goodnight, thanks for giving me some space today ♡
goodnight, thanks for giving me some space today ♡
2020-09-07 03:28:01 +0000 UTC View Post
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hey guys can you tell me which pics stand out most to you? l..
hey guys can you tell me which pics stand out most to you? like double take typa deal?? like "DAMN SON" type of feeling.
2020-09-07 01:25:54 +0000 UTC View Postit's not sweater weather yet....but ive been wearing my swea..
it's not sweater weather yet....but ive been wearing my sweaters everrrryday. i'm so excited for fall to hit.
2020-09-07 00:09:50 +0000 UTC View Posteach sunday i like to get your feedback on my page. did you ..
each sunday i like to get your feedback on my page. did you really enjoy something in particular? did you dislike anything? i'll go first. I really enjoyed learning about your fetishes last week. gives me some creative ideas for saturdays and member's choice. I love creating for you guys. Always tell me what you want to see more of, I love hearing about it. I really disliked having to ban someone who was verbally abusing me on the reg. I didn’t dislike banning him, I only disliked how much I put up with. second chances. third chances. even fifth chances. i haven’t had to deal with an abusive member in a while, which says a lot about what im putting out into the world. I’m attracting better, more genuine people. i’m digging it. :,) what about you? how have you been liking how I run things around here?
2020-09-06 20:06:32 +0000 UTC View PostI've been working 18+ hour days lately so I’m taking today a..
I've been working 18+ hour days lately so I’m taking today and tomorrow to restart before I burn out and hurt myself. queued some posts + PPVs. any support in the next two days helps protect my energy and $$$ per hour. I appreciate the ones who respect my time and energy, you know who you are. thank you to every single person who bought my work yesterday, I’m going to be riding this high all day today haha 🌾🤍 so, so much love. xoxo
2020-09-06 16:46:28 +0000 UTC View Postgood morning and happy sunday 💛
good morning and happy sunday 💛
2020-09-06 12:11:55 +0000 UTC View Post9 pm tonight. my first G/G video. shot by me. directing by b..
9 pm tonight. my first G/G video. shot by me. directing by both @emmastarseed and myself. please show some love if you're excited, editing down the video + creating the preview alone took me from 10 am until 3:30 pm, ooooopsies!
2020-09-05 22:55:03 +0000 UTC View Postheard yall like hips? w/ @emmastarseed
heard yall like hips? w/ @emmastarseed
2020-09-05 20:38:12 +0000 UTC View Postwould anyone be into some BTS if I made a compilation? :) he..
would anyone be into some BTS if I made a compilation? :) here is @emmastarseed teaching me how to just accept and take in her beauty all over me lmaoooooo i was kinda shy 🙈🙉🙊 tip $5 + if you'd like me to make a behind the scenes video of our time together!
2020-09-05 17:03:29 +0000 UTC View Postthis set will be in your dms at 2 pm eastern :) w/ @emmastar..
this set will be in your dms at 2 pm eastern :) w/ @emmastarseed
2020-09-05 15:59:22 +0000 UTC View Posthappy spicy saturday....who is ready for tonight's brand new..
happy spicy saturday....who is ready for tonight's brand new video release? 😈 w/ @emmastarseed
2020-09-05 15:36:29 +0000 UTC View PostI had more fun facts but I’m exhausted from life tryna knock..
I had more fun facts but I’m exhausted from life tryna knock me down today. And orgasming twice (I needed it, phew) And no sugar going on five days now (wooo!) Hope today’s two facts helped you in some way though 🤍 Tomorrow is about to be SO good, I hope you’re ready. xoxo
2020-09-05 00:29:45 +0000 UTC View PostFun fact round two: . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .. let’s t..
Fun fact round two: . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .. let’s talk about….constipation. I struggled with this for YEARS - and I know im not the only one who struggles with it. wanna know the one thing that keeps me regular? are you ready? Salt. I have a couple of rocks of Himalayan pink salt in the morning and im good to go! I also take magnesium before bed which helps a lot too. Make sure your salt isn’t processed though! The salt you get the grocery store that is “iodized” is NOT good for you. Sure, it has iodine but that shit is processed as helllll (please see my last post about processed food…) it’s so unnatural and can cause damage to your body! If you’re worried about iodine, eat seafood like salmon, oysters, and seaweed. Make sure to buy mineral salt (my favorite is Redmond Salt.) Or pink salt. Sea salt is fine I just worry bout the plastics in it so I stay away. Plastic is a topic for another post…lol Another cool fact about salt is it helps with hydration! We’ve been told for sooooo long that the more salt you eat, the more dehydrated you get. While that might be the case with this processed salt mentioned above, it’s not the same for high-quality salt. Read the book The Salt Fix by Dr. James DiNicolantonio It explains this in greater detail :) but trust me on this one,
2020-09-04 19:33:39 +0000 UTC View Postalright folks, let’s talk about the good stuff for the first..
alright folks, let’s talk about the good stuff for the first fact of today: . . . . . . . . . . The good stuff being SUGAR, glucose, and insulin. I’ve worn a continuous glucose monitor for going on three months now so you don’t have to :D well, you do if you have insulin resistance and issues with your bloood sugar but I wore mine to get a better look at what’s going on with body. I’ve compiled a list of trends I’ve noticed that both help my levels and cause damage. I’ve also made up a little guide for you to follow when you’re looking at your own body that I can send to you if you send me $20 cuz it took me two hours to write out and organize :D The basics: ⟡ Eat your carbs in the morning. Your body can digest them better. Which means your body is prepared to handle the glucose spike. Not so much at night. I could eat the same amount of carbs in the am vs the pm (I’ve done this experiment on myself) and each time, my glucose goes CRAZY high in the pm but not the am.) timing matters. ⟡ Don’t eat when the sun is down, your body can’t process food while it’s trying to shut off. ⟡ The more processed the food, the higher your insulin will spike and the longer it will take to come back down. Aim for a whole foods diet. ⟡ Glucose spikes aren’t bad, we need insulin to function. But spikes that last HOURS is when you’re in trouble. A spike that hits 130 but then comes right back down is normal, which means you’re metabolically healthy. A spike that takes all night to come back down? Means something is up. If you ever buy a CGM, notice the area under the curve. The more space, the more this means you need to get your shit together holmes! And guess what? Insulin resistance, diabetes, all that jazz can be REVERSED IN SEVEN DAYS. seven. You can’t go back to your ways, obviously, but don’t listen to people when they tell you you’ll have this condition forever. It’s wrong. My glucose levels were insane all of July. My avg is now 75. I went hardcore carnivore most days for about a month and boom, I’m back to normal. It can be done. ⟡ Quantity matters. I can have a couple of berries and I’m good but if I let my desires trump my health and eat the entire box of blueberries, holy. shit. It’s madness. ⟡ If you pair fat with your carbs it ~can~ help stunt your glucose levels. So eating helllla eggs or cheese before eating some carbs can help it. I’ve noticed that ice cream (if it hasn’t been processed like crazy) won’t spike my BS as high because it’s pretty high in fat content already. I hope this helps <3 let me know if you have any questions!
2020-09-04 14:43:10 +0000 UTC View Postgoodnight, thanks to everyone who tuned into the live stream..
goodnight, thanks to everyone who tuned into the live stream today, you guys ROCK :)
2020-09-04 02:34:56 +0000 UTC View PostSPANKATHON LIVE IN ONE HOUR! bring your ones! :D every $1 ti..
SPANKATHON LIVE IN ONE HOUR! bring your ones! :D every $1 tipped = 1 spank :D
2020-09-03 23:04:52 +0000 UTC View Postyou guys like freebies? here's some throwback work that i'm ..
you guys like freebies? here's some throwback work that i'm still super proud of, months later ♡ the first video is named “you tried” on my computer. I had a really rough day but wanted to get this video out to stay on track with spicy saturday and even though it wasnt super spicy, you guys LOVED it, more than I had thought. I originally thought it was absolute crap, but later began to appreciate it more as you guys reacted to it. sometimes I surprise myself in the best ways.
2020-09-03 20:04:06 +0000 UTC View Postlike all i can see is my nails in this and how fire they are..
like all i can see is my nails in this and how fire they are lmaoooooooo
2020-09-03 17:03:13 +0000 UTC View Posti also miss having black nails. i think im going to get them..
i also miss having black nails. i think im going to get them done this month. it's fall after all, right?
2020-09-03 13:34:00 +0000 UTC View Postremember to check your DMs today at noon for some spicy thro..
remember to check your DMs today at noon for some spicy throwback videos :) I miss charcoal face masks and teasing you guys in the sauna
2020-09-03 11:28:18 +0000 UTC View Postgood morning and happy throwback thursday! i will be back to..
good morning and happy throwback thursday! i will be back to live streaming soon! hopefully next week, i just wanted to finish up my custom work, the Airbnb content edits and the rest of @emmastarseed’s edits before returning 💕
2020-09-03 09:27:43 +0000 UTC View Postsent out the exhibitionist set to everyone who grabbed it on..
sent out the exhibitionist set to everyone who grabbed it on saturday! thank you for all the support! tip $50 and all 50 photos are yours <3
2020-09-02 02:02:37 +0000 UTC View Postif i dont show my face in posts it's because my hair is curl..
if i dont show my face in posts it's because my hair is curly as heckkkkin heck and i dont feel it matches my vibe very well. do you guys like the curly curls?
2020-09-01 23:28:33 +0000 UTC View Posthavent put clothes on yet today, the breeze just feels so go..
havent put clothes on yet today, the breeze just feels so good
2020-09-01 17:32:31 +0000 UTC View Postgearing up for workout wednesday! the option with the most t..
gearing up for workout wednesday! the option with the most tips (votes) wins! workout naked af goal: 189 instant win: 250
2020-09-01 13:06:10 +0000 UTC View Postcrap, i was so involved in getting out my customs on sunday ..
crap, i was so involved in getting out my customs on sunday that i forgot to queue up member's choice....forgive me?
2020-09-01 09:45:39 +0000 UTC View Postoh and if you have your rebill turned on before 10pm, look f..
oh and if you have your rebill turned on before 10pm, look for this video in your dms around midnight :) thanks for paying attention 💕 i send out one video each month exclusive only to those with their rebill on.
2020-08-31 21:02:04 +0000 UTC View Postah, the end of august 2020. i promise you i’m not usually ..
ah, the end of august 2020. i promise you i’m not usually THIS sentimental, august is just a really impactful month to me. how much can change in 365 days is absolutely crazy. i don't have a mini-goal for the end of this month because we hit all my personal goals for the first time since opening my page. august was legendary, thank you so much for being a part of it. i wanted to share with you a picture of where i was EXACTLY one year ago (2nd pic) compared to what I look like now (1st pic) i’ve also attached a journal entry from this time august 30th, 2019. my goals for therapy were to stop letting my circumstances keep me from thriving my very best. And some of the words to the right read: “There is a sense of hopelessness that I need help with. That my dreams are too big. My past too iffy. Im too scared to live in some places. Scared to leave someone who isn’t good for me. Just all around hopeless and scared. I also hold this mentality that everything is worth work…everything but my life. A failed relationship? I would’ve put anything into saving it (but not put work into saving my own life.) Why? I also don’t think I like myself. I thought I did, but with recent events, I don’t think that I do. I thought that liking how I looked meant I liked myself. Or eating well, really well. Or going to the gym. I thought these all meant that I loved myself. But I’m thinking it’s deeper than that. It’s going to be harder than just doing my makeup to feel pretty.” august 2019: I had just left an abusive partner. I had to move back in with my parents. I was so broke from moving myself and all my belongings across the country twice, belongs that I didn’t end up getting back until november. and I was aggressively becoming sicker and sicker. i was sick, without my things to comfort me, broke, and severely depressed. august 2020: top 0.45%, in my own place, healing my autoimmunity, healing my trauma, becoming more spiritual, following my dreams of becoming a photog, connecting more with my community instead of trying to force myself to fit into the vanilla world (self-acceptance), combating fear, and learning how to use my voice. oh, and i like myself today. i liked myself yesterday. and i might just like myself tomorrow. not to be dramatic or whatever but this is all because of you guys. it’s me, i’m def putting in the work but you guys lifted me to a spot where I could comfortably do the hard work. a place to where I feel SAFE to do the hard work. i’m able to heal and follow my dreams because of your support. so thanks for being here. thanks for august. so so so so much love ♡ see you in september ⟡ xoxo z
2020-08-31 16:02:47 +0000 UTC View Postoh and one more thing ⟡ I want to start using more of the ..
oh and one more thing ⟡ I want to start using more of the PPV option for little spicy things here and there. If you don’t want them, you can turn off the option to be sent mass messages in settings. You can also unfollow me, I only want people on my page who are down to watch me grow and support me and my grind. When you guys supported my SFSs I was literally so happy. It felt that there was a legit TEAM behind me, cheering me on saying that you respect my work and want to support me in any way that you can, even if that just means being okay with shout outs and PPVs. You guys are the tiddies, thank you ~so much~ for always rooting for me.
2020-08-31 01:01:58 +0000 UTC View Post