you for the kind words of encouragement and support! Itโs what made me fully ready to take that leap. Team Lexapro here! Know if you are struggling- you are absolutely not alone here ๐ฅฐ I feel like this could be a game changer for me- and Iโm so ready to take control of my life back โบ๏ธ
Look who finally felt really cute ๐ฅน๐ฅฐ๐ a big celebration to be had about that! Went to ACL with some of my very best friends and my cup is full
Itโs officially my birthday ๐๐ฅฐ and a true day of celebration even though Iโve felt like anything but. As the saying goes, when it rains- it pours. Itโs been wonderful coming back home- but I havenโt felt like myself at all. Iโve been rolling with the punches of the breakup, mounting medical appointments, all things that come with housing and moving, the possible end of a close friendship, lack of sleep and so much more.
Iโm very much trying to focus on the good things! But it feels like Iโm being swallowed by the bad. Everything feels overwhelming. My wonderful doctor thinks itโs time to go on anti-depressants, and I think she might be right. If you have a good experience with meds and feel comfortable sharing, let me know! I have a prescription but anxious to start them.
I just feel like Iโm dropping the ball everywhere in my life- Iโm so sorry if my absence has let you down ๐ค Iโve been trying to get my ADHD meds picked up again- because at least those help me function a little bit ๐ it seems Iโm halfway through the process of making that happen ๐ Iโm going to do my best to fight my way back to posting and messaging here in a way you deserve ๐ฅฐ I have SO MANY sets to edit from my trip and those will start going out very soon! Trying to feel hopeful for the future and taking it one step at a time. Sending alllllllll my love,
Goose and I have a home ๐ก ๐ฅน๐ซถ๐ป I canโt believe it! We did it ๐ I was so so scared about proving my income for many reasons but it all worked out. Iโm so happy! Thank you so much for your support! Could not have done a this without yall
Being back in Texas feels soooooo goood! But it almost feels like my trip was a dream and not reality. Itโs a strange adjustment. Some very hard things have happened since Iโve been back and now Iโm hunting for a home while I hop around staying at friends and families places. Sending all my love! Wish me luck on the house front, I so hope I can find something I love.
I absolutely loved my little pod at the airport! I felt so safe and cozy. Also- this was a fantastic stretch haha my legs needed it after all this walking!
In Switzerland ๐จ๐ญ and itโs beautiful! But my heart is still in Paris. I truly canโt believe how much I loved it. I was really intimidated by Paris, but people were actually nice and there was so much to do. Going through yet another bladder infection ๐ฅฒ too much self love and alcohol in the city of love I guess ๐ absolutely check out the set I sent in the DMs from Paris ๐ฅฐ
The last night in Paris ๐ซ๐ท ๐ข it was such a wonderfully beautiful time. Iโm starting to feel my sparkle come back - and that is a great thing
I put the HOT in HOSTEL. It doesnโt quite work but close enough. I have LOVED Edinburgh way more than I could possibly imagine. Scotland is insanely beautiful ๐คฉ
Accidentally went down 2 inches from walking, better food and also being sad ๐๐ but I got some new pants and just love them! Canโt wait to hop in my messages soon ๐๐
Was absolutely in love with my Scotland airbnb! ๐ด๓ ง๓ ข๓ ณ๓ ฃ๓ ด๓ ฟ canโt wait to share what I shot for you ๐ธ yesterday was hard, but today was a good day ๐ just checked into a hostel for 4 nights! I couldnโt leave Scotland yet!
Good morning! Iโm starting to feel a bit better a few days after my breakup. (This is a photo from before haha still have a puffy face now) itโs been so so hard but itโs not consuming my every thought anymore ๐ small wins
Wanted to tell you first- my relationship of 3 years unexpectedly ended today and Iโm devastated. Itโs also my first day traveling by myself and that made it so much harder.
Please send love and good thoughts my way while I figure out how to navigate this. Luckily I shot some really cute content this week that I am looking forward to getting to you โค๏ธ
Currently- my eyes are swollen and I look dreadful haha but Iโll keep my head up as much as possible!
Made it to my next stop- Nice ๐ซ๐ท my first time in France has been incredible! I just wish my health were better ๐ Iโm hopeful it will improve soon! ๐
Made it to NYC! The 7 week long trip begins ๐๐คฉ Iโm feeling all the things but mostly joy! I saw Chicago on broadway which has been a dream of mine for ages ๐ฅน very grateful
Went out dancing last night for the first time in a good while ๐ฏโโ๏ธ Y2K night provided nostalgic grooves and this Charlie swan shirt brought the daddy power ๐ฅ
Pink refresh ๐ Iโm thinking I might change it up a bit next. Maybe something more natural? A deeper blonde- maybeeee a strawberry blonde?! Let me know if you have thoughts!
Operation must make 3X rent starts ASAP ๐ Iโll be moving into a new place in September or October and need to prove 3X rent- which will be much more than I pay now ๐ Get ready for 3 months of more content than you are use to ๐ always open to your suggestions and feedback in my DMs ๐๐