YASSSSS!!!!! #enoughsaid xo

YASSSSS!!!!! #enoughsaid xo
2022-12-12 14:00:15 +0000 UTC View PostOoops . . . somebody did something they shouldn't have!! #gettingtowedsucks xo
2022-12-12 06:00:22 +0000 UTC View PostIt's an event when it's this windy where I live. It's soooo cold! This California girl is such a lightweight . . . 57 degrees makes me freeze!!!! It'll be 44 degrees in a few hours. So glad I don't have to be outside today. #itstoocold
2022-12-11 22:02:26 +0000 UTC View PostWhat are you willing to do for yourself to have it all? #noteasybutpossible xo
2022-12-11 14:00:10 +0000 UTC View PostUGH Therabody! Like the note I enclosed with my return? (scroll over to see it) It's been one thing after another since I was gifted with this piece of crap as an early🎅🏿gift. Now to get my refund, which my friend told me to keep and use it for whatever I want, but not to pay bills with! I'm sure I'll pay my bills with it tho . . . this month my electric bill was twice the amount it usually is - which is already exorbitant - cuz I had the heat on a few times. :( #stoptheinsanity xo
2022-12-11 06:01:59 +0000 UTC View PostPIESINTHEWINDOW is another account that I love on Instagram. They design the most amazing pies!🥰 #eatmypieplease xo
2022-12-10 22:02:42 +0000 UTC View PostHave you made the decision to live your life as a person who's blessed? Blessed by the universe or whatever? When I used to live my life as a victim of my circumstances I didn't have gratitude, I definitely didn't feel blessed, and pretty much thought anybody who was positive or professed to be happy was full of crap. I thought it was all bullshit, that happiness was impossible. Thank goodness I was able to change my life!! The circumstances of my life does not determine my happiness. It's never too late and so worth the wait! #happyatlast xo
2022-12-10 14:00:06 +0000 UTC View PostAmala loves to play, and loved playing with this MakeUp Eraser! One Makeup Eraser replaces over 3,000 makeup wipes… Help save the planet while cleansing your precious skin and/or taking off your makeup with just water and improving your skin at the same time‼️💋 #livingbeautifullyandconsciously xo
2022-12-10 06:00:05 +0000 UTC View PostSanta Monica was looking really pretty as I was being driven home from my appointment. Of course this video doesn't capture how magnificent the ocean, the clouds, and the pier w/ferris wheel looked, but you get the idea. #clearskies xo
2022-12-09 22:02:36 +0000 UTC View PostFor my girls out there… Can you relate? There are some people who are born with the FACADE of having it all. To feel absolutely gorgeous and victorious from the inside out necessitates that we do "all the things." #wasntbornwithit xo
2022-12-09 14:00:06 +0000 UTC View PostI don't know if where you live Covid and all its variants are in anyone's consciousness, but it's definitely a big thing here, where we're encouraged to mask indoors since THOUSANDS have been diagnosed with Covid in the last few days....... :( As evidenced by the giant gallon of hand sanitizer at my chiropractor's office - - - which made me lol - - we're doing our best under the circumstances. Let's all stay healthy! #whataworld xo
2022-12-09 06:00:10 +0000 UTC View PostYES PLEEESE!!! I use everything in the SeneGence skincare line. Because my skin has gotten better since I started using it six years ago. I'd love for you to become one of my beloved customers ... I really would!!! Please let me know if you have any questions. THANKS!!! #miracleskin xo
2022-12-08 22:02:43 +0000 UTC View PostThe definition of having a victorious life for me is probably different than your definition. But whatever our definition may be for "living our best life" doesn't happen because we want it now or because we think we deserve it now - - - but because we put in the effort every single day. #workit xo
2022-12-08 14:00:11 +0000 UTC View PostI felt like this for many months of my most recent talk therapy, which ended nearly a year ago when my therapist ridiculed and insulted me during our online session. I won't go into detail, but let it suffice to say that I felt like I was in the twilight zone. I wasn't that surprised by her behavior tho, because Covid really fucked with her head. She told me that she had a therapist, but she might be one of those people who goes to therapy and doesn't tell the truth, and then nothing can be resolved. One of the major things that was a huge disconnect between us all along was that she was VERY religious --- I always wonder why peeps who go to church once a week and then act shittily and uncaring about others for the rest of the week think that they're superior - - - and she always talked about Jesus even though she knew I had a strong Buddhist practice that worked for me. For the 2 years we met, she seemed to be out to convince me that I needed to believe in heaven, which is not something I will EVER believe exists. I believe in something much more powerful and realistic. And the way she tried to convince me was basically the way a 12-year old would. And no, she wasn't 12, and I'm not an idiot. For example, she would say things like, "But what if there is a heaven? I have to believe in it in order to go to heaven. And you should too!" U G H. I swear a lot. She told me that whenever I'd use the word "God" when swearing during our sessions, that she'd cringe, because my doing that was a sin. She wasn't sex positive and let me know that she never ever watched porn, which I absolutely love and had just gotten back into when I had a very powerful sexual reawakening - a total miracle, which made me so happy, and of course I wanted to talk about my reawakening, which was frowned upon by this dimwit. SO MUCH hard work on myself had to take place for me to get to this new place in my life, and I was so grateful!!! But she was uncomfortable hearing about it. So I had to watch what I said, which was nothing I'd ever experienced in therapy. She also turned against me several times about things that were absolutely shocking. Generally, I feel that you're for me or against me, and she clearly wasn't on my side, which was, of course, essential. I saw her until I felt there was nothing else to say, since I had to watch what I said ... Cripes!! When I fired her I know she realized she had really fucked up and what she wrote to me about being fired was so out of character for her because it was very ass-kissing, and I suppose she did that because she thought I was going to sue her for what had happened. #ismyheadshrunkyet xo
2022-12-08 06:00:08 +0000 UTC View PostTry this and let me know what you toss... LOL #throwitout xo
2022-12-07 22:02:31 +0000 UTC View PostThis is a bitch if you don't already have this mindset! Once you live with this mindset for a while, when the proverbial shit hits the fan, you automatically know there's a reason, which you don't even question, but rather, do some soul-searching, and you know this is the best thing that could've happened. #knowyoureprotected xo
2022-12-07 14:00:09 +0000 UTC View PostI had a TWO MIRACLE day today!! I really should write a book about my conversations that I have in my Lyft rides… I have the best convos! It seems I attract high-quality souls from Lyft. I've only had one Lyft driver in the last year and a half since I gave up my car who was a bit agro. Anyway my second amazing miracle was making nice with my next-door neighbor who has been a source of incredible aggravation for years!!!! Long story short, we share a wall - her bedroom wall and my kitchen wall is a common wall and she's complained over the years - in really aggressive ways… like calling the police!… that my Alexa in my kitchen keeps her awake. Well girl I've been rap*ed in my apartment and the police recommend having something next to windows that makes it evident that someone is home. She lived here then and was awakened by the police banging on her door at 6:15am for a witness statement. And she wasn't kind to me afterwards, or since the ra*pe. I'm never getting rid of the Alexa by the window in question and it's at a very low volume and she can get earplugs or whatever. Today we ran into each other in the hallway and were having a very nice little chat and I brought up the issue of noise since the local police reached out to me about a month ago telling me she was complaining again. ARGGGH!!! Usually I wouldn't bring it up because I have every right to have music or talk radio on at a low volume. But my heart was open, and long story short, we resolved the issue once and for all!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! She's not hearing my Alexa, she's hearing the clicking of this waving kitty - - which makes the very faint sound of ticking. I jokingly told her she should be in the who's who for having the most sensitive hearing of anyone in the world! She actually started crying happy tears and asked me if she could give me a hug when I removed the kitty and said I would put it in another room, and we were both so relieved that this was the issue (this time) and that it worked out this way. It was really heartwarming. Then we sat around for a while shooting the shit about all the nonsense our horrible new landlord is trying to get away with. I know that we will both rest easier because of what happened today. #goodvibes xo
2022-12-07 06:03:19 +0000 UTC View Post***THE BUDDHIST WHO HATES EVERYTHING*** Have you watched The You*ng Pope and/or The New Pope? Something you should know about me… I've done it all, seen it all, been through it all. I've had an incredible life full of amazing experiences and I consider myself to be a very spoiled girl, having had the access that I've had to the people and places throughout my long career, primarily in entertainment. I'm an SGI Nichiren Buddhist, and we're supposed to be all about love and peace since the mission of SGI is world peace. However I'm the Buddhist that hates everything, the reason being what I've described above. When you get to experience a lot of different bougie things you become discerning and bored with most everything. Maybe that's just me? But I will not waste my time on anything that I think is less than GREAT. And that includes people, places, and things. So when I recommend something to people who KNOW me, they will usually jump on whatever I recommend, whether it be SeneGence skincare, a restaurant, or an Only Fans beauty. :) Since they know that I hate everything, if I'm recommending something, it must be fucking great. Lol. But this is actually true. I highly recommend this series on HBO Max. It not only entertained me, IT TRANSFORMED MY LIFE!!! I hope you watch and that you benefit even more than I did. #lifechanging xo
2022-12-06 22:02:41 +0000 UTC View PostOne step forward every day, will get you there! #stayfocused xo
2022-12-06 14:00:07 +0000 UTC View PostOh be still my heart... #amalathepurrrfectkitty
2022-12-06 06:03:28 +0000 UTC View PostYIKES! Just received this email - over 10k covid cases over the last 3 days + 29 deaths in LA County. I hope wherever you are is a much healthier place to live!!! #scaryshitsowhatsnew xo
2022-12-05 22:02:41 +0000 UTC View PostYeah ... it takes effort to be victorious, lovely people. I love love love the effort I invest in myself! #investinyou xo
2022-12-05 14:00:05 +0000 UTC View PostI love how these screen protectors really do protect. Knock wood ... I don't wanna jinx it… I also have the screen protector that makes it impossible for anyone to see what's on my screen --- only I can see!!! It's none of your biz bud! Lol :) #privacyplease xo
2022-12-05 06:00:12 +0000 UTC View PostIf you love love love cats like I do, you'll appreciate this. :) Feel free to DM me a pic of your kitty, doggy, bird, fish.......I love all animals!! #animalsratehigherthanhumans xo
2022-12-04 22:05:18 +0000 UTC View PostDon't keep the shit ... flush it out of your life so you can create the positive energy necessary to bring you only the very BEST peeps --- because you deserve the very best!! #saynotodeadweight xo
2022-12-04 14:00:19 +0000 UTC View PostIt's annoying when people say that if you take a bubble bath or eat chocolate or get your nails done, etc., that will somehow make you level up to where you want to be when it comes to self-love/self-care. These things will NOT get you where you want to be. These things are pleasurable and wonderful and great. If you're fortunate enough to have access to these activities, good on ya. Enjoy, do fun pampering whenever possible --- and spread the wealth if you're able. But you have to do fucking hard work on yourself to level up your life. To truly love yourself, it takes an enormity of non-superficial self-improvement. #dontdeludeyourself xo
2022-12-04 06:00:06 +0000 UTC View PostOne of my SeneGence teammies gifted this to me. I love being SeneMamma to so many strong, goal and dream-driven entrepreneurs!!!💋💋💋 #beautybosses xo
2022-12-03 22:02:50 +0000 UTC View PostHaving been a people pleaser for most of my life, who cared so much about what other people thought about me, I have complete empathy for anyone who is in that position. Do what you know is right for you, do not harm yourself or others in the process, and fuck anybody who doesn't support you. Haters will be haters, but you do not have to associate with them or listen to them. #doyoubabe xo
2022-12-03 14:00:10 +0000 UTC View Post🌠HEALTH UPDATE🌠 After having chest discomfort and some really nasty coughing that went on for several weeks I went into my PCP and she sent me out for an x-ray. After being diagnosed with COPD via that x-ray a month ago (I’ve never smoked) my PCP sent me to get a CT scan to rule out COPD or cancer, she messaged me that I had breast cancer . . . which diagnosis I lived with for eight frikkin hours until she phoned me to let me know she “meant” to say I had a HISTORY of breast cancer. 😖☹️ 🤬Ugh times a million.🤬 Then I had an appointment w/a pulmonologist, who said the CT scan revealed asthma, and on a scale of 1 to 3, that my asthma was a 2, and to start using an inhaler which I did this week, and I love it cuz I feel better!!😆 He mentioned to me that 30% of the population has asthma.😳 The results from yesterday‘s breathing test - the final test for the foreseeable future - shows I have asthma, and my doctor says to just continue using my inhaler. I’m feeling sooo grateful!😃👏🏻🙏🏻 #doingmybest xo
2022-12-03 06:03:07 +0000 UTC View PostThis would be funny if it wasn't true… I'm coughing so much and obviously Alexa listens to me and hears my coughing - - - and so sent me this suggestion. I wish water was the medicine I need, but I need something much stronger for whatever is going on with me. I should find out very soon something a little bit more definitive… #funnynotfunny xo
2022-12-02 22:02:53 +0000 UTC View Post